jstxrs17^^

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the movers will come, and load all the boxes, the door will lock one last time and the keys won't lie in my mothers purse as we say goodbye the clock strikes just when things start to align.

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crazy how i saved a picture on pinterest of this boy because it was aesthetic, and years laters he ends up being the main actor of one of my favourite tv shows

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[thehopefulquotes]

“I never realized what a big deal that was. How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.”

— Nina LaCour

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well, i have now. please come back, i'm sorry

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and i'm waiting for the day she calls me again and tells me about her life w/o feeling i'd blurt it out.

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The Bald Spots of what?

My life after being “diagnosed” with Trichotillomania.

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(s)

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("you" is often everyone i know.)

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what's a movie/scene/show that made you fall in love and appreciate cinematography??

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Sugar and sweet can be measured,

that’s why measuring cups were made, and why humans can taste

but i remove the "-est" from the sweet,

and the "ever" from the sentence i was writing in response to your message

for if I must show my gratitude and love tonight

I shall cut off my tongue and i shall hide the measuring cups.

I’ll break my glasses, these frames I wear with pride,

I’ll hide the measurements, I’ll forget to measure love.

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[jstxrs17]

Narrative Drive : How is it driven?

What leads to a page turning story?

[jstxrs17]

was i dreaming or did you blow me a kiss before we ended our call last night?

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and when i think about food, i remember the friend who gave me her fruits when i asked for one and (violently) stopped another one of our friends, whispering to her that i usually don't eat in school because i don't feel hungry.

how grateful am i to have her, and how grateful are we to experience her love <3

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and i don't join google meets unless i absolutely have to because i might cry if i join and realise you're not there.

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the fact you aren't talking to me right now makes me want to pull out my hair and bang my head on the table.

and the fact "you" is dedicated to so.many.people. makes me want to cry.

[skrib-for-writers]

the way "you" belongs to so many people at once and somehow that makes the missing worse, not better. this is the kind of writing that names something you feel in your chest before your brain catches up. really felt this one

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<33

[jstxrs17]

the fact you aren't talking to me right now makes me want to pull out my hair and bang my head on the table.

and the fact "you" is dedicated to so.many.people. makes me want to cry.