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I’m heart broken.

I’m keeping it inside me just like how I used to. If you fucking break this jar, I will not stop.

Please have self control with whatever insult you say to your own girlfriend... It’s hurtful and even if I’m pretty fucking stupid, I don’t need a constant reminder. Especially from you.

I’m just extremely sad. ;-;

It’s times like these where I actually don’t know what I’m doing wrong to piss you off.

I can’t even be mad at you for being pissed off. I just have to swallow the truth that I am an annoying cunt.

Hyperventilating without anyone there is fucking scare lOL. Fuck me.

Okay no seriously. That insecurity just went from okay to what the fuck LOL. Elly Tran is so cute. And that's why you like girls with glasses. ;-;

Sorry that I’m insecure.

I honestly feel like dying. My head hurts in a completely different way from usual and I want to throw up every time. I hope it's nothing serious but I want to wait it out and see if I can get better. I'll probably go to the doctors.

I feel bad for thinking like this. After our consecutive fights and almost breaking up, I was preparing myself for the worst. Now that a lot of it has gotten better, I'm really happy but for some reason my mind keeps telling me to stop loving you. And for some reason I'm loving you less even though I know it's because I'm scared that we will break up. I hate thinking like that because I know I don't love you any less and it's the truth. Just that my mind keeps repeating those fights and I can't let go of them. I hope I'm over this soon.

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I'm already thinking of what I should do when we break up and preparing myself when the time comes. This sucks. Lol

When physical pain is a lot better than emotional pain. lmfao fucking kill myself.

I don’t know what I did wrong. I didn’t know SPOILERS was like that. My dad always told me who would be in shows, it’s a fucking habit. I’m fucking sorry for that.

At this point, I'm just waiting for you to say it. I won't be surprised anymore either. It hurts too but I have to keep my head up.

Even I get angry too. Telling me to the shut the fuck up last night, I got angry. The things I said while I was angry were that... I'm a cunt and you're a cunt. And even then I don't mean it either. I say shit I don't mean when I'm angry too.

I fear that when we end the day like this, you'll disappear the next day. And because you'll be gone for more than a day, I fear that you'll disappear from my life. How do I apologize?

Don't know what I did wrong. Is this a sign of falling out? I just want to be happy with you. Is that too much to ask?

Holy shit. I'm turning 19. HELLO? I'm turning fucking 19. I'm an adult but still... NINETEEN. WHAT THE FUCK.

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