How did Master get me here? Practicing the positions he’s given me at every chance I get so that when he calls it out he doesn’t have to correct me, he can just use me. This picture is me in ‘present’ (like present arms). One of the example pictures he had sent had a sub on a chair like this. I’ve wanted to be fucked on a chair like this for over a decade.
How did he get me talking about my ‘pussy’? Before him, I gave men my ass, but he is taking my pussy and I can’t wait to give it to him. I’ll be a virgin all over again as I wait in the hotel room, in ‘all fours’ position on the bed, pouch for my cock and g-string between my cheeks and over my shoulders like the most minimalist wrestling singlet ever, blindfold on, low back arched to present my new pussy toward the door so he sees my submission and obedience the second he walks in. From there I literally don’t know what he will do. I have some ideas he’s planted but I don’t know. I always know what the first moment will be. Now I don’t know. But I do know that I’ll obey. He knows my few named limits so I know what it won’t be but I’ve also already learned that he will take me to places I hadn’t thought of….and I’ve thought about this stuff a lot!
How just a few days ago was I sitting in Denver Central Market with an app controlled butt (pussy) plug inside me and a man whose face I still haven’t seen was fucking me with it from nearby but unseen by me? He told me to, that’s how. But men have told me to do things I’ve refused before. This man seems to either just know himself so well that I can’t help but obey him or know me well enough to know what I need before I do…or both. I owe him two punishments, which I fear because we’ve talked about the difference between punishments and corrective actions. I think that while painful, I may get some pleasure from corrections, I will not get pleasure, only a deep seated lesson from the punishments. It took me two days longer than I promised to be in that market, my pussy vibrating in alternating pulses being changed by Master. Two punishments. Fuck.
Why is my underwear soaked in pre-cum from stretches during my workout? Because I was imagining the head of his huge (and I don’t say that just to please him or in hyperbole….it’s huge!) cock teasing, penetrating, pounding, owning my pussy as I stretched and my dick, which will remain untouched by Master, leaked all over from the throbbing in my pussy. At some point he’ll let me orgasm myself but I’ve been denied that until we play. I am not to show him my aching, leaking dick in pictures. Tops have always wanted my cock. He doesn’t. He wants my pussy and my obedience.
Why am I already giving up things I’ve denied other Tops? Because they were Tops, he is Alpha. I thought those were interchangeable until I met an Alpha. I have offered him control of every orgasm that doesn’t involve my wife. I offered, and he accepted, that I won’t serve another man without Master’s approval. I’ve agreed to suck the cocks of men he will send me to because Sir will not let me suck his. Those surrogate cocks will not get to fuck me. He said I’ll have a plug in when I satisfy my cock sucking craving, which is strong. I hope it’s the remote app one and he fucks me while the men cum in my mouth.
How? Who gives a fuck!
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