|Everything aint Everything|

People change and feelings fade.

[jovennn]

I am shattered.

[brian4rmthe6]

[fukkce]

your speed doesn’t matter, forward is forward

[04k96]

[luguuuu]

[s903]

[faassiiaall]

[cardigran]

[africansouljah]

[the-looking-glasss]

[jovennn]

All that bitterness is just spiritual poison, I see you still need some healing to do. I’m not sure what you got going on in your head but that doesn’t give you the right to treat me or act the way you do towards me because of it. I understand if I did you wrong or disrespected you anyway but I didn’t and never will. Expectation aren’t fully met but it’s not going to be like this forever and this is only the beginning. I thought a relationship is 2 people supporting each other the best way they can. If I don’t got it, you do and if you don’t then I do type of thing. But I guess it’s different for everybody. The only thing on my mind is taking care of everything as soon as I can. But that bitterness took you whole so even if you start to see change you won’t accept it even if you see it. So now every little mishap equals nothing but wrong to you. From you to accusing me about my phone to leaving it out for you, you not liking the fact I have a son with another female to me not even seeing him anymore and now it’s whole new other thing. I done changed things just to make not worry or overthink for your peace of mind. If it’s not one thing it’s another with you. That bitter attitude is the type to make someone find love that’s missing else where, but you’re lucky because I’m not the type to look for it anywhere but with you. We’re all still learning around here so for me to not know certain things doesn’t give you the right to bash on me about it because you were once in that position before so what are you to talk down on me because of it. I haven’t been nothing but caring, loving, loyal and thoughtful to you. If that’s not what you wanted and you would rather have perfect then by all means you could go find it because no one’s stopping you from doing so. What are we even doing right now if you’re looking down on me? If you don’t believe in us then this will never work. It sucks more because even the way you’re acting right now doesn’t make me change how I feel about you. But hey, if you don’t feel the same then you could just tell me so that we don’t gotta waste each other’s time. You make loving you so hard being all closed out like a wall and shutting me out every single time and then you tell me why I don’t confront first? I do or try to but you just don’t see it because of you being bitter and I’m still here still trying as we speak.

God, please let me know and show me signs if I’m wasting my time.

[jovennn]

I am the plan

I am the backup

[fragile-things-archive]

hugging until we smell like each other. that's it. that's the whole point.

[ruth-lless]

I rarely react, but I always notice.

[nocuer]

Having a good heart can be heavy sometimes

[jovennn]

Feeling like this is exhausting and I didn’t even do anything wrong.

[dexfiles]