bad dreams

I'm Joshua Peckham. I'm twenty years old and somehow still here.

[jimmydarling-deactivated2016122]

[ittybitty-serenity]

Not if you have nothing but time.

[joshua-peckham]

I still think you could spend it doing something much more exciting than reading about some bullshit rumor.

[easterbunny-jozet]

Just remember — I know where you sleep at night so be careful.

[joshua-peckham]

And remember that I know where you sleep at night, too. 

[jeremy-morgann-deactivated20141]

Do you wanna talk about it? Maybe you’ll feel better. 

[joshua-peckham]

Are you fucking kidding? I really hate it when conversations always direct themselves on me and how I'm feeling, so can we change this subject before I walk away?

[ittybitty-serenity]

Because it’s interesting to read how people come up with this stuff and how much effort they put into  such bullshit.

[joshua-peckham]

No, it's not. That's just a waste of time.

[easterbunny-jozet]

Perhaps. Whatcha gonna do about it?

[joshua-peckham]

I'll let you know when I get there. 

[summer--york]

[she smiles and begins walking] So you’ve lived here for twenty years, right? So that’d make you a college sophomore..?

[joshua-peckham]

[He hesitantly walks alongside her, lighting a cigarette as he does so.] Freshman. I had to repeat my senior year in high school.

[jeremy-morgann-deactivated20141]

That’s deep dude, you alright?

[joshua-peckham]

Probably not but whatever.

[summer--york]

Going for a walk. Two options. My brain has a problem with odd numbers. [she shrugs]

[joshua-peckham]

Sure, whatever. I'll walk with you.

[jeremy-morgann-deactivated20141]

Um.. Okay. 

[joshua-peckham]

If I contracted it today my body would be totally unprepared to fight it. I'd be gone within the first week. It's much less of a burden to say I died from a fatal virus rather than suicide, right?

[headxbitchxchloe]

She shrugged. “I dont know, maybe I’m psychic. I just dont think you’ll get ebola”

[joshua-peckham]

I don't believe in psychics.

[i-am-evan-peters]

[headxbitchxchloe]

"Good point, but so far, I don’t think that’s going to be a problem"

[joshua-peckham]

You sure about that? It seems to be spreading pretty quickly.

[summer--york]

Would you rather stand around and be miserable about your dog?

[joshua-peckham]

And what's the other option?

[jeremy-morgann-deactivated20141]

Why do you want it? 

[joshua-peckham]

Nothing. Nevermind.

[summer--york]

[shrugs] Wherever you want.

[joshua-peckham]

Why should I?

[headxbitchxchloe]

"Well, at least you will know you’ll survive now"

[joshua-peckham]

Unless Ebola catches up to me.