jo

32. She/Her. USA, east coast. Breakfast sandwich aficionado + back on here occassionally for the clown movie and sambucky supremacy. 

[ninsletamain]

Day 06 || Prompt: Favorite Monologues

Calm. Kindness. Kinship. Love. I’ve given up all chance at inner peace. I’ve made my mind a sunless space. I share my dreams with ghosts. I wake up every day to an equation I wrote 15 years ago from which there’s only one conclusion, I’m damned for what I do. My anger, my ego, my unwillingness to yield, my eagerness to fight, they’ve set me on a path from which there is no escape. I yearned to be a savior against injustice without contemplating the cost and by the time I looked down there was no longer any ground beneath my feet.

What is my sacrifice?

I’m condemned to use the tools of my enemy to defeat them. I burn my decency for someone else’s future. I burn my life to make a sunrise that I know I’ll never see. And the ego that started this fight will never have a mirror or an audience or the light of gratitude.

So what do I sacrifice?

Everything!

[jomilitum]

Wow, for you @code-rage ... I will do this text post thing. Because I do still bounce around on here once every few months. And I ALSO think back to the advent (the descent!?) of those k project days :') And of course the FE of it all :')

Last Song: Like all of living society, Beyonce's "Texas Hold 'Em."

Favorite Color: Teal!

Last movie/TV show: Last TV show I finished was Season 4 of True Detective (I feel like I got duped by that), currently watching Monarch which is mostly just enjoyable for the dual Russell of it all sprinkled with monsters. Also perpetually rewatching Parks and Recreation. Last movie was "Next Goal Wins" because I needed a break from these best picture nominee bummers.

Sweet/savoury/spicy: Sweet! But also savory :) Like a savory crepe? With melted cheese!? Yes.

Last thing I googled: The last non-sad googled things I have are "new york times connections," "rotten tomatoes," "dune popcorn bucket," "in what context does blue mean noble"

Current obsession: Playing through Overcooked with my forever friend/de-facto life partner Sara. Otherwise I feel as though I'm a little between obsessions at the moment! But all the things I've ever had my life consumed by still live in my heart - Bucky Barnes has been ruining my life since like 2007 or whenever I first read Winter Soldier.

Last book: Currently reading "Universal Harvester" and "Above Ground," before that "Red at the Bone" and the second murderbot book!

Last fic: Probably one of the biggest gifts of the last year or so was recovering an iconic South Park fanfiction that I had loved in high school but was then lost to time (aka the author removed it from the internet), but I randomly googled it and found someone else had recovered it and so got to re-read it! And it was just as gut punching, if not more so, as I remembered it being from high school. More recently, I've read one or two pretty excellent Leverage and Good Omens fics on the recommendation of another excellent friend so thank you Kate.

Looking forward to: Many things! A new bakery has just opened up nearby that I'm excited to try. Seasons 2 of Andor and Severance. Big hopeful Europe trip in May. New Decemberists album this year! Seeing some dear family friends that are visiting next month.

[mrhipp]

Captain Crunch. My dumbest gif idea yet.

[starwarsblr]

Andor - S01E07 Announcement

[tikiwhip]

He’s the king of Hide and Seek

[jomilitum]

sometimes during the summer i work as a carpenter for a guy who does a lot of set construction and we listen to books on tape and one time we listened to Stephen King’s “It” and what I’m trying to tell you here is don’t waste your time life and money on that fucking book

[jomilitum]

Back here to reblog myself from 2014 because look at that. Huh. Look at yourself Joanna. What did you know? Nothing. A person’s capacity for change - unknowable. Remarkable.

[imposterogers]

the funny thing about the steve x bucky ending is that everyone was like “ah boo hoo ur just mad ur stupid little gay ship isn’t canon” as if what steve did wasn’t terrible & shitty through the lens of, you know, friendship 

[imposterogers]

like what aren’t we getting here. they were friends since they were SIX years old, and the history books called them inseparable. they were family. they lived together, went out together, took classes together, for years. their friendship tag line was “til the end of the line” bc they took it that seriously. they’d be by each other’s side until the day they died, and they proved it over and over. the hydra base. the man on the bridge. steve dropping his shield twice. ‘no. not without you.’ they’d promised they’d never be without each other. that’s canon. and then, as soon as bucky came back from the snap, steve told him he’d be going back in time to live his fairy tale ending that didn’t include his best friend. like………. why are we still arguing over this

[imposterogers]

this doesn’t even touch on what he put his other best friend (sam) through. he didn’t even tell him he was leaving!!!!!!!!!!!!! didn’t even consider to factor him into the decision!!!!!!! and then he was just like “oh… here’s the shield lol ok bye u’ll figure it out” that is NOT acceptable behavior 

[hadleyfrasergender]

[inchells]

Can you give me more SamBucky art, please? They are the cutest 🥰

You know what.... yeah I love them .

[samcarpnter]

ELIOT, HARDISON, & PARKER in Leverage (2008-2012) and Leverage: Redemption (2021-)

[trashcanprince]

it’s their love language 💓

[thesunwillart]

thinking abt iw/endgame era sambucky… yeah

[kinnxporsche]

✨cool gay uncles energy✨

[sambuckygifs]

insp.

[valtsv]

shipping fictional characters together as an adult is actually very fun and i encourage it. it is also one of the worst things you can do to yourself and should not be attempted. it's very simple really.

[valtsv]

pros of shipping fictional characters as an adult: having a more mature and experienced outlook on people and relationships actually opens up a lot of new funny, interesting, and even thoughtful ways of engaging with the concept of fictional people kissing. also, it's fun.

cons of shipping as an adult: you will inevitably form an extremely niche and personal interpretation of the relationship between your favorite fictional people who you want to smash together like barbie dolls or possibly on-fire waste disposal trucks, and become extremely annoyed by the popular fan interpretations that are bland and formulaic by comparison. but since you are also involved in the deeply cringe activity of getting emotionally invested in a fictional relationship you have no chance of being taken seriously if you complain about it, and therefore no choice but to try to ignore it and make your own content that is liked by 3 of your friends who are the only like-minded people you respect and that one account that likes everything you post anyway

[mcufam]

“Well, can’t I be a little of both?”

THE FALCON AND THE WINTER SOLDIER (2021) 1.04 | The Whole World Is Watching

[mjulmjul]

a quiet life