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im so hungry!

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i cant believe theyre playing rick and morty s3e1 on repeat like.…..this is the best….birthday….present….

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i need a guy who will literally eat me as soon as i get home

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my skin is so ugly rn.....huge pores....

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alex and i have been talking recently and hes said that he wants to give us another shot and im....tired but thankful...

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hearing my alarm makes me want to jump off a cliff

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i've been....crying for the past two hours and i wanted to call him but im just...im really upset by this...i miss him so much

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im trying to reflect like maybe it was an angry break up but thats not fair i was doing my best in this relationship and i supported him through thick and thin as he did for me but i miss a couple of phone calls and dates and im just a bad person overall but what sense does that make!! i tried in this relationship i really have and i put him before me so much but the one moment im 'too busy' trying to survive im just ignoring him and being a bad girlfriend!!!

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ive been busy for the past couple of weeks with life and today i just got home after 2 hours of sleep and i completely forgot that alex broke up with me until just now and im a complete mess

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I got an 83 im literally proud but i can do so much better

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i feel like....nothing is going to work out for me....

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nvm i think ive done well

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ive shouldve studied sooner

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i really need to start studying formy midterms but i have no motivation

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i leave tumblr for 2 seconds and theyve made the app worse.

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