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@jollyous
i came home very tired which manifests as huge sadness so i didn’t wanna cook and even the idea of eating made me nauseous. tho after much thought i didn’t wanna wake up low in energy tomorrow and finally i decided to cook me food. ended up burning myself thrice, broke the yolk of my egg (im very serious about my eggs) and spilled half of my food in the sink by accident and got yelled at my dad because it overwhelmed me and i was frozen trying to collect my thoughts. it made me even sadder and settled to not eat but i did cry tho
yesterday i was so suicidal i was already thinking about when i’ll kill myself today is a beautiful day and i’m thinking about what hobby i should pursue next
im seeing my bestfriend thursday!!!!! can you believe i used to see her almost every days for 3 years in high school and now i see her once a year if we’re lucky😓 havent seen her in a year and a half ugh this is awful.. we both are employed adults + i travel a lot abroad + she lives about 1h away from me :( but we hope we can live together at some point, if our life goals ever overlap :3
i need jaehee
all my problems lead to me being the ugliest girl alive, which leads automatically to patriarchy for creating such stupid beauty standards. that means all my problems lead to men, so fuck all of them i hate yall if you are a man dni dnf do not talk to me !!!!!!!
genuinely some of you guys who are still excusing mark claiming “nuance nuance!” is a whole bunch of bullshit. mark is north american and lived in ny for a period of his life. even if he hadn’t been to ny, that flag is known outside of north america. just because YOU don’t know what that flag means doesn’t mean that mark doesn’t.
along with that, mark and upper room pushing out such a lackluster apology that shifts the blame off themselves just pisses me off. he left sm and nct to rid himself of the kpop life he had known for 10+ years just to return with an apology as if it was written by a kpop company, not even putting out an apology from himself on his own time.
as someone who lives in the south, the only times ive seen a confederate flag are in people’s garages because they are afraid of publicly showing support for white supremacy. confederate flags aren’t sold anywhere here unless you are in the DEEP south, so mark wearing that shirt and claiming it as “vintage” isn’t an excuse. even if he really did think it was “vintage and didn’t know what it meant,” he should’ve searched up the flag on his shirt BEFORE wearing it to know what he was repping.
to the asians in the nct community, it is never our place to be accepting these apologies. the blatant excusing and racism ive seen over these years coming from our community genuinely still baffles me.
mark’s first public appearance after leaving nct at the un world environment conference gave me hope into a new chapter into his life, but i was SO wrong. the people that mark is surrounding himself with right now and his manager concerns me. at the end of the day, you truly, truly do not know these people outside of a screen, and i hope that mark honestly takes a break from being in the public light.
Wait u speak korean?
just enough for daily use!! i studied 6 months in korea last year.. not fluent (yet) but i still got a lot of it going on in my head and i use it mostly as a mix with another language (usually english) with my friends, i also understand it more than i speak😭
i need to stop beating myself up for not speaking real good french despite it being my native language, i literally think in four languages which makes it hard, if not impossible, to be perfect in all. i don’t use my french that much either as i don’t talk much irl and mostly speak a mix of french-english or french-korean to my french online friends… and the only person i really talk to irl is my great grandmother which i speak a mix of french-spanish to 😓 this is real hard
I have to say it. nct wish maknae line smut is diabolical. i know, i know they are legal aged n everything but it’s just weird. fight me.
maybe it’s also the fact that i’m also an 07 as well. i am disgusted/disturbed if smb write a smut abt smb my age.
just sayin.
been playing on genshin for the first time in years ( used to play from 1.1 to 2.8, stopped playing because my account got hacked ) ( bought a new account ). and i missed so many updates!!!! who are all those new characters!!!!! why is the map 3 times bigger!!!!! what’s happening!!!!!
sion had known you were drunk the second you tried to introduce yourself to him again. “hi,” you had said, blinking up at him with a smile that took up your entire face. “i’m yn.”
“i know.”
“you’re really pretty.”
“thank you.”
“do i know you?”
