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Comfort

The past really hurts

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Control and Emotions

Events Things happens I'm always interested about 1 thing "The butterfly effect" I regret a lot of things People say accept your past But i can't. Even the present. Is it so self-centered to think that every little thing you do can change everything? How much control do you actually have in your life? The people you meet And don't meet The things you do And don't do Once you have something, it feels amazing But how sure are you that you're not going to lose it? Everyone makes mistakes Can be fatal When's your next mistake? Y'know this life isn't even yours When you die, the consequences are not yours But others Even if you're so perfect. Past, present, future. The people you love might not So? You have to accept them even though you can't accept yourself Emotions What an abstract thing We know emotion But like life It can make people do very unusual things

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Life

Why?

Everything happens, it exist Life is so complicated, yet simple I was born Was i? What was it like? Before all of this? What is my existence? What am i? A soul? A brain? A body? I was told we are souls put into this body This world And we’ll return to our makers once we leave this world But i was also told our brains controls us Movement, thought, emotions, everything It’s the most important organ According to the brain that is There’s also my body Which does most of of the work And gets most of the pain It’s ourselves that we show to the world We dress it and we give it a personal Life is confusing

I have yet to know life