jonbinaryz @jonbinaryz - Tumblr Blog

welcome to my blog!

i'm finny / vivienne / marce!

my pronouns are he/him or she/her! i am an artist and animator, as well as an author. i am in a LOT of fandoms. i am 16, so please interact with caution as i am a minor!

i'm trans and bisexual, and i am also disabled.

i DO block freely.

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fandoms

danganronpa

zelda

alien stage

npmd

and a LOT more

i post a LOT OF OC CONTENT!!

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i'll add more later!!!!

wheelie-sick

sometimes people experiencing psychosis and/or mania will come up to you on the street and talk in confusing or upsetting ways. your job is to either have a regular human-to-human conversation with that person or politely leave. your job is not to call 911. do not call 911. you might kill that person if you call 911.

wheelie-sick

I don't even have the energy to screenshot and respond to your tags- what the actual fuck is wrong with you? "the cops are scared and rightfully so" "mental health calls are the scariest for cops" OH so this isn't about the safety of psychotic & manic people this is about piggy feelings?

and no, actually, this is not USA specific and no, actually, people from other countries should not ignore this post. police violence and sanism weren't invented in the US and they are certainly not unique to here. if you (or anyone) thinks that this bullshit doesn't happen elsewhere then you are not listening.

strix-returns

Someome having an episode is a medical emergency, not a crime in progress; it should be handled by medical personnel and not cops.

wheelie-sick

some of us live in constant psychosis or have long term or frequent manic episodes. medical emergencies are acute problems, not chronic baseline states. the majority of people with a psychotic disorder experience psychosis regularly. for most psychotic people a psychotic episode is not a medical emergency it is an average Tuesday.

don't call an ambulance on someone who does not want one.

a psychotic episode is not inherently an emergency

briarpatch-kids

I am not very experienced or professional at all, but when a person is having an episode in my neighborhood I kind of assess if they seem like they might need water or a snack, help calling someone to get them home if you feel like sticking your neck out a bit, or if they're just minding their own business so you shoukd g That's all I am most of the people here are qualified to "do" about a person having an episode. Basic human kindness.

I've seen people call the cops on the same woman in my neighborhood I checked on and they basically just passed over the water to her and let her know that she can't hang out on my neighbor's lawn. (they showed up as I was bringing the water out and they wouldn't let me give it to her directly. 🙄) it could have ended much worse if she wasn't a tiny white woman.

torsnach

Fool me once I kill myself on the spot

rapidlydecayingcorpse

bro hop on r/knightposting lol

iliothermia

Finding a colorblind friendly redesign of the rainbow flag has me happy to see a pride flag for once

iliothermia

This is it btw :) from here

n3bulas-and-satelites

Oh my gods one exists! I have zero colour confusion here!

aqlstar

Approved by my dad who is missing all of his green cones and has kinda defective red ones.✅

reasons-to-not-end-it

REASON TO NOT END IT:

"we’ve waited this long for gta 6"

-anonymous

#749

reasons-to-not-end-it

REASONS TO NOT END IT:

"There are simply too many soups to try. I fucking love soup."

-anonymous

#825

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REASONS TO NOT END IT:

"italian food"

-anonymous

#864

to everyone new finding my blog ignore all the stuff about hiveblr PLEASE 💔💔💔 i promise i post my art here. me and my 20 billion danganronpa ocs will be posted soon!

on a more unrelated note, we yes WE are all cracking nagito komeada bro 🤤🤤🤤🤤

i drew this during testing instead of doing my work

#finnysart #nagito komaeda #bro i want him #freak #danganronpa 2x2 #art #gay

i will say, for how much shit i give the managers sometimes, i do admire how LONG some of you all have been working as managers. it's actually sort of insane bro, my stress levels would be through the roof.

