Because I'm Me

Brooklyn Based Writer. Just What I Am. Ig: jsteezy37

[jsteezus]

Things never did get easier, I just masked the feeling with ______ and expensive things. What a shame.

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J2

“The way you said feeling invisible in a room is the worst feeling, but it felt funny because I could never imagine you shutting up.”

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A Degenerate in TriBeCa. (3/4/21)

I thought I was going to die yesterday.

My chest spasmed like a million knots diverging and collapsing into one another.

The shocked look of nurses’ faces when I came to.

“What the fuck just happened?”

- “you collapsed & we caught you”

- “how old are you?”

- “25”.

The proceeding looks on their faces - like I was going to end up as one of those stories you see in the local paper - “Healthy 25 year old with no previous health conditions dies”.

The thought flashed across my mind

- Am I going to die?

- Have I lived a life fulfilled so far?

- Who will tell my family?

They don’t even know I’m sick.

[postproper]

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“I ain’t only wanna fuck tonight, baby, it’s whatever

Tell me baby if I fuck you right, can I fuck forever?“

[jsteezus]

‘Social Distancing’

Moscow Mules with fine spirits

Or is it just another well Vodka?

It’s indistinguishable,

But what’s another three dollars?

The bartender looks our way

Fingers up, another round?

We shouldn’t, I shouldn’t

Will I be able to stop myself?

It only takes one drink to get me there

But is it the 7th or the 10th?

Stumbling outside, the JMZ roars above

Piercing blue eyes, so your place or mine?

Staggering down Hart, up four floors

Didn’t I just meet this girl?

Another performance in search of something more,

Is this really what I signed up for?

[alexandrasavior]

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you ate me right up, you spit me back out you bit my head right off with your tiny little mouth I licked the blood from your lips

[katherinesquier]

alexandria savior for clash magazine

[seanklingelhoefer]

Bushwick, Brooklyn, NY 2019.

Ricoh GR1v date | Kodak Ultramax 400

[nolanwiley]

Drinks on Broadway

[nycnostalgia]

Bushwick, Brooklyn, 1982

[prettycolors]

#f0bb0f

[awanderingbrunette]

[danieltopetephoto]

Bushwick 

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I’m gonna move to Brooklyn

[yimmyayo]

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The notion that you HAVE to love your mother because she gave birth to you and she’s your ONLY mother is complete and utter bullshit

[susannahirene]

“Everyone You’ve Loved,” 18 x 24" circa 2012

[distantvoices]