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ollykarova:

though the term freak out was a little far fetched the girl seemed to relax further as she recognised the voice. the familiar male brought a small smile across her lips, he seemed to be in a better mood this time. “drawing.” she murmured, flipping her notebook around to show him the page.

‘’ your drawings are nice. like-- more than nice.. like.. really.. amazing. ‘’ he walks closer to her, and moves to sit down beside her-- a light chuckle slipping past his lips. ‘’ did you miss me ?? ‘’ jude looks down at her notebook, then looks up at her with a wide smile.

gillianfields:

“it doesn’t have to be,” the redhead finally steps forward toward him, slowly getting down onto her knees in front of him. “you’re not just some monster. i know there’s good inside of you, jude, i’ve seen it. i see it. it’s still there. you have to hold onto it.”

‘’ i won’t be able to hold onto it much longer, gillian.’’ jude whispered, his hands going up to run along his face in a frustrated manner. ‘’do you have any idea how much i want to drain you dry ?? ‘’

gillianfields:

gillian stumbles back at the shove, barely managing to catch herself at the last second and keep from landing on her rear. still for a moment, as if fight or flight were about to kick in, set of pupils concentrated on him entirely. “i told you, you won’t hurt me,” her voice is just barely above a whisper, but she knows he can hear her. “you don’t need to hurt people.”

‘’ but that’s all i do. don’t you see that, gillian ?? ‘’ jude doesn’t bother bringing his head up to meet her gaze, a hand raking through his hair. ‘’that’s all i fucking do. i’m just some monster. ‘’ he whispers, keeping his head down.

gillianfields:

“you’ll regret it,” there’s no fire, just oceans of sadness drowning out the potential strength of her words. “because i’m a good person. a good friend. it’d be wrong of me to hate someone who clearly already hates themselves so much.”

SOMETHING in him flips, and suddenly he’s pushing her back from him. there’s a blank look over his features as he tries to process what’s happened, before looking up at her. he backs further away more, till his back hits the tree and he just slides down the tree with a mixed look of emotion over his features.

gillianfields:

“jude,” it’s more resemblant of a sigh than a syllable, tired and numb to the otherwise threatening sight of his fangs. “let go of me. i’m on vervain, and if i scream, it’s probably going to burst both of your ear drums with how close i am to you.”

‘’ i think that’d be a risk i’m willing to take, gillian. ‘’ giving her a fanged grin, he leans down and pauses as he’s mere inches away from her neck. ‘ how come you won’t hate me ?? ‘’

gillianfields:

“it’s a little late for that, jude,” she murmurs, lips turning into a soft frown on the curve of her mouth. “you would’ve already done something by now if you wanted to hurt me.”

opening his mouth to reveal his fangs, he grabs her by her shoulders and pulls her in. ‘’you don’t want to test me, gillian. you don’t. i will hurt you and i won’t stop..’’

gillianfields:

“you can say that all you want, but they do.” she retorts quickly. a hand moves to the small bump beneath her sweater as a reminder, just shy of ten weeks. “you won’t hurt me.”

‘’ they SHOULDN’T gillian. it’ll be easier if you hate me. ‘’ he says, eyeing the small bump then looking up at her with a curious look. ‘’ oh ?? you obviously don’t know me that well.’’

gillianfields:

“you’re so wrong about yourself sometimes that it makes me want to cry,” she comments with a small shake of her head. “you can try –– but you can’t.”

‘’ it’s ME we’re talking about here. seriously, M Y decisions shouldn’t affect you. ‘’ he growls, golden hues narrowing as he looks her over. ‘’ i can always do something else to. ‘’

gillianfields:

“no, you’re not,” she’s quick to agree with a shake of her head, further loosening stray strands of hair from her braid. “no. you can’t make me run away. you can’t compel me.”

‘’ YES i am. ‘’ jude’s quick to scoff as he moves towards her, a light laugh slipping past his lips. ‘’ i can compel you if i want to. ‘’

gillianfields:

cautious steps are taken toward him, all too familiar with the look in his eye that makes him seem more dead than alive. “i went for a run.” jaw tries to clench together tightly though mostly quivers, blended anger with innate fear. “i thought you were past this.”

