homewrecker

the GOOD are never EASY, the EASY never GOOD and   l o v i n g   never happens like you THINK it really should. deception and perfection are wonderful traits; one will breed   { L O V E }   , the other HATE. you'll find me in the lonely - H E A R T S - , under ' i'm after a brand new start '

[thelovejournals]

There’s a difference between really loving someone and loving the idea of [them].

Gillian Flynn, Gone Girl  (via thelovejournals)

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premierhummel:

I really need to get a life that doesn’t revolve around schoolwork or helping my dad out around the garage. I feel like I barely have time for myself anymore. 

Party saying is the more the merrier so if you ever need something to do, send me a message I should be able to find somewhere to go. 

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masonweston:

I am death, death is me. I want to sleep forever. hook me up to an IV of gatorade and let me sleep. school can go fuck itself.

Relatin’ to you right now.

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qskankfabray:

You’re all nauseating. 

How dare you.

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INSTAGRAM: @JORDSTJ HAS UPLOADED A PHOTO:

my girl @berryissy gave me a makeover and i’ve never felt so feminine yet really frickin’ good before, congrats (s)is you’ve changed me just a lil bit ~

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PRIVATE;; alex & jordan

ALEX: It’s about Tony. He’s your friend right? He took me to the Mall and this man shouted at me for being to slow when I was trying to count my money and then Tony said he needed the bathroom and he was gone ages and I got scared being on my own so i went to find him and he was in the bathroom with the angry man and he was selling him drugs

ALEX: Mama says people who sell drugs are dangerous but Tony isn’t dangerous is he? He have never tried to hurt me but Mama is super smart and knows about everything. She sees people at the hospital who have been shot dead with guns and its people who sell drugs that have shot them or have been shot. I don’t want Tony to get shot.

JORDAN: Tony's not dangerous. Your mom is right in some aspects but not all drug dealers are bad like that. It's usually the dealers that sell more class A stuff and are in gangs that are violent like that. like dealers involved with the drug cartel, /those/ are the bad guys. Tony's a good dealer, he's kind and treats his customers well, which means his customers are more than likely going to be the same as him. Hell, if this wasn't drugs we were talking about, he'd be seen as an amazing business man.

JORDAN: Like you said, Tony would never hurt you, he'd never hurt anyone purposefully unless they deserve it and you don't. And even though he is a little naive I don't think he's gonna get shot. people who buy cheap drugs from teenagers aren't really gonna be the same type of people that shoot others.

JORDAN: Tony's job doesn't make him a horrible person. I know guys who have started dealing to get money for their kids because they can't get a 'proper' job. He loves you Alex, he'd never hurt you or let anyone he knows hurt you.

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PM : Can I talk to you ?

PM: Yeah sure, what’s up buddy?

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alex-abrams-bloggything:

Okay but  remember that you have to keep promises once you make them. 

I know. But if someone starts fronting with me, the promise is withdrawn, okay? I’m not just gonna stand there and not defend myself. That’s just not me, sorry.

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alex-abrams-bloggything:

Just please promise me  you will stay safe. 

I promise. But sometimes bad things just happen sometimes when you don’t look for it, at least for some people anyway.

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justtonyandrew:

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the hairs on the back of her neck perked up when she felt tony’s lips against her neck. the more the other danced, the more she did. she bit her lip and turned around letting her arms rest on tony’s shoulders like before. stepping closer until there was barely any space between them, she leaned in her lips meeting her friend’s. 

[ixrose]

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text;; jordlyn

Brooke: yes

Brooke: but I thought.. maybe you weren't interested and that's why you weren't messaging me..

Brooke: I'm not good at confrontation and you know that

Brooke: so I waited and well..

Jordan: i'm not gonna lie, i slept with someone the other night but i never lost interest in you

Jordan: there hasn't been one day i havent thought about you

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justtonyandrew:

{x}

her body moved involuntarily to the music, bouncing with her feet still flat on the floor to the beat. “i feel... amazing.” she grinned, her head rolling slightly away from tony’s, revealing her neck even more. jordan’s hips started to move a little more, lightly rubbing against tony’s crotch every now and then.

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berryissy:

Issy couldn’t stop pacing, since she tried to keep herself calm and at bay with her emotions but it wasn’t working well enough. She kept running through the list of people she should call, as she  hoped that Rae had gotten her message. She stopped when she saw Jordan, couldnt but help let the tears fall and returned the hug. “N-No, and um T-tone is, I-I dont know how he is..” She started to say as she buried her face into the other girl’s the best she could. “I-I can’t get the image of him lying there…out of my head.”

Jordan held Issy, stroking her hair softly as she did. “Hey, it’s gonna be alright. Okay? It’s gonna be okay. H-he’ll be fine. He’s tough, he’ll get through this.” She hushed, trying her best to calm the other down. “Wait you don’t know where he is?” She furrowed her brows, she quickly looked around the area - still holding Issy - but all the nurses and doctors near were busy. “I’m so sorry...” She whispered. She had a horrible feeling that this was her fault, or at least something she’d done had pushed him over the edge at least. She chewed on her lip more as she continued to hold the other girl until she wanted to be let go of.

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text;; jordlyn

Brooke: I was upset with you at first but..

Brooke: I can't hold grudges that well

Brooke: honestly.. I was over it maybe... three weeks after it happened

Jordan: you were?

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text;; jordlyn

Brooke: so you've been purposely not talking to me..?

Brooke: why?

Jordan: you were upset with me

Jordan: i was scared you were gonna be more upset or angry if i spoke to you

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justtonyandrew:

{x}

she wasn’t expecting tony to move behind her, a small shiver ran down her neck as he spoke. jordan had always had a weak spot when it came to people being close behind her, being unable to see what was coming made her whole body tingle. “thanks tony...” she blushed, smiling as her eyes closed as she let her head roll back onto tony’s shoulder. “you’re not so bad yourself”