Confessions (Ban Ryu Imagine)
Summary of Request: After Ban Ryu is forced to join Hwarang, you try to comfort him, but he just gets an attitude and snaps at you and realizes he fucked up bad.
Pairings: Ban Ryu x Reader
Warnings: Smut (at the end of imagine, separate part to it)
A combination of two requests.
Gif is not mine, credit to owner.
A few hours passed since the boys that dared fight in the sacred grounds of Najeong were released. Ban Ryu walked out of his house, letter in hand, and walked to the only one place he knew he’d be understood.
He stood at your front door knocking on the wooden rapidly, wiping away quickly of what was left of his tears. Your door opened to reveal your six year old sister, smiling recognizing the older man in front of her.
“Bunbun!” she squealed. The nickname that was given to him from her since she can speak, they tried to get her to say Ban Ryu not Bun Ryu, but Bun kept coming out, thus the nickname BunBun was created.
Ban Ryu smiled, holding in the tears that threatened to spill, “Is Y/N here?”
Your sister shook her head, “Not right now, they went out with a friend a while ago.”
“When they come back, can you give her this to her?” he asked holding out the letter in front her. She nodded her small head frantically, “promise not to open it?” Ban Ryu asked lifted an eyebrow giving her a small smirk.
“Ahh yes?” she answered shyly shifting from foot to foot. Ban Ryu sighed, “good enough, I will see you later.”
“Bye Bunbun!” she waved goodbye with the hand that held the letter and shut the door with the other. He stood there for a good while then walked away, tears welling up in his eyes again.
Hours passed the sun began to set, arriving home you can hear the small sniffles coming from inside. Walking into your home can see the figure of your younger sister sitting on a mat. You rushed to her side picking her up in your arms setting her on your lap, “what’s wrong A-Yeon?”
“Bunbun is leaving!” she wailed flinging her arms around your neck. “Where did you get this information from?” you asked moving parts of her hair out of her face.
“The letter! I wasn't supposed to read it, I didn’t understand a lot, but even I understood that he’s leaving! I’m sorry!” she cried into your neck. You can feel the tears running down your neck. You picked up the letter she spoke of and read carefully, trying not to miss any important information.
It was true, your sister was right, he was leaving for Hwarang. Night time began, the sky was slowly becoming darker, after drinking some tea and keeping each other company, you tucked your sister into a restful sleep.
Pacing back and forth, letter in hand you sighed, leaving your own note on the table of where you would be and the nice old woman from next door would be there in case of an emergency. Setting the note down you walked out the door closing it slowly trying to not make much noise and made your way over to Ban Ryu’s house.
As you walked you can see couples happily enjoying each other and sharing love between each other, whether it’d be with a small kiss or just each other's company. Hopefully, yours would stay like this.
A house away you see Ban Ryu’s stepfather step out of the house along with his assistant(?). Once they are both out of sight you walk up to his door and knock waiting patiently for him to answer. No answer, not a single sound of movement inside.
You knew better than to just leave after, oh no you were gonna make sure he opens that door. If so help him that you decide to hold back the urge to kill him from the letter he gave you and that he doesn’t answer the door.
Knocking on the door several more times, still no answer. There is always another resolution. You cleared your throat and cupped your hands to your mouth and shouted, “Ban Ryu! Help me not want to kill you more than I already do by opening this damn door! Ban Ryu! Ban Ryu! Bun-” caught off by the door swinging open a very flustered Ban Ryu on the other side.
Pulling you inside and slamming the door close he stared at you as if you gone mad, “Do you realize the respect I would lose if you called me Bunbun?!”
Rolling your eyes you stared directly into his, his angry expression turning into one of slight confusion. “What why are you staring at me as if you were about to kill me?”
“That’s exactly what I am going to do, if you don’t explain this!” shoving the letter into his hands, crossing your arms waiting for an explanation.
“Y/N I... I didn’t know how else to tell you. I couldn’t just go up to you and say oh how are you today Y/N? Really well that’s great anyway I’m leaving in a couple of days for Hwarang and might not see you for weeks! Is that what you wanted to hear?” he ranted to you, having these rants with him many times you understood every word that came out of his mouth.
“Yes! As long as you would’ve talked to me and told me and not from stupid letter!”
“Here I thought you would understand what I’m going through, but instead you’re here yelling at me! At least I had the courage to write to you, telling you I was going to leave instead of not telling you at all!” he snapped.
“And what just leave me and make me wonder where you went for weeks and then come back like nothing?” you cried tears forming in your eyes.
“Y/N, don’t cry please it the last thing that I’d want you to do, but we won’t see each other for so long and only see each other sometimes, so please leave, you can walk yourself out,” he said solemnly, his back facing you now as he walks further into house.