‘’ past what, exactly ?? ‘’ jude questions, his head tilting slightly. ‘’i’m simply doing what i do best. ‘’ he stares down at her, his fists clenching at his sides. ‘’run away from here. now.’’

gillianfields:

breathless from her run, he was the last person that gillian was expecting to find herself coming face to face with –– especially the compromising position he was. frozen, for a few moments, the statue cracks under pressure with ease. “are you freakin’ kidding me?”

‘’ gillian. ‘’ his voice is firm as he stares down at her, refusing to show any emotion. ‘’what the hell are you doing here ?? ‘’ letting the body fall from his grasp, he wipes the blood from his mouth casually.

bcnshee:

there’s a dismissive flick of her hand, only half-hearted. the woman? it’s not worth making an issue out of it. not when there’s so much more going on. the growl catches her ear, and there’s something about it that indicates at so much more, and her breath catches in her throat for a second when fangs are flashed. great. “—-right.” well, she hopes that doesn’t lead to anything incidental.

HE’S quiet as he remains by her side, jude’s eyes flickering back and forth between his surroundings. he inhales sharply, still pushing his way through the crowd. finally when he’s got some room, he turns to her and shifts slightly. ‘’listen, i’m sorry-- for overreacting an’ all that with the lady.’’ jude shrugs casually, giving her a weak smile.

bcnshee:

she’s not a fan of the grin on his face, but her words are true none the less. why would she have any reason to lie to a complete stranger? “it’s not you —i have a thing with people.” a thing is plenty enough to describe it, at least to him. turning sideways, rylee manages to escape a bag being slung into her shoulder, lips pursing as the woman passes, seemingly oblivious.

catching on to her words, jude looks at her silently and he nods. though when he watches the woman pass by her obliviously he can’t help the growl that escapes his lips. ‘’ i wish people could watch where they’re going. ‘’ his lips curl up slightly, starting to reveal his fangs before he calms down. ‘’ i don’t like being around people that much either. i’m still.. ‘’ he turns to her. ‘’adjusting.’’

bcnshee:

a shake of her head, trying to dispel the notion. after all, it’s not personal. rylee just —tends to keep her distance from people. it’s harder for her powers to be triggered when there’s distance involved. “it’s fine, it’s not you…” that sounds like a line, and she almost rolls her eyes at herself.

‘’ you sure its not me ?? ‘’ jude questions as he looks to her with a confused look. ‘’ i can tell if you’re lying. ‘’ there’s a hint of a sly grin over his features as he turns his gaze forward once more, pushing his way through the crowd of people.

bcnshee:

he doesn’t seem comfortable in this situation at all —-though few people would be she supposes, and against her inner voice muttering ‘no’ over and over again, rylee offers him a nod. it can’t exactly hurt. “sure, but i don’t know where we’re going.” not that they have much choice but to follow the crowd at this point.

‘’ eh, we’ll figure it out soon.. right ?? ‘’ jude pushes the hair back from his eyes and he moves to walk up by her side, his hands stuffing in his pockets. ‘’ i don’t mean to make you uncomfortable at all. ‘’

bcnshee:

yeah, the sound is irritated, but she’s heard worse —-produced worse, and rylee doesn’t flinch at the blaring alarm. the worried faces around her show that no one seems to have any more idea of what’s going on than she does, and lips purse into a line as she’s shuffled along towards the stairs. she’s rather glad they’re on the second floor and not the fifth or something. she’s not sure she’s fit enough to make it down all those flights. “better safe than sorry,” she murmurs, not sure if he hears her over everything that’s going on.

he’s following close behind her, a disgruntled sigh escaping his lips. ‘’true.’’ jude whispered, his arms folding over his chest as he keeps his eyes forward. ‘’it’s cool if i stick by you, right ?? ‘’

@gillianfields

halfway through sinking his fangs into someone’s neck, at the sound of branches breaking behind him he turns around immediately. ‘’ the HELL-- gillian. what do you want ?? ‘’

#closed: gillian #HEYY

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