âa nice size? that thing could fucking kill someone. youâve gotta have one hell of a size kink to call that a nice size.â heaven was holding out his arm now, trying to compare the length of it to his forearm. with every passing second heâs feeling the fear build up.Â
âlisten, i can help you pick one out, but weâre gonna be reasonable. preferably one that wonât require a trip to the er after.â heâs shaking his head in disbelief, âshow you? why canât you just watch porn and read stuff online like everyone else? why do i have to be your dildo professor?âÂ
Joon giggled as he watched the other trying to compare his arm to the toy. Was it truly much bigger than Joon himself had thought it was? âI donât know, It just looked normal sized to what most use. Iâve never had such discussions with anyone before to know whatâs truly normal.â
âWell because online never actually demonstrates to you what to do.â he whined softly, jutting out his bottom lip once more. âCan we order it online? I donât like the idea of the employees and customers looking at me. Itâs scary enough without the idea of others looking.â
     â if youâre wanting to try one out , i think you should buy a new one . who knows where that ones been ! â he explained , unable to help the laugh that left his lips at the whole situation . and then an idea popped into his head , his eyes lighting up .  â i could go with you to buy a new one , if you want . â
âIâve never been to a shop such as that one.â Joon admitted, chewing on his bottom lip. The truth was that stuff such as that made him nervous, the idea of someone watching him shop for things that are for intimacy. âItâs not you, I promise. I just get nervous at the thought of the employees watching what I pick out.â
heaven is immediately trying to cover the dildo with his body as soon as joon pulls it out, âjesus christ. i get your point now put that away. jesus christ.â when heaven was younger than joon he already had a collection of dildos, mostly because his friends found it funny to gift them to each other and leave it at each otherâs houses, but somehow seeing it in joonâs hands was unacceptable to his dad!brain.Â
âiâll help you disinfect it? no. you shouldnât even be touching that. you donât know whoâs ass thatâs been in. if anything iâll buy you a new one so you stop touching it and wash your hands.âÂ
Joon pouted, looking as Heaven attempted to cover the toy that he was holding in his grasp. All of his friends had been speaking about these toys so when he saw one he was simply curious and wanted to know just how it felt to hold one and use one.Â
âItâs a nice size though! Will you buy me one thatâs just as big as this?â Joon asked, a grin forming. âYou can pick it out, right? Besides, you have to show me how to use it so itâs only fair that you come with to buy it.â
âListen I found it in a bush!â Joon whined, looking up towards the other male with a smile. âI just want to know what everyone is talking about when they say these are fun. They always speak so highly of them and I just want to know if itâs honestly fun.â
âdo you even know how to clean a dildo?â she looks at the man with incredulous eyes. why was she still having this conversation with him? but then the puzzle pieces fall together with his next comment. âoooh so when you say someone you actually mean yourself⌠good to know where your preference lies.â she flashes him a smirk. âeither way just buy a new one. i donât think you want something that big up your poopy hole.â
Joon whined as he heard the comments that were coming from the girl. His cheeks began to heat up as he looked towards the ground. âI mean, I donât really know. Iâve never done anything with anyone but I want to know what itâs like to use them. Iâve heard from others that these type are fun to play with so, so I wanted to see if the rumors were true.â
as soon as the words leave the maleâs lips, haewon jumps as far away from the bushes as she possibly can. features distorted in absolute disgust at the rather vived description. âfirst of all: ew. and second of all why would you even want to take it? you donât know where that thing has been. do you really want to catch an std that badly? you leave it right where it is thatâs what you do. â
âthings can be cleaned though, right?â joonho pouted, sighing softly. âI guess youâre right though, I shouldnât be messing around with things that I donât know where they come from. I should go ahead and go to a shop if I want one of my own. I just thought maybe someone could use it.â
     âwhen people say itâs hypothetical, thereâs a two hundred percent chance that itâs not, but since finding a monster dildo with the size of your arm in some bushes sounds fucking ridiculous to me, iâm gonna take this as a hypothetical question. i mean, why does it concern you anyways? you can just ignore it and walk away. itâs easy as that, kiddo. i doubt anyone would want to buy it, unless itâs for decoration purposes⌠and thatâs even more weird than using it. the cops probably have way more important shit to deal with, so leave them alone.â
âI donât know, you never know, maybe someone is freaky with decoration in their house. Itâs totally possible to find one to find a huge dildo in said bush. I actually did find a rather large one, it was simply a little bit smaller than my arm. I donât understand how anyone could use one thatâs big like that. I feel like it would be really uncomfortable, right?Â
heaven isnât someone that is easily shaken by really anything. however, somehow those specific words coming out of joonâs mouth terrifies him. he canât help but have a face of slight discomfort as he reacts to joonâs question, âokâŚletâs say i go along with this and this is all âhypotheticalâ. why would you ask me?âÂ
he paused, âalso i wonât believe it until i see it.â Â
Joon giggled, biting down on his lip as he looked away from Heaven. âI did, I found one that was huge!â To prove his point he quickly held out the dildo for the other male to expect. âIt looks nice, right? I found it in the bushes just like I said! I should use it after i disinfect, Iâve always been a little curious.â This boy was truly naive as to what it meant to play with these toys. âYouâll help?âÂ
This is all hypothetical, I swear⌠But, say I found a monster dildo in those bushes over there⌠Like, huge⌠The size of my arm⌠What would you suggest I do? Leave it? Take it & sell it on eBay? Call the cops? Again, hypothetical⌠Totally not a real situation that is plaguing my mind right now.
Hi everyone, this is Joonho and underneath you can find out more about him. I actually have a connections page for once so if youâd like to plot please like this and we can hash it out? Look at me actually doing something and having a page taken care of, thatâs new.
â is that a bird or a plane ? nah , itâs just NAHM JOONHO. word on the street is that the TWENTY-ONE year old , MALE, looks an awful lot like KIM TAEHYUNG, but i just donât see it . strangers believe them to be ABRASIVE and NIHILISTIC , but their friends will tell you theyâre GENUINE and STOIC. they associate themselves with oversized sweaters, warm tea, unanswered texts, silky sheets, picnic baskets .
Joonho was suppose to be his parents miracle baby, one that they had been trying for years to have. They were beyond excited and had everything waiting for his arrival. His mother had even hand knitted a little teddy bear for him.
Unfortunately during her labor even though Joon had made it through okay his mother had passed away. His father was beyond devastated, immediately beginning to resent the very thing that both he and his wife had prayed for.
His father turned to alcohol fairly quickly and began to use that as a coping mechanism for everything that had happened. He felt that if he could remain inebriated he wouldnât have to face the reality that his wife was gone yet he still had a son to look after.
As Joonho had grown up his father had become more and more resentful of him, telling him that he was the reason his mother was deceased. That he was a curse put into this world to destroy him.
This took a toll on Joon, causing him to believe that nobody would ever seee him any differently. He would constantly be a burden to others around him which caused him to become abrasive in nature. He wanted to avoid all communications with those around him if he could.
By the age of sixteen his father had kicked him out and told him never to bother him again. Which he obeyed, finding cheap places that he could stay in exchange for working there after school.
After graduation he decided to pursue modeling, taking any odd job that he could. Though heâs still a small-time model he had hopes that one day he could get a contract that would change everything.
Once he got signed to a modeling agency and began to truly make some income, his father reached out to try to make amends. Letting him know that he had stopped drinking the alcohol after going to rehab. Though heâs still unsure if he could truly forgive the man that started his life off with nothing but negativity and heartbreak. How could he learn to forgive when he himself was never forgiven by his father?