apricity

레드벨벳의 리더 IRENE (배주현) rp. est. 2014.

[jooetoile]

why does that person and everything related to them have to be burned in me forever? i wish I could just forget them. I wish I couldn’t feel anything when memories come back. is this called being spiteful? i don’t think so. it’s like thinking the air is so clear and taking a big breath only to suddenly choke on unseen poison. How can you tell something painful to leave you alone? I thought I already accepted how things were, I thought I detached enough to preserve myself. in this lonely place, nothing and no one should be able to hurt me. I want these memories gone, I want any fragments of those feelings gone too.

[rvgifs]

910329 ➳ happy birthday irene ♡

[rvsirene]

The prettiest princess ♕

[jooetoile]

i can microwave most foods right. like soup.

Yes... you can microwave soup. You can't exactly cook soup in the microwave though... nini do you know that there's a whole section in the grocery store of microwaveable versions of all your favorite foods? I'll show you some time.

[jooetoile]

I ACCIDENTALLY HIT UNFOLLOW

Was making bread that bad??? We can try making it again too! Without burning it! No need to hit unfollow over it!

[jooetoile]

i see my burnt choco bread when i close my eyes at night

No but how did we follow the same recipe and end up with different results? You tried your best. Next time we go somewhere to bake, we can try something simpler...

[jooetoile]

psssst.

Hmm? Is there a secret you wish to tell me? I'll listen if it doesn't involve choco bread.

[jooetoile]

hello beautiful! ( *・∀・)ノ゛

what a cute hello from someone so handsome.

[jooetoile]

ooc

it’s been over two years. you can stop stalking my page now as you have my twitter accounts. i’ve seen you, i have evidence spanning years of you doing this, sending others to do this, of you continuing to talk about me, and of you outright admitting to it. either your stalking is a sign that you’re obsessed with me (you really like my irl name that I haven’t disclosed in years let alone disclosed to you at all), you love my muse and loved stalking her journal and her love life, or you just enjoy the music here and my theme. is this the attention you wanted or should I drop the screen shots and screen recordings for you to get your krp high? there’s nothing for you here other than this post. otherwise there is no reason for you to keep this up. leave me alone now.

[jooetoile]

“What is it, truly, to admire a woman? To look at her and feel inspiration. To delight in her beauty. So much so that all your defenses crumble, that you would willingly take on any pain, any burden for her. To honor her being… with your deeds and words.”

Romantic shows and their romantic things.

[jooetoile]

autumn and winter are the same; memories become withered trees that fade in colors, then everything turns cold and frozen. 

after some time, i could bear it. i got used to it. it wasn’t until i felt sunlight in my winter that i thought i was a little better. if there is some warmth in my winter for a moment, then i was doing better.

now i think i can have spring, even if the breeze will stay chilly. there aren’t many flowers in my spring, but this small bit of color is precious to me. even if the breeze is constant and cold, the sky is pretty all the time, and everywhere i walk is lovely as is. i can bear a little cold, still. i can wear a sweater. 

even through summer, when it’s bright, when it’s hot, i’ll still be under shade. 

little by little, i think i can become warm again. this time, this bit of warmth will be enough for me…to be able to have enough for even sharing with someone else; that day doesn’t exist anymore. 

it’s okay. it’s enough for me to be okay. 

[jooetoile]

[kimgoeun]

[dramastream]

Let’s write out names. “Idiots.” Twenty-Five Twenty-One (2022) dir. Jung Ji Hyun

[dramaism]

You have a knack for leading me to a good place. I ran over because it was you. During the Asian Games. I ran to the airport to interview the referee. I thought about it, and I wouldn’t have gone if it wasn’t you. But I should have gone for anyone. Because I’m a reporter. You made me do what was right for a reporter to do. You always lead me to do what’s right and to a good place. That’s my definition of our relationship. Also known as a rainbow.

[jaehwany]

Every moment that we spent together really made me happy. Let’s continue to be happy.

TWENTY-FIVE TWENTY-ONE (2022) dir. Jung Ji Hyun

[heermione]

Twenty Five Twenty One (2022) Episode 16