#finnysrants

hfhmjfyuhgtygh

!! trafficking + rape + suicide mention !! be warned ⚠️⚠️⚠️

the double standards placed on the managers are actually insane. brook calling himself a dictator is bad, but it's totally fine if people call him netanyahu or compare him to any other dictators. you can compare the studio's management to REAL horrible events with no consequence, but the managers joking about fake situations is awful. having matching epstein profile pictures is fine, along with many other horrible people, but having presidents as your profile picture is bad (to be clear, i don't think either is okay). in that same vein, it's okay to send us uncensored torture, cuss us out, and tell us to kill ourselves over doing something that hurts you due to what you experienced, but when i as a victim of trafficking & rape get upset about turning epstein into a joke i'm being unreasonable. and i dare anyone to act like they "weren't minimizing his actions" by having a profile picture of him, because i have screenshots of someone else with their name set to "epstein island system". since setting your name to "dictator" is minimizing actions, so is that. there's so much hypocrisy and if the managers were the ones doing the things you're doing i GUARUNTEE you'd all be calling for our demotions. if i were to tell someone to kill themself i'd be unforgivable and everyone would want me to step down.

also, none of you know us. you don't know our experiences and you don't know if we can "relate". there are people on the management team who have had similar if not the same experiences as you. there are people on the management team who have been raped, and tortured, and have families involved in war and genocide. don't act like you know us, or that we're all the same exact white transmasc athiest template. you don't and we aren't. i'm so so so sick of the hypocrisy and monolithing. you genuinely know nothing about us

jonbinaryz

this is going to be sort of messy, i have thoughts.

Nobody is defending Chalavya for sending gore nor telling you all to kill yourselves. I've seen the images sent, they are bad. What we are defending is the statement Chalavya was trying to say.

However, this response is failing to account for the person calling themselves a dictator is white, and has not lived through a genocide. Chalavya has. That is why he was upset. Once again, not defending the actions, but I do think Chalavya was justified in being upset. And most of the stuff you are pointing out was in response to things managers did first (example: the profile pictures.

Also JT was the one for both, it wasn't two different people. JT is still on rule 6 as far as l am aware.). There is a difference between managers and curators in the power they have, so yes, the standards are going to be different. I don't agree with comparisons to dictators, but l am tired of the "they did this so we can do this" attitude. I am not trying to discount your experiences at all, nor say your feelings aren't valid, but some of the information left out in this is appalling. I have screenshots of the messages, so I do have the context. I don't agree with sending gore. It shouldn't have been sent, and it's understandable why Chalavya is under rule 6, but some of the managers are not innocent in this situation. You are one of the managers who I think is 100% justified to be angry and upset in this case, I just want to clarify. I have nothing against you as a manager and I think you are doing a great job, if that means anything at all. And I'm not trying to be mean or dismiss the impact it had, Please tell me if it comes across that way. If this makes you uncomfortable, feel free to block me!

hfhmjfyuhgtygh

no there definitely are people doing that. i understand that it isn't the majority and i never thought it was, but there was someone calling it "just a mistake" earlier and i take that as a very clear defense of chalavaya's actions. i think everyone in that groupchat that wasn't a manager not telling him to stop are almost as, if not equally as, guilty.

i know why chalavaya was upset and i mentioned it in my original post ("over doing something that hurts you due to what you experienced"). i also already agree that brook and others (i'm not sure which managers exactly) shouldn't have been doing that. chalavaya is perfectly justified in being upset, but not in what he did. i'm talking about what he did, not his upset or whether he was correct or not.

if they thought the manager's president profile pictures were bad, making their own profile pictures horrible people only makes them hypocrites. they also stated they don't think it's that bad that the managers had presidents as their profile pictures, so i don't think that is something they did in retaliation.

the managers have little to no power over curators. we can close comments, and that's about it. we can put people under rule 6, but as stated by someone today, "we'll interact with them anyway because faacfc members are more well liked than managers", and by you, "i won't follow rule 6 when it comes to political things". people have no problem not listening to us. we do not hold as much power over curators as it's made out to be, we barely hold any at all.

i don't hold a "they did this so we can do this" attitude. most if not all of the things both parties did that i listed were wrong. i agree they were wrong. but the fact we're being held to such a higher standard, that we're in so much more hot water for it, is insanely hypocritical. a lot of the things we've had to apologize for, they've done too, with no apology or sign of improvement, and people respect and trust them so much more. i don't think they're in any place to point out so many of our faults that they themselves are guilty of. not that they shouldn't be pointed out, but that they specifically are in no place to, at least not without self-improvement first.

