i wish i could be a cow honestly. theyre cute

rp blog. he/him. fuck will gold he can rot. lowkey wish i could be any animal except being human. hell, I’d be fine being a wizard-animal.

[jubilees-lost-lullaby]

>>>>>>Was it worth it?

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

Fuckin… Introductory post, I guess.

My name is Wilbur! I was once the president of L’Manburg, but unfortunately, I have been exiled by the new regime.

He/Him pronouns.

Chat, I beseech you to go bother Technoblade (@underground-potato-farm)

>>>>>>No, I don’t think it was.

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

This is an rp blog. Most of anything posted will be in character, and if it isn’t, I’ll write it in the post that it isn’t.

so far tags are <#in character tag>. I would LIKE to add better tags. Fuck it, I will. <#soliloquic_lullaby> is now the in character tag. <#behold. the crown pig> is for when Techno. hello there techno blade

Blog Rules:

- Don’t be a dickhead. There’s a normalass fucking guy behind this blog, so keep that in mind.

- Fuck Will Gold. If you’re an enjoyer in these modern days, please sincerely fuck off. You are a wuss.

- No s*xual shit, please. Still waiting to win that bet.

𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟 𓆝 𓆟 𓆞 𓆝 𓆟

>>>>>>Do you regret it?

>>>>>>… Yes.

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fuck my stupid baka life why am i living in a fucking ravine

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Happy birthday fuck my stupid baka life why am i living in a fucking ravine post and happy birthday to my blog.

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I can’t see my blog??

[xanaxfarts]

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guess who drew some partial vent, partial escapism art? cw for depictions of self harm and blood

I'd much rather draw the guy i dump my selfhood into during escapism doing the cutting than for me to do it irl, though it's more for other people's sake/I don't want FWB or anyone else asking about it if or when they see scabs on my arms and legs

anyway. 'blorbo feel guilty for killing his other self's pet sheep' art upon ye

[xquisitedeadguy]

ponderous guy whose pronouns are huh/hmm

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I’m not really sure why, but I never bleed in my dreams. No matter how deep the cuts get, there’s never blood, or open veins, it’s just… weirdly purple, and you can see veins underneath. There’s this weird filmy stuff keeping the blood in.

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Sometimes I wonder how close my paranoia is to psychosis

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Guys, why the fuck is there thoughts in my brain that. How the fuck do I phrase this. I’m not thinking these thoughts. They just pop up. They arrive without prompting. It’s not my intrusive thoughts, because thankfully for once the uncontrollable thoughts are not telling me to be violent to my friends and family. But the thoughts are telling me to get help??? Help for what???? I’m fine???

And why do the thoughts sound girly??? I don’t know why but they’re registering as feminine??? There’s nothing in the words they say implying gender???

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TBH, I’m glad Dadza came by the other day bc otherwise I am unsure if I would have thrown myself into whatever nearest thing could cause my death.

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Sometimes headphones and your cd player at max volume is all you have.

[cute-catts]

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Nevermind. Won’t be killing myself. Killing tumblr instead for EATING MY FUCKING POST.

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Feeling sick to my brain and stomache again. But I need to hold out because there are still people who care, despite how shitty I’ve gotten

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My gods, I wish I had a dress I could wear. I wish I could wear dresses, also, but I need a dress to do that.

In other news, I don’t think I’ll be getting any sleep tonight.

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Body. FFS let me eat, you whore.

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I got 5 hours of sleep. I still feel sick to my stomache. I’m so fucking scared.