“Why not?!” he asked his back still facing you and continued to walk.
“Because I love you dammit!” you snapped, realization hit you, that was your fist time one of you guys have said I love you to each other.
Ban Ryu realized this as well frozen in spot, he fidget on what to do. He turned around to face you again and quickly walked his way over to you slamming you onto the door.
“Why? Why can’t you just leave?” he croaked having you pinned up to the door.
“Because I never want this feeling to go away, I love you,” you answered as if you were unfazed by his actions.
Cupping your cheeks with one he smashed his lips onto yours, his other hand going through hairs on the back of your neck. Kissing him back with just as much force your fingers tangling between his hair.
Moving away from your lips in a low voice he confesses, “I don’t want this feeling to go away either.”
Your lips connecting again, moving with a great force of passion and love, his hands moving there way down to your waist pulling your bodies closer. Between your kiss you were able to speak out, “you’ll never get rid of me that easily.”
(Next is just a small smut, on what would happen after, but this where I would actually like to end the imagine, but since anon requested smut with it I’m a try and write it.)
Both of Ban Ryu and you made your way into his bedroom hands all over each other. His back facing the bed you pushed him onto straddling him, not once breaking the kiss. Ban Ryu tried to flip you both over, so he’d be on top, but you were not having it.
Pinning his arms down to his sides and leaning away slowly from this you breathed out, “I’m in charge.”
“You know that’s not how it works,” he growled.
“That’s not my problem anymore,” you retorted, undressing him slowly.
“Where has this side of you been all my life?” he gasped in amazement.
You smirked and continued to undress him, you decided to let him undress you, which may or may have not been a mistake. He grabbed a hold of your clothing ripping it open piece by piece leaving both of you two in just your undergarments.
Too caught up in the moment your lips dived into his neck teasingly sucking on his sensitive spots, which drove him insane. Ban Ryu was on the brink of letting out a loud moan, but he had too much pride to let it out. Kissing down his neck, chest, all the way to his waist line where his undergarments covered him.
He watched you in anticipation, slowly sliding down his undergarments his member started to show, precum already dripping of it. When the cool air hit him he let out a small hiss. Tossing his garment to the side you teasingly decided to move your hand slowly up his thigh always avoiding his member each time you came near it.
“Y/N,” he gritted through his teeth watching you with a look. You know which one, no? Well lets say it’s a sexy look, seeing him such a mess wanting you to do something.
You place your hand on his member and looked at him curiously, “what? you want me to do this?” you started to slowly pump his member gliding your thumb over his tip. He let out a groan/moan and started to nod slowly. “Or would you rather me do this?” leaning your head slightly to the side, you left sloppy kisses all over his member, upon reaching the tip, you took him whole and started to swirl your tongue around him.
He finally let out that loud moan he was holding back, bobbing your head up and down his member, popping him out your mouth at times to tease him. Reaching his climax he started to move his hips to the movement of your mouth.
He gripped his bed sheets tightly and let out continues moans. Moans turning into small screams, which you only knew meant that he was close. Popping him out of your mouth one last time, you moved on top him centered yourself on top of his member.
“Y/N please, please, please,” he pleaded. “Please what Ban Ryu?” you questioned slowly lowering yourself.
“Let me come inside you, fuck me until I lose my breath, I don’t care do something,” he begged.
Lowering yourself on top of him, stretching you a bit making you gasp. You slowly started to move, his hands gripped onto your waist closing his eyes his bottom tugged between his lips.
Moving up and down your pace quickening as you moved, you gripped onto his shoulders for support. You started to let out moans, his name passing your lips multiple times. You felt a queezing(?) in your stomach, you both new you were close and it wouldn’t take long for him to reach his peak.
His hips meeting with yours thrusting faster into, his hands roamed your body leaving a tingling sensation on your skin, lading on your sides he gripped onto you.
He grunted in response knowing well your letting him take control now, flipping you over onto your back, he thrusted into you at faster and rougher pace than you, running your hands down his back, your nails digging into his skin leaving marks.
You cried out his name and released leaving you panting mess. Not a few seconds later he reached his peak and came inside you, he rode out his high and fell beside you out of breath.
“Hmm?” he responded his arms wrapping around your waist pulling you to him, both of you facing each other.
“How am I suppose to get home if you ripped my clothes off?”
“That’s is not my problem anymore,” he said as he dozed off.
At last, I rise from the death called writers' block and no motivation. I know all my imagines before are like SUPER CRAPPY NOT EVEN KIDDING, but hopefully with patience and practice I become better.
Disclaimer: I will be using some scenes from the series, but they will not be following the plot of the actual episode unless requested so. Also, I apologize for any mistakes when using some parts of the episodes if the translation is correct.
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