"Boo."
“… I’m shaking, I’m so scared.”
“Football is a useless sport anyway~”
Jonathan couldn’t help but laugh. “Can’t say I disagree! I never liked watching football. And I never even tried playing it.”
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"Boo."
“… I’m shaking, I’m so scared.”
“Football is a useless sport anyway~”
Jonathan couldn’t help but laugh. “Can’t say I disagree! I never liked watching football. And I never even tried playing it.”
"Boo."
“… I’m shaking, I’m so scared.”
“Well, considering he’s been through probably a lot of pain. It’ll be a while before he can actually play football. Oh well.”
“He’s definitely not gonna like that. Oh well, I’m glad happy he’s alive.”
"Boo."
“… I’m shaking, I’m so scared.”
“No big deal really. Easiest thing in the book. Especially since he was in the same room as his bloody corpse. It wasn’t his time yet anyways.”
“Thank god. ... he’s gonna be okay though? Like... he’s gonna make a full recovery and everything?”
"Boo."
“… I’m shaking, I’m so scared.”
“Sigh, stereotypes. Is this the thanks I get for bringing your boyfriend back?”
“You brought Zack back? I thought...” Jonathan shook his head and sighed, “Yeah. I... I thought he was...” He cleared his throat. “Thanks for saving him.”
"Boo."
“… I’m shaking, I’m so scared.”
“Well don’t act so surprised to see an angel then.”
“Wait... what? You’re... an angel. Where are your wings? And y’know... your halo? Aren’t you supposed t’ be wearing white??”
"Boo."
“… I’m shaking, I’m so scared.”
His vision was blurred, but he could see fuzzy figures rushing around. The pain that he had somehow been avoiding came back to him in a rush. He whined, gripping onto the bed. Pain hitting him like a freight train. Doctors and nurses running around to help him, stitching up the stab wounds and then cleaning up the blood stains.
“ J-Jon…” Struggled to fade from his mouth. He didn’t realize how weak he was. But the egging thought of Jonathan that plagued his mind, he wanted to make sure that Jon was okay. He knew how bad Jonathan got when his depression. He was pretty sure if he didn’t come back, Jon would’ve gotten worse. “I need to see…Jon..” His words felt like croaks at this point. But the nurse assured him that Jon hadn’t left yet and that the jock should rest, seeing how much of a fright he’s been through.
Eventually, Zachary stopped struggling to find his boyfriend and let the doctors work on him. He had forced himself to stay awake, not wanting to fall into another dream like that again. He could probably die, again.
He could cross dying and being brought back to life off his bucket list.
One of the nurses darted out of the room and ran over to where Jonathan stood. Carefully and calmly, he explained the situation and what just occurred. Jonathan moved past him and headed back inside the room Zack was in. Upon seeing the brunet, a relieved look swept across his face.
He was alive. Somehow. Jonathan didn’t want to question it, but strange things like this rarely ever happened. He walked over to the table and stood beside Zack, his eyes moving from the doctor and nurses then to his conscious boyfriend.
He thought he’d lost him.
“... thank god you’re still here.” Jonathan muttered softly. A different nurse began talking to the blond about which room Zack would be staying in until he was better. Jonathan would be allowed to stay, thankfully, as long as he wanted. So, he was going to stay the night here in the hospital.
Sext my character. By accident or on purpose.
Dead? He was…how the fuck did he die?!
Zachary glanced at Jonathan. Watching him break down from the fact of the jock’s death. Just witnessing Jon’s reaction hurt him. He wanted to hug Jonathan rightly and reassure him that he was going to be okay and that he loved him. Looks like he wasn’t going to get the chance. He didn’t move once Jon was ushered out of the operating room, not taking his gaze off of him. He could hear Jon’s voice outside in the waiting area loud and clear. Haunting him.
