Borrowed Time
remember how our life revolved around the times that we are hanging on from the bottom that we had,
committed to bad decisions we never expected that will bring us to our grim, pero ngayon we are living in a life na better for the both of us.
I know we talked about WHAT IFS a while ago and you said that my choice even back then never changed, I dont want to regret the part that I left you behind, because I know for myself I was not the BETTER MAN, the BETTER CHOICE.
I just wanted to say that I am sorry and I am happy for the current you that have fought for so long until now to be where you are right now. I still remember the time I told you, how I'm in "AWE" towards you, sh*t just got real but Im just plain stupid na sinabi ko un kahit di ko completely understood ang meaning nun, I thought it was just plain amazement to someone. but nah, it was not just that, maybe it was the wrong word for the wrong time. But right now I realized, yeah, it was something I could tell you now and even back then, B*bo ko lang talga umintindi nun.
AMAzing sabi nga sa school naten, and you are AWEsome, someone I am in awe of your presence, a person which can understand my words and theories, the phenomenal stories and comparisons that I can gather just from your words of simple hanash, we are like the 3rd person POV ng bawat isa. Like a soul watching a movie on the benches.
sh*t is the life that we had, but remember even sh*t can make someone get disgusted with, but someone can get a laugh from it, some can feel relieved that they got to sh*t after a week. those borrowed times that we had, and maybe that last time with the time lapse could have been the last borrowed time I can have with you.
thank you soul(sh*t)mate.
_Jub33