I, Dementia

California November 5th 1996 LaVeyan Satanist

[johnnyklutch]

Slowly being ghosted by someone you've loved for the past five years is probably one of the most painful things I've experienced. How do you go from hey I'm moving in with you in a few days to oh by the way I got a place with some friends and then pretty much never talking to me again. Even now when everyone is telling me to move on I still love her so god damn much that I can't. Everything in my mind is coming up with some excuse or some way to deny it but I know I'm being an idiot. I wish I knew why I wasn't good enough to at least give me a definitive answer but I guess I just dont deserve it. I just wish i could be happy again

[invdious]

[elpatron-delmal]

I apologize if I ever was a toxic person in your life, I’m maturing more everyday, correcting my wrongs and slowly but surely becoming a better version of me.

[johnnyklutch]

Been feeling like shit again lately and not really sure what to do. I'm starting to finally feel like it's not me being needy and it's just me being treated like shit. Wish I had someone I could vent to about it

[nick-avallone]

[themostbeautifulanimals]

[mllebabushkat]

reblog for 10 years of peaceful sleep every night

[kaliforhnia]

[aurol]

i think i accidentally break my own heart a lot

[lohver]

how do i say “i miss you” in a way that will make your heart ache as much as mine does

[picsxury]

[auntymurda]

I want to be nasty with one person for the rest of my life.

[fknsex]

Butt grabbing is just the best thing ever

[anxiousbutconfident]

when lazy kissing gets intense with that deep breath and hip pull

[johnnyklutch]

I wish I could be comfortable in my body and didn't feel so disgusting

[demigodxtonio]

[sulfur]

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