He felt like his world was crashing down. He was dead, what else was he going to do? Not see Jonathan anymore. He sighed, leaning against the wall as he eyed his dead body. What was he suppose to do now? He died in a hospital, and he was still here. Wasn’t there something about spirits staying behind because they had unfinished business? No, that was from a stupid Disney movie. Its not like it was true. What if there wasn’t heaven or hell. Just, death. It was silent for a few moments, an awkward silent. Keeping his gaze on his dead corpse, which was starting to make him feel uncomfortable. But then, the most insane thing happened. His body started glowing.
What the fuck?!
Out of curiosity, Zachary rushed over to the corpse, confusingly looking at it. Why the fuck was his body glowing? What the hell his this witch craft.
“Your time is not now."
That sure scared the shit out of him, he jumped, accidentally placing a hand on his chest– dead chest. And, out of no where, there seemed to be something pulling him back into his own body. Since his hand was disappearing into the bloody corpse. He was panicking, but didn’t protest. He felt himself slip, falling back into darkness. A few seconds later, his eyes fluttered open and the machines went haywire.
Immediately after, the nurses and head surgeon scrambled around, attempting to figure out just what happened. A moment later, the surgeon snapped at his assistant, ordering him to grab his supplies. The heart monitor was showing a faint but steady heart rate, which was a good sign. Everyone in the room was absolutely baffled; the brunet was alive? This wasn’t even possible.
The workers rushed to clean up Zack and patch him up.
Meanwhile, Jonathan was still outside on his knees. He didn’t want to go home, not yet. He might as well talk to the doctor since the nurse told him to wait in the waiting room, for whatever reason. He let out a small sigh, wiping his tears away with the back of his hand, then headed back into the building.
(tbh I also want a really fluffy thread that turns into smut)
“If you leave, I won’t be able to do this….”
Zachary’s eyes snapped opened, that was Jon’s voice. But…Jon was asleep right next to him, how could he have spoken? His gaze broke from the blue sky to the sleeping boy next to him. Confusion rose up in his mind as he stared at the sleeping Jonathan. What striked him as odd now that he was smiling. Jon did look peaceful when he slept but, he was never smiling.
Zachary’s mind went into a panic. Where was he? He obviously wasn’t with the real Jonathan. So where was the real one? He slowly removed Jon from his frame, inching away. He seemed to have gotten Jon off of him for the most part. Sitting up, his attempt on pushing himself up off the ground had failed the moment Jon’s hand gripped Zack’s wrist. A tight grip, almost a bone crushing one. Jon’s eyes were still closed be he understood what was going on.
He was dying.
Zachary quickly pulled away from Jon, staggering away from the boy. “No! I’m not going to die yet! Whatever you are. Angel- Demon- you aren’t taking me from him! No matter how much of a paradise you make.” He stumbled to his feet, balling his hands into fists. Getting ready to fight. He wasn’t going to go down without a fight.
Right when he had braced himself for an impact, everything started to melt. The fields, the butterflies, Jonathan. It started to melt all around him into complete darkness. This terrified him because he was starting to feel himself slip from the dream. But his body wasn’t waking up. Only his conscious. He closed his eyes and covered his face in fear.
Moment later, he had opened them to bright lights. People yelling at each other. And one voice he knew all too well. Jonathan’s. Zachary was currently watching himself go through surgery. And if that isn’t the most grossest thing he had ever seen, he would’ve fainted.
“Alright, I’m calling it. Time of death: 11:30PM--”
“He CAN’T be dead, h-he can’t be!” Jonathan argued, though the look on his face suggested he knew there was no bringing Zachary Melto back. His shoulders slumped, his eyes drifting back to his boyfriend’s now lifeless corpse. Tears pricked at the corner of his eyes and his hands clenched into tight fists down at his sides.
The blond raised his hands, starting to tug at his hair. Then, one hand flew to cover his mouth as he sobbed. And he sobbed loud. He made enough noise, the nurses decided. It took three of them to usher him out of the room, and one of them eventually managed to convince him to stand in the waiting room.
He wasn’t sure why he was even waiting. For what? Zack was d e a d. Jonathan hadn’t been able to do a single damn thing. He felt utterly helpless and alone, and he didn’t know what to do. Instead of waiting for the doctor to come out, he found himself slowly moving toward the exit of the building.