“unfortunately.”
that had been twenty minutes ago. now the bar was behind you, the city lit up by streetlights and passing headlights, and you had completely given up on walking. which was how sion ended up carrying you the rest of the way to your dorm. he was fully carrying you, one arm hooked under your knees and the other supporting your back as if you weighed absolutely nothing. you had spent the first five minutes giggling every time he adjusted his grip.
“stop laughing.”
“i’m not laughing.” you immediately started laughing harder. sion sighed. “this is going to be the longest walk home ever.”
“you love me.”
“you’re so drunk.”
“you still love me.”
he physically rolled his eyes, which only made you laugh harder. your head tipped back dramatically, hair dangling toward the pavement as you stared upside down at the world. “everything looks weird.”
“that’s because you’re upside down.”
“no, i think the street is upside down.”
“yeah.”
you squinted at him. “you’re making fun of me.”
“maybe.”
you tried to cross your arms, which was difficult considering you were currently being carried like a princess. sion barely reacted. every once in a while he’d shift you slightly higher against his chest without even breaking stride. the movement always made your stomach flip. “you’re strong. thank god for the gym" you stared at him after that.
then kept staring ... and kept staring. after a few seconds, sion immediately knew where this was headed. “what?” your smile somehow got bigger. “you’re really handsome.” he groaned. “here we go.”
“no, seriously.”
“yn.”
“like really handsome.”
“thank you.”
“do you have a girlfriend?” sion stared down at you for a moment before letting out a disbelieving laugh. one arm tightened beneath your knees as he adjusted you higher against his chest. “yn,” he said slowly, like he couldn’t believe this conversation was happening, “you are my girlfriend.”
you stared at him for a few seconds then your eyes suddenly widened. “no way.” sion immediately groaned and adjusted his hold on you. “yes way.” “seriously?” you asked, staring up at him. “yes, seriously.” your jaw dropped. “i’m your girlfriend?”
"you've been my girlfriend for 3 years" a shocked laugh burst out of you and you slapped a hand over your mouth. “that’s crazy. you picked me?” “i did," his tone was flat but you could see the faint smile creeping onto his face. your smile softened as you stared up at him. “you take good care of me.”
for the first time all night sion went quiet. the teasing disappeared from your voice and it was replaced by simple honesty. he glanced down and found you already starting to fade. your head was tucked against his shoulder now and your eyes drifting closed more and more with every passing second. every sentence seemed harder for you to hold onto than the last.
“someone has to,” he muttered. you hummed happily and snuggled closer against him. “good.” he felt your grip on his shirt loosen as sleep finally started winning. your breathing slowed and your body grew heavier in his arms as you relaxed completely against him. before he could say anything else, you were asleep. sion looked down at you for a moment before adjusting you slightly higher in his arms. your head immediately settled beneath his chin. he couldn’t help shaking his head to himself.
am i the only one, at times, starting to dislike my friends so i totally detach myself from them, sometimes ghost them for a bit but then i’d text them again and restart loving them ? there’s that one friend i cherish so dearly, we texted every single days for a long time but now anytime she texts me i get annoyed and don’t want to reply. she didn’t do anything wrong tho! and it happens to most if not every of my close friends at least once 😭
so i got rejected from every universities in france i applied for…. i thought about maybe doing a degree in korea but turns out it’s about 50k euros for the full degree alone (about 15k per year), living expenses not included. i am genuinely so lost and don’t know what should be my next move now… my dad was lowk right, he told me not to check the results until i come back home from japan but i still looked and now i cried the whole day and wasted a full day…. so i booked a hotel night at kawaguchiko for tomorrow to friday hopefully this will ease my mind :( i have no further plans, it makes me really suicidal but in a quieter way
i really debated going out today because i was still struggling a lot concerning my appearance but i’m glad i did because i had an amazing day!
my problem is if i think i’m ugly i will have an horrible day
hair = washed cut & straightened, full body = clean & waxed, nails = filed, bedroom = clean & tidied, yusion = as close as ever. this week was truly (almost) perfect may it stays that way forever and ever