You know you’re anorexic when…
(The ones in bold text are related to me on a high level)🦋✨🕊🦋✨🕊🦋✨🕊
You stop having your period altogether
You spend more time planning out your eating pattern than you do on your term paper
You don’t own a single food item that does not come in a fat-free, reduced cal butter
Caffeine… Need I say more?
You have to schedule times with different friends so your excuse of “I already ate” will fly
Coca zero is your BeStFriEnD
Going to a doctor means drinking a gallon of water and stashing all your change in your pockets and socks, just in case he/she wants to weigh you.
You fill a carriage of food at the grocery store and put it all back, leaving wtih nothing.
You spend 20 bucks on a meal and don’t put any of it in your mouth.
You know the calorie content of almost ANYTHING
You pass trough space and dimensions as soon as you stand up
You automatically count calories as soon as you take a bite of something. (One cracker is 12 calories, and this bite was about half)
Everyone in the room is sweating in a tank top, and your freezing in a sweater
You cannot drink a soda that’s not diet under any circumstances
You’re suspicious of the amount of calories the package says (120 that can’t be right, better add 40 more)
You can remember the amount of calories you ate 5 days ago, but you can’t remember where you put your earphones.
You know the calorie content of more foods than a nutritionist
When you wake up in the middle of the night (or a few times) and have to measure yourself several times to make sure you haven’t gained anything before you can go back to sleep.
You think 30 calories is alot for a drink
When you think who needs friends with all these voices in your head
When you wake up in a cold sweat because you dreamt that you ate something horrific and can’t rest until you weigh yourself
When you think that 100 calories for one meal is to much
When you walk a mile each way too and from school, then go for a run, then bike another 3 miles, in the middle of december in the upper midwest.
You drink enough water to flood a small country when you wake up scared as hell because you just had a very realistic dream about eating.
You convince everyone around you that you’re either vegan, vegetarian, lactose or gluten intolerant, or diabetic, bonus point if you convince them you are all of the above.
You intentionally buy clothes that are a size smaller than what you currently are.
When you put your dumbbells/extra books in your ruksack so its heavier because you figure the more cals burned the better.
When you have to talk to yourself to find out if you can eat, only to end up with an upgrade to only having a glass of water.
You relish the feeling of hunger because you know that you are doing something right.
Your diet pills are your daily supply of vitamins.
When you weigh yourself whenever you can hoping to see even a quarter of a pound dropped.
You have more cookbooks than your local bookstore.
You get depressed if you can’t go to your online ED-forums.
You tell yourself that those “hunger pangs” are just a stomach ache from eating too much.
When you’ve noticed that you’ve gained a pound and start exercising mad-style as soon as you get off the scale.
When you’re wearing thermal underwear in the summer.
When you check vitamin bottles for calories.
When your thighs don’t touch together when you’re walking.
When you see pictures of starving people and become jealous.
When you find out toothpaste has 15 calories in it and dont brush your teeth for 4 days straight than remember you dont actually swallow the toothpaste.
When you worry if your laxatives have calories.
When you over lap your fingers around your wrist numerous times a day.
Smoke more because it burns calories.
Uncontrollable shaking from not eating is a good sign that you’ve been « good ».
If your butt hurts from sitting on the floor and your bones sticking out, you think it’s because all your FAT has put to much weight on it.
You worry about putting on flavored lip gloss because nothing that good and with flavor can have 0 calories.
Your mood depends on if you’ve eaten that day or not.
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