starring role.

— ali, xvii. it almost feels like a joke to play out the part, when you are n o t the starring role in someone else's heart. you know id rather walk alone than play a supporting role, if i can't get the starring r o l e. var fhs = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id = "5498628"; var ref = (''+document.referrer+'');var pn = window.location;var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; fhs.src = "//freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site="+fhs_id+"&e1=&e2=&r="+ref+"&wh="+w_h+"&a=1&pn="+pn+""; document.head.appendChild(fhs);document.write("");

[wnq-writers]

If someone told me to pinpoint the exact moment I fell in love with you, I wouldn’t be able to pick just one.

Jhs (via wordsnquotes)

[thejokesondee]

It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia (S3E13)

[dannydevitoh]

[thequotejournals]

I am eternally, devastatingly romantic, and I thought people would see it because romantic doesn’t mean sugary. It’s dark and tormented — the furor of passion, the despair of an idealism that you can’t attain.

Catherine Breillat, “Interview by Martin Tsai,“ The New York Sun  (via thequotejournals)

[hatin]

Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts, rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.

Liam Neeson - (hatin)

[hayley-wiliams]

paramore // 26

[pyrophantom]

[traumasuggestion]

Fathers are supposed to protect their kids from the monsters their scared of, not be the monster they fear.

[living-dead-fag]

[20somethingandstilllost]

I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it.

Audrey Hepburn (via 20somethingandstilllost)

[lexa-kom-skaikru]

My sexuality is women who terrify me and turn me on at the same time

[noli-timere-deactivated20190714]

She was still a girl, a slight lovely girl who lay in bed and ate chocolates, a girl whose hair smelled like hyacinth and whose scarves fluttered jauntily in the breeze. But strange and marvelous as she was, a wisp of silk in a forest of black wool, she was not the fragile creature one would have her seem.

Donna Tartt, from The Secret History (via cindersandsmoke)

[judcs]

sithsbaby:

LEON - LEE STACEY GRAHAM NORTH.

full name. leon-lee stacey graham north. pronunciation. lee-yon lee stay-cee grey-ham norr-f.  meaning of name. leon meaning lion, lee meaning poetic, stacey meaning productive, graham meaning home and north meaning not south. aliases. leon-lee. or freakon-lee, sometimes. infact, any derogatory adjective suffixed by ‘on-lee’ works. age. twenty-five. date of birth. october 27th.  place of birth. hamamatsu, japan. zodiac sign. scorpio. species. human. race. caucasian. nationality. japanese, technically. gender. cisgender male. sexuality. bisexual.  profession. full-time youtuber. and party animal.

height. 5′8. weight. unsure.  eye colour. brown. hair colour. very dark brown, almost black.  complexion. olive. tans easily. build. small and slender. doesn’t particularly have any workout habits, so he has very little muscle mass. voice. a stereotypically educated-southern-english accent. honeyed and clear.

relationship status. married to nox north. forever and ever. parents. philander north, his wonderful father. an uninvolved mother. siblings. martin north, his elder brother. children. none. enemies. day martin. anyone who displays any rudeness to nox, so definitely day martin. did i mention day martin?

education. educated by his father until he reached high school, where he attended a prestigious private school and graduated with all a*s. except in catering, where he achieved an f. literacy. very well versed in english. isn’t afraid to show you. languages. japanese and english, but also sometimes french.  disorders. none.  habits. he probably bites his nails. 

positive. affable. magnanimous. intrepid. effulgent. determined. neutral. candid. phlegmatic. selcouth.  negative. choleric. irascible. taciturn. mistrustful. 

moral alignment. lawful good. jung. intj. enneagram. type six, the loyalist. four temperaments. phlegmatic. tropes. adorkable, genius ditz, happily married, opposites attract, anti hero, big ego hidden depths, buttmonkey. archetypes. explorer.  tarot cards. the chariot, ace wands.

[judcs]

sullivanmock:

clearliquors:

BOLD what applies to your muse.

PLACE IN SOCIETY

financial: wealthy / moderate / poor / in poverty. ( whilst his father earns a lot of money, leon-lee himself obviously only survives on his youtube commissions. )

medical: fit / moderate / sickly / disabled / disadvantaged.

class or caste: upper / middle / working / slave / unsure.

education: qualified / unqualified / studying.

criminal record: yes, for major crimes / yes, for minor crimes / no. ( he didn’t mean to cause a gang feud in the middle of mcdonalds, officer, he only wanted to know why there was such a large volume of men wearing blue and red bandanas. )

FAMILY

married - happily / married - unhappily / engaged or betrothed / partnered / single / divorced / separated.

has a child or children / has no children / wants children. ( though not right now, they’d interfere with his career past the point of repair. )

close with sibling / not close with sibling / has no siblings / sibling(s) is deceased.

orphaned / adopted / disowned / raised by birth parent. ( good old phil. )