He needed to get out of here. But as soon as he stepped outside, he sank to his knees. “I can’t...” Jonathan’s voice was eerily quiet, his eyes focusing on the ground. “I-I can’t do this, I just can’t...” He shook his head and wept. He felt defeated. He felt broken. His heart was shattered, he was in so much pain. He shouldn’t have ever gotten close to Zack; this wouldn’t have happened.
It was nice, being unconscious while ten doctors worked feverishly to bring him back. It wasn’t like he was in pain anymore. He couldn’t feel a thing. And, in this state of mind, he was clean. Not bloody or broken. Zachary was happy.
The jock was dreaming. A nice cream, being in a field of beautiful flowers and lovely, soft grass. Butterflies danced all around him, making him smile. It was sunny, bright blue skies hung over head. It was as if he had found paradise the moment he let himself slip under. It felt amazing. And to top it all off, he wasn’t alone. Jonathan was with him, acting rather strange. But this didn’t concern the boy as he watched his boyfriend run around the grassy field, chasing butterflies. He’s never seen Jonathan so happy before. It made his chest tighten with glee.
After a while of watching him, Zachary decided to join him. Dashing over to help catch the mysterious butterflies. Of course, that didn’t help at all but, at least he was having fun doing it. He ended up tripping over something and falling, almost in slow motion. Once he hit the ground, he was laughing. It didn’t hurt nor affect him in any negative way. He was in paradise with his boyfriend, having the time of his life. Why would he want to leave?
Jonathan came over quickly, a somewhat worried expression masked his face. His lips moved but not a sound came out. Weird, but Zachary assured him he was fine. Motioning for him to move down to the other. Which Jonathan did, only to be grabbed and pulled down to the grass. Zachary grinned, pressing his lips onto Jon’s for a deep, passionate kiss that left his heart fluttering to his throat.
The kiss lasted for a few moments before Jonathan pushed him away. Dreamily, Zack said, “I love you, Jonathan.” Not giving him much time to reply, the jock pulled him close for a tight embrace. Arms wrapped around Jonathan’s frame and holding him close. Zack wasn’t going to let go anytime soon.
The two just laid there, basking in the sun for who knows how long. In the peaceful field full of flowers and butterflies. He was pretty sure Jon had fallen asleep on him. Which wasn’t new. That had happened a few times back at both of their homes. It was always Jonathan that fell asleep first. Even though Zack was beginning to get tired himself yet he had no desire to sleep. It was as if he went to sleep, he wouldn’t be able to wake up.
“We’re losing him!”
Those words brought Jonathan out of his trance. His eyes darted around the room and he soon spotted his boyfriend lying unconscious on the surgery table, two nurses and the surgeon surrounding him.
Jonathan stepped forward, trying to push the nurses away from the table so he could get a better look at the brunet. “What’s going on?! H-he can’t die, he fucking CAN’T die, he just can’t--” One of the nurses roughly grabbed his arm, attempting to pull him back while the other tried calming him down.
He shook his head back and forth, tears trickling down his cheeks. “N-no, no, NO, I can’t LEAVE him!” Jonathan shoved the nurse off his arm and moved to stand at the front of the table, his gaze fixing onto Zack. G o d, he looked awful. Another doctor rushed into the room and everyone was trying to keep Zack alive. Thankfully, they stopped trying to remove Jonathan from the room.
“I can’t do this...” Jonathan choked up, his head in his hands. “If you leave, I won’t be able to do this....”
"Zack?!" The blond shouted, spotting his boyfriend on the ground, completely soaked in blood. Jonathan knelt down beside him, his eyes wide in panic. No, no, no, this couldn't be happening. Who did this? WHY did they do this? His head was swimming, anxiety bubbling inside him. "What happened?! W-who did this?" Zack probably wouldn't even be able to speak, the injuries looked too severe. Jonathan swiftly took out his phone, his hand trembling as he called for an ambulance.
Fuck.