what information was left out? i'd like to know. i know some managers aren't innocent in the situation and i don't think that negates my point. i appreciate that you think i'm doing well and i appreciate even more your willingness to communicate and try to see both sides, it's been extremely helpful and i value your opinion on things quite a bit

jonbinaryz

I think we mostly agree on this, and are just approaching it from different sides. I disagree with the whole "well we will just ignore it" stuff, the reasoning for doing so is stupid. And I am not denying that it was hypocritical for both sides in the profile picture matter. I REALLY wish scratch team would give you all better moderation tools, it's actually insane that they haven't. For information left out, I had missed your part about Chalavya, so that was actually covered, I just can't read. There is definitely room for improvement on both sides, with taking accountability, and I acknowledge that you all have gotten better about it, which I GREATLY appreciate. I think a lot of my takes on this are biased from both my own experiences and the fact that I am connected with some of the people involved. Clarifying my comment regarding rule 6, I mentioned before hand that I'd follow it in all other situations, but I do still hold the belief that if it's a comment regarding current events, or a comment meant to educate then rule 6 shouldn't apply as harshly. Though my comment was made out of frustration so I could have articulated that better (which I will try to do in the future, I acknowledge that I need to get better at like stepping away when I'm frustrated.) I am not trying to criticize the managers every moves, and I do respect you all for what it's worth. I'll probably respond to some of the more specific parts of your reply later, I am far too tired right now to say anything meaningful.

(note: i'm an idiot and forgot to add like a whole second part to this. i'll fix it later </3)

hfhmjfyuhgtygh

!! trafficking + rape + suicide mention !! be warned ⚠️⚠️⚠️

the double standards placed on the managers are actually insane. brook calling himself a dictator is bad, but it's totally fine if people call him netanyahu or compare him to any other dictators. you can compare the studio's management to REAL horrible events with no consequence, but the managers joking about fake situations is awful. having matching epstein profile pictures is fine, along with many other horrible people, but having presidents as your profile picture is bad (to be clear, i don't think either is okay). in that same vein, it's okay to send us uncensored torture, cuss us out, and tell us to kill ourselves over doing something that hurts you due to what you experienced, but when i as a victim of trafficking & rape get upset about turning epstein into a joke i'm being unreasonable. and i dare anyone to act like they "weren't minimizing his actions" by having a profile picture of him, because i have screenshots of someone else with their name set to "epstein island system". since setting your name to "dictator" is minimizing actions, so is that. there's so much hypocrisy and if the managers were the ones doing the things you're doing i GUARUNTEE you'd all be calling for our demotions. if i were to tell someone to kill themself i'd be unforgivable and everyone would want me to step down.

also, none of you know us. you don't know our experiences and you don't know if we can "relate". there are people on the management team who have had similar if not the same experiences as you. there are people on the management team who have been raped, and tortured, and have families involved in war and genocide. don't act like you know us, or that we're all the same exact white transmasc athiest template. you don't and we aren't. i'm so so so sick of the hypocrisy and monolithing. you genuinely know nothing about us

jonbinaryz

this is going to be sort of messy, i have thoughts.

Nobody is defending Chalavya for sending gore nor telling you all to kill yourselves. I've seen the images sent, they are bad. What we are defending is the statement Chalavya was trying to say.

However, this response is failing to account for the person calling themselves a dictator is white, and has not lived through a genocide. Chalavya has. That is why he was upset. Once again, not defending the actions, but I do think Chalavya was justified in being upset. And most of the stuff you are pointing out was in response to things managers did first (example: the profile pictures.

Also JT was the one for both, it wasn't two different people. JT is still on rule 6 as far as l am aware.). There is a difference between managers and curators in the power they have, so yes, the standards are going to be different. I don't agree with comparisons to dictators, but l am tired of the "they did this so we can do this" attitude. I am not trying to discount your experiences at all, nor say your feelings aren't valid, but some of the information left out in this is appalling. I have screenshots of the messages, so I do have the context. I don't agree with sending gore. It shouldn't have been sent, and it's understandable why Chalavya is under rule 6, but some of the managers are not innocent in this situation. You are one of the managers who I think is 100% justified to be angry and upset in this case, I just want to clarify. I have nothing against you as a manager and I think you are doing a great job, if that means anything at all. And I'm not trying to be mean or dismiss the impact it had, Please tell me if it comes across that way. If this makes you uncomfortable, feel free to block me!

#finnysrants #hiveblr