Honeycoma69

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Hook it up.

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new blog --

inbox me dont “chat” me - (theres just certain people who follow my life with a negative reason behind that) so feel free to follow the new one or like don't who cares??

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new blog.

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i never thought that everything in my life could simaltaneously be so temporary and so permanent small decisions i made everyday sentences forming my future without my permission every is my least favourite word now i think i hate wholes now things are always better in fractions just enough to make you crack a smile never enough to make you comfortable how cliche that i want to “be alone let the world swallow me whole swallow ten xanax” how cliche “that i cant differentiate what is my valid reaction and feelings and what is my ocd and depression clouding my brain from a normal response” i sing songs in my head the line repeats and repeats and i feel even worse for doing that i feel worse for doing anything ill feel worse if i post this but I'm feeling self destructive enough to pull a pin but not enough to take mersyndol when I've already been drinking ill save that for when the shock wears off i didn't get dumped my hearts not broken my best friend didn't stab me in the back im not bored this didn't start tonight theres everything i need to do to justify anyone on my sub par blog I'm allowed to type 19 sentences about my lack of control and hate for wholes

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Bye

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Everybody Wants to Rule the World - Tears for Fears (Songs from the Big Chair, 1985)

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[ammit420]

i say idk alot but trust me 

i be knowin

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I'm suffocating

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[alcosoul]

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I'm (so) fucking tired

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[mischon]

Martin Wehmer

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She sits across from me in a booth in this dive I contemplate how much more I can survive But- I'm alive so I should be content Then tell why the hell my whole world is bent I was send to make and frustrate the population Inbetween the alcohol and the copulation What you callin' it If you build it I will break it "What's wrong, how you doin'" Naa, save it Gave a fraction of all I had to give