[jpacc]

Is anyone out there

[simena]

Anastasia Yarygina

[jpacc]

It doesn’t even matter what kind of person you try to be, trouble will always come running and it will find you where you least expect it.

[jpacc]

I want there to be something wrong with me so bad so I can have something to blame it all on

[jpacc]

Everyone is going to be mean to you

[jpacc]

What did I do to deserve this.

[jpacc]

I’m going to do it and no one will ever actually know why

[jpacc]

Yo fuck this bitch I straight up will kill myself

[jpacc]

She has the power to make me want to kill myself and she doesn’t understand

[jpacc]

That night was magical. I saw sparks. I have never felt more alive than the way she made me feel in those few moments we shared together. I can’t ever repay her for making me feel that way again. Even if it was just for a little while.

I never thought I’d experience something like that.

[jpacc]

Yeah, I want to kill myself.

[avonturx]

[onflare]

[jpacc]

It kills me on the inside to see people loving each other in a way that I’ve always craved. I’m not jealous of them, but of the way they give themselves to one another in every way possible. How they talk, how they act, how they look at one another.

It’s makes me sick to my stomach that I’m so close to having that after so long and it’s slipping through my fingers.

And I don’t even know why.

How can everything have been going so great and then all of a sudden it’s like I don’t exist? Why would you pretend that you want to be in a relationship with me for over a month and then just act like it never happened?

Was that moment that we shared together that night not real?

Does anything really fucking matter anymore?

[jpacc]

Why do women do this shit

[jpacc]

Goodnight

[jpacc]

I’m fucking done idec anymore. She is the last person that will ever disrespect me like this.