LOVE, is it out there?
L-O-V-E. The four letter word that we all want most yet are too scared to admit it. As delicate as love maybe it can be the most deadly. Recently, I have asked myself have I ever been in love? Will I ever find love? How do I know I will give my love to the right person? And the scariest question of them all, will they love me back the way I love them?
I know I am in love with the idea of falling in love. I hope that one day I can find that one person that will give me the feeling of I can't eat, can't sleep, you make my heart skip a beat, reach-for-the-stars, over-the-fence, World Series kind of love! There are times when I open myself up to someone thinking they might be that one person making me feel like the luckiest lad in the world just to have my heart stomped on and crushed when I realize they are not it. And they will never be the one! I hate going through life feeling like my heart is a reality tv show where it is going up with contestants just to see another fail.
I know if I ever found the right person I would not let them go a year, a month, a day, a second, a mili second, or even a blink of an eye not knowing that I love them. I would make sure they know how special they are, make them feel appreciated and help them see the amazing person they are that I see. Like everyone else I want love, but I do not want the boring kind of love where we fall in love for a decade or two and then fall out of love. I want to fall in love everyday, deeper and deeper, learn new things everyday about one another and with each other, and love adventurously.
