Pansexual Monster

“It looks weird not having text here, so I’m gonna put an inspirational quote or some shit.” - Me, 2018

[the-memedaddy]

meirl

[blupuu]

steven n connie doodles

[fairycosmos]

i hate applying for jobs because the employers are always like: do you enjoy working in a stressful environment???? do you strive for unobtainable standards of perfection???? are you good at dealing with people that make you feel extremely uncomfortable??? do you mind losing real hours of your life in order to make minimum wage?? are you a fan of capitalism??? do you love selling your soul just so you can afford to live???

[raphonse]

You know, I’m a person who does have some of these “good” traits due to a perfect storm of anxiety, ADHD hyperfixation, military parents with standards of perfection, etc.

Employers and teachers all showered me with positive reinforcement, so I was convinced this yearning for unobtainable perfection was one of my best qualities even when it caused me harm.

Only recently did my wife with a degree in psychology help me realize this is unhealthy behavior that has just been rewarded and enabled by capitalism. I often have to use a grounding phase of “I dont have to be perfect for X person to love me.”

Society told me “you’re doing so great” enough times that I believed them. Don’t let capitalism trick you into thinking this is anything other than unhealthy.

[pakchoys]

What about some Riza Hawkeye? :O

someone else said riza too!! so by popular demand

[chibitasm]

be nice to isabelle she’s trying her best!!

[wiittyusername]

Here's a design guide for Steven's jacket! ★

[real-kit-walker]

sO ABOUT FRAGMENTS-

[pearl-likes-pi]

The revelation that his whole life, Steven’s just been breaking all of his bones all the time is SENDING me 

 So like…. everything we wrote off as “zany cartoon gags” in season 1 was actually him just SHATTERING HIS BONES OVER & OVER?? IM LOSING IT 

AND THE FACT THAT THE GEMS JUST DIDN’T NOTICE BECAUSE THEY JUST…. DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW BONES WORK?????? IM LOSING MY MIND, THEY WERE LITERALLY THROWING HIM AT STUFF

[ponika-vii]

Some late night Naruto doodles~

[oligotrash]

hE'S NOT FINE.

[taikova]

redrew this adorable little sketch i found in my folders, from 2015.. (looking at them properly side by side here i immediately regret not making steven a lot stumpier like in the original sketch. alas…)

[catchymemes]

[arrozaurus]

how to draw a realistic steven

draw young danny devito

[arrozaurus]

[journal-three]

@its-a-gemfact NO!!!

[walking-on-a-scream]

YES

[diospore]

 Tried coloring it...

[arrozaurus]

I know im op but im......................

[timeloopfemme]

ur twenties are weird. i have the priorities of a kindergartener again. i don’t know what in the hell is going on EVER. i like colors. i like soup. i want to take a nap

[taikova]

steven’s properly a teenager now and in an emo phase. i’m celebrating with those grey hues and trying to get used to the black shirt…

*pearl voice* also you really want steven to wear greg’s nasty old shirt that he wore every day of the year, when he had no carwash? that he spilled MILK over?? not likely, get the boy some unused shirts, even if they’ve been in a warehouse for at least 30 years.

[jordiiroy]

@raphonse MORE ART

[taikova]

coloring trial

[jordiiroy]

@raphonse ART!

[sbrown82]

Smells like Black Girl Magic!!! 💁🏾‍♀️👑🤘🏾✨🥁

[foxdiggler]

[jordiiroy]

@raphonse 👀