Slowly being ghosted by someone you've loved for the past five years is probably one of the most painful things I've experienced. How do you go from hey I'm moving in with you in a few days to oh by the way I got a place with some friends and then pretty much never talking to me again. Even now when everyone is telling me to move on I still love her so god damn much that I can't. Everything in my mind is coming up with some excuse or some way to deny it but I know I'm being an idiot. I wish I knew why I wasn't good enough to at least give me a definitive answer but I guess I just dont deserve it. I just wish i could be happy again






















