afternoon lads i can’t fucking do this anymore
have a good one
youre right
Im sorry
Im done with this stupid shit
Idk why i kept this up for months but i did and i wanted to stop but i just kept doing it
This is probally not gonna come off as sincire but this is the only chance i have so im done
Im taking my way out and i am truly
Deeply sorry
I'll never be able to take back what i did
I never enjoyed doing it
This isnt some joke you dont have to forgive me but im finally in control and im done
im serious i dont know why i ever started and i wanted to stop ages ago
But i kept pushing myself
It got to the point where i vomited in my bathtub over this stupid fucking shit
to the people ive affected i know you only want my head on a stake for it all
And i understand
@oldnefriend and @canonthedog
But im finally fucking done
These last few interactions made it click in my head that im sick
I need genuine help and i dont know where to find it
i dont know what im going to do
I cant live with myself if i know i caused someone to hurt themselves
Yet im too big a coward to confess
Im praying to the lord above that theyre ok and that they may go on the path to healing
Because they deserve that much
