He was really losing it. Zack should’ve been able to fight against this guy. He should have been able to win against him. But, of course not. That’s not what happened. It was only one guy. How did he end up on the ground, bleeding to death?
That fucker had a knife. That’s why.
After being stabbed once or twice and a punch or two, with an addition of a few sharp kicks, Zack probably felt like shit more than he looked. Pain was spreading through his body once his attacker was finished. There were tears at his eyes. Football players don’t cry! This shouldn’t have been affecting him! And yet, there were tears slipping from his eyes. His attacker had left with a rude comment. Leaving Zack there to die. And he was going to accept it. The pain was too much and he was way too far from a hospital to walk.
Wait, where was he going in the first place? Oh that’s right. Jonathan’s. He had snuck out that night to have a nice cuddle with his boyfriend. Of course, that didn’t end well. And he was on the brink of death. But, suddenly. He felt a jolt of energy, just enough to make him stand up. It was hard to stand, he had probably lost a few pints of blood at this point. He struggled to stand, staggering over to the near by building and leaning on it.
Jonathan.
He was just a few blocks away. Zack’s boyfriend wasn’t far. He could make it. Just the thought of Jon was all he needed, since he was now pushing himself through the empty streets with every amount of energy. It was probably smarter to call him but who said the jock was trying to be smart? If he was going to die, then he’d rather do it seeing Jon’s face one last time. Even from how selfish that sounded, he pushed himself harder. Crying out every so often when he felt a string of pain spread through his wounds.
Moments later, he saw the familiar home of the Combs family. A smirk slipped onto his lips as he limped over to the doorstep. He was staggering more than before and his head felt like it was going to fall off from how badly it was spinning. His feet were at the mat at the front door. He leaned on it, catching his breath. A bloody hand shakily reached up to ring the door bell. And right as he did it, he felt himself falling. Slipping down the door and onto the ground. He yelped as he hit the floor. Eyes closing from utter exhaustion.
“J-Jon?“
It was weak, barely even a whisper. His entire body was shaking at this point, as if he were freezing even though he had a jacket on. His closed eyes seem to become more heavy as he started to drift. Jon’s voice only being a faded memory in Zack’s mind.
F u c k, he soon found himself crying. Tears were quickly streaming down his cheeks and he resisted the urge to grab Zack’s shoulder and shake the brunet. As much as he wanted to do that and to scream at Zack to wake up, he knew it wasn’t going to work.
The ambulance arrived, and they’d managed to get him onto one of the stretchers. One of the workers passed Jonathan and lightly patted his shoulder, giving him a rather grim look. Jonathan knew what the look meant; Zack probably wasn’t going to make it. The blond hopped up into the ambulance and stayed by the brunet’s side. He wasn’t going to leave, not for a while.
Once they were at the hospital, Zack was rushed swiftly down the corridors toward the ER. Jonathan followed as fast as he could, but was told to stay back in the waiting room. No, he couldn’t do that. One of the nurses protested, urging him to take a seat in the waiting room, but Jonathan pushed past him and darted off down the hall. He moved into the ER and rushed inside the room Zack was in.
Too much was happening at once, and Jonathan wasn’t sure where to focus his eyes. His head was reeling, all he wanted was Zack. To see that he would be okay after all this, but that might be too much to ask for.
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(Might just make a Lil blog just because.)
“Sometimes, I should just not say words.”
“I already s a i d it was fine. Relax, okay?”
“Okay okay. Fine, I’ll drop it.” He said, tensing from the hug. Sometimes the jock did forget that Jon was his boyfriend. “I’m chill.” His own arms wrapped around the other’s figure, pulling him close.
“Good.” Jonathan let out a small sigh, his eyes beginning to close. “It’s a Saturday night and my parents aren’t home. Wanna come over?”
“Sometimes, I should just not say words.”
“I already s a i d it was fine. Relax, okay?”
“Because that’s what your face says.”
“Zachary Melto, I said it’s okay.” Grumbles before wrapping his arms around the brunet. “Chill out.”