and here you are living, despite it all

post whenever

[jsnky-rx]

just a girl, thinking of what could have been and also what could be lel

[kameneva]

love, buried three times

@kameneva

[jsnky-rx]

who am I if I'm not crashing out over a boy lol

[undo-my-scars]

[undo-my-scars]

xx

[sophsun1]

#dorothy zbornak my relatable queen

[jsnky-rx]

crashing out .. again .. 🫠

[jsnky-rx]

i saw u in a dream and i wanted to stay and sit in that moment for a long time but no words was really exchanged besides the normal pleasantries.

when will this end

[jsnky-rx]

what is the charade all for? why do you feel like you need to be close to me? To feel me by your side? And what’s worse is why do I accept you in? Why do I let you stand so close to me? Why does it feel like I need you close by? Why do I feel like I could hold your hand in those instances? Pat your back and pull you close to my side.

What’s the point?

You and I go home to different beds. To different lives. To different homes. To different people.

So what is this all for? What is the point of acting this way when we see each other?

I wish I never allowed you in my space. I wish I never let you feel like you could have a piece of me in that way. Because the audacity for you to still hold that space for me whenever I see you, which is more often than I’d like, I can only distance myself from you. If we are left alone, who fkn knows what’ll happen.

I know nothing will. But it will continue to be like this. It is my karma for having done this and I only have myself to blame.

[jsnky-rx]

when I’m in the crook of your neck, I’m home

[jsnky-rx]

you wanted me to write a poem

but I don’t know if I can find the words

to tell you that I just wanted to make myself more interesting around people

more funny, more thoughtful

just more, more, more

even when I just want to stay home and feel small

but I wanted to thank you

for giving me space to breathe and think

for being a friend

and for tip toeing this line together

[8-bitfiction]

[userparamore]

i know in my heart it's not you / i knew, but now i know what i want, i want, i want / oh no, i should have never thought

I CAUGHT MYSELF ✸ PARAMORE hamburg stadtpark, germany | 3rd of july '17

[jsnky-rx]

what are we? I’ve never had a friend like you. is this was true platonic friends are like? a lot of love and appreciation for each other but we go home separately to our own lives, to our partners? would it be different in another universe?

[jsnky-rx]

can Pisces season end already, I can’t take this anymore

[rylandsgrace]

The Hunger Games: The Ballad of Songbirds & Snakes (2023) + tweets

[jsnky-rx]

it’s nye and instead of out celebrating, I’m home with covid.

I feel like it’s a symbolic end of a dumpster fire of a year. I found ways to let down people I love this year and it’ll haunt me forever. I honestly can’t wait to say cheers to the new year and leave this one behind.