TRAITS + TENDENCIES

extroverted / introverted / in between. ( will speak for everyone in the room, even when they don’t want him to. )

disorganized / organized / in between.

close minded / open-minded / in between. ( growing up in japan meant he was exposed to a culture very different from his own almost immediately, so he doesn’t like to pass judgement on others or their lifestyles unless, well, he doesn’t like them. that’s right, day martin. he’s judging you sooo hard right now. ) 

calm / anxious / in between.

disagreeable / agreeable / in between. ( he’s not a bad person, he’s just extremely outspoken and a true egalitarian, which probably doesn’t register very well with a lot of people. )

cautious / reckless / in between. ( he’s a walking example of organised chaos. )

patient / impatient / in between.

outspoken / reserved / in between.

leader / follower / in between.

empathetic / apathetic / in between. ( if only he projected enough for you to be able to tell. )

optimistic / pessimistic / in between. ( terminally so. )

traditional / modern / in between. 

hard-working / lazy / in between.

cultured / un-cultured / in between 

loyal / disloyal / in between.

faithful / unfaithful / unknown. ( to nox. )

BELIEFS:

monotheist / polytheist / atheist / agnostic. ( with the things that he has seen, how can he not question the existence of a god?? )

belief in ghosts or spirits: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in an afterlife: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care. ( he’s been there. they serve ice cream sundaes on the door. )

belief in reincarnation: yes / no / don’t know / don’t care.

belief in aliens: yes  / no / don’t know / don’t care.

religious: orthodox / liberal / in between / not religious.

philosophical: yes / no.

OPINIONS

pro-choice / anti-abortion /  doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-marriage / anti-marriage / doesn’t know or on the fence. ( of course. )

pro-death penalty / anti-death penalty / doesn’t know or on the fence.

pro-drug legislation / anti-drug legislation / doesn’t know or on the fence. ( ... judas seems to be doing fine with his prescription. )

left wing / right wing / middle / doesn’t know or on the fence.

SEXUALITY + ROMANTIC INCLINATION

heterosexual / homosexual / bisexual / asexual / pansexual. 

sex repulsed / sex neutral / sex favourable.

romance repulsed / romance neutral / romance favourable. ( prefers the romantic aspect of a relationship to the sexual. )

sexually: adventurous / experienced / naive / inexperienced / curious.

potential sexual partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.

potential romantic partners: male / female / agender / other / none / all.

ABILITIES

combat skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none. ( he’s a lover, not a fighter. )

literacy skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

artistic skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none

technical skills: excellent / good / moderate / poor / none.

HABITS

drinking alcohol: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. ( after seeing the effects it has on his friends?? no way. )

smoking: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. ( tried to smoke with nox, got a fright and ended up swallowing the cigarette. )

other narcotics: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

medicinal drugs: never / sometimes  / frequently / to excess. ( philander, his dear father, didn’t believe in using western medicine, and so leon-lee has always preferred to use traditional eastern medicine. ) 

indulgent food: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. 

splurge spending: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess. ( but only for nox. )

gambling: never / sometimes / frequently / to excess.

[cbsessicns]

𝓶𝓸𝓸𝓭𝓫𝓸𝓪𝓻𝓭 #₁ ——— sunny in general.

“                       … he was a dead star and inside him was a gaping void. to those far from him, he still seems to smile as he once did, a click motion stuck on a frame in which he was still burning bright. “

[loveserum-deactivated20191021]

1. You’d take him back. You’d take him back in a heartbeat, if it meant being his again. 2. The reason you didn’t sleep last night isn’t that you had to stay up doing homework till three in the morning. The reason is that you were going through old text conversations looking for a change. A shift, somewhere that you can identify as the point where he stopped loving you like before. Those kinds of things keep you up at night now. 3. You don’t need him anymore, but you want him. You want his smile in the morning and his laugh and his dumb jokes and his funny faces. You want it all because he means the world to you and every part of him is a part that you want to love. 4. You’re seventeen, but you drink like you’ve lived a lifetime of pain. You drink because you’ve had your heart ripped out- and you have tried to replace his love with other things, but only alcohol can make your heart race the way he used to. 5. Coffee tastes bitter on your tongue but you read online somewhere that it makes you less hungry so now you like bitter. Bitter is the only thing you want. And in the back of your mind you know it isn’t healthy and it’s not right but maybe if you get a little thinner you’ll be worth loving. Maybe if you tried a little harder at looking the right way and talking the right way rather than being loud and hungry, you’ll be enough. He’s made you question everything, and suddenly all you’ll wonder is why you weren’t worth loving. 6. You’d take him back. You’d take him back and you’d do anything to make him want you again, even when you know that he probably never wanted you in the first place.

Six things you won’t tell your friends (via loveserum)

[iamnotsebastianstan-archive-dea]

i was at the doctors today and there was a guy sitting behind me with his baby, and the baby starts crying in its pram and the guy just stands up, faces the kid and says “Come on now, don’t cry, you’re better than that”