quick sum: in which golden retriever energy jude bellingham tries to shoot his shot with black cat energy y/n. quickly realizing how determined and just sassy she is...
psa🗣️: HIII! this was supposed to be uploaded last week but i got so sidetracked i couldn't finish so here it is! fav insta au i've written tbh, so i hope you all enjoy! 🤍
spottedcelebrity: we can't get enough of her! she has stolen and broken the hearts of many! passionate and driven to her career, find out more about the new 'it girl', @ynusername, in our 8pm show live tonight! stay tuned for more...
comments:
user8594: THE YN? don't play with us.
username759: its the fact she turned down jacob elordi...
judebellingham: 🤝
username33: so pretty... love how she is careless and her all the time!!
vogue: that's our girl!
user234: crazy how big she got in under a year...
↪️ username483: was telling this to someone the other day! the movie barely had any pr or announcing and now its a worldwide adaptation because of her!!
ynusername: thank u for having me! 🖤
popculture: we're going to ignore who commented? 👀
spottedcelebrity: and it's out, here's a small preview of our current 'it' girl's interview and photoshoot for the april campaign! acting, dating, fashion, and beauty, she gives us all her tips and iconic phrases! join us for our early show tomorrow at 11am!
comments:
username74: HER DRESS! RED IS DEF HER COLOR!
user95: 'i know my standards, and if he couldn't fit them, then that's on him' CAN WE PRASIE??
ynusername: oh my! million thank you's! 🖤
username294: is she real? like how? everyone at her feet and she could give less than a damn? need to be her so bad!
user85: she's such a bitch? wtf? how can you stan her?
↪️ username11: like she said... she's speaking her truth
↪️ user85: for who? herself? she needs a new personality
↪️ username349: people like you are the reason why she is like this. iconic and real.
judebellingham: wow! 😍
username854: jude?? when did this happen?
↪️ user09: he commented on her latest pic!!
↪️ username032: could you imagine? jude with y/n? IT COUPLE?
↪️ user281: black cat gf x golden retreiver bf? OH YEAH
judebellingham: tested my inner actor 🫡🫡 adidas predators out now 🖤
comments:
username395: bro wants y/n to notice her so bad
user11: we know what you're doing jude...
lucasvasquez: hermano mejor dedicate al futbol 🤣
camavinga: ohhh now i see who your referring too 👀🫡
↪️ judebellingham: shhh 🤫🤫
↪️ usermane66: @ynusername come get your man
↪️ username13: frr he keeps throwing hints, take this man out his misery, and teach him how to act 😭😭
vinijr: amazing bro! 😍
username29: testing his inner y/n lets not lie to ourselves guys
user87: he looks so bf with this hoodie on!!
brahim: this guy yeah 🤣🤣
adidasfootball: BELLIGOLLL
fedevalverde: someone give him an oscar 🗣️
username45: him using the black heart instead of white says a whole bunch…
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judebellingham added to their stories!
ynusername sent a reply to your story!
↪️ selfie is making up for the attempted ''acting''
↪️ judereply: is it now?
↪️ terrible choice of hat tho, especially with this weather 👎
↪️ judereply: i tried LMAOOO
↪️but guess what? choice of song is also making it up 🫡
↪️ judereply: there's no denying there... definitely on my mind 24/7
↪️ who me? or the song? better be the song because your acting is still stuck in my head 😐😕
↪️ judereply: when i think we're going somewhere... 🤣🤣
↪️ lol, going where? 😕😕
↪️ judereply: yk what im referring too, don’t be so oblivious especially after your latest role!! congratulations on that btw! such a phenomenal job once again! 🤍
↪️ it's very hard to dislike you when you're this sweet 😕 thank you jude!! 🖤🖤
username984: how does she rock every single outfit? i'm jealous.
user44: need that hair and makeup comba ASAP!! been asking for it for about a year now :))
judebellingham: still haven't told me why you dislike me 😕😕
ynstan: jude having his notifs on for her post is so bf of him, give him a chance y/n, he has money and can take you shopping ;)
judebellingham liked this comment!
username56: need those pants, where are they from?
yourbestfriend: why don't i get photo creds?
↪️ ynusername: because you took my chocolate churro away. i don't play around with my food.
jamalmusiala: 😍😍
ynusername: thank you!! 🖤
user10: LMFAOOOO NOOOO THIS IS GETTING MESSYYY
judebellingham: oh hell no
judefan: we lost him ladies, his gentle heart doesn't deserve this 👎👎
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judebellingham sent you a dm!
so you respond to jamal's comment and not mine?
yourreply: idkk he is kindaaa 🤭🔐
i've literally have been trying for months to get your attention
yourreply: have you ever thought of maybe just giving up?
really?? what is it going to take?
yourreply: i don't mean to be a debbie downer but what is it you exactly want for me... i can't just trust your word and go for it. it's not me and it hasn't ever been me. i have standards.
so then let me prove to you i can meet them. i promise i'm not like you think or hear. and that's coming from a man who also has standards and just truly interested in someone like you. is that so hard to believe?
yourreply: yes.
i'll prove them to you, you'll see....
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judebellingham added to their stories!
ynusername sent a reply to your story!
really?
judereply: yes really.
why do i even try with you?
judereply: because after today you have a soft spot for me in that deep jade like from victorious little heart :))
who said anything about a soft spot??
judereply: i did. the eyes chico they never lie. and yours have so many specs of unread feelings and emotions i can stare into them all day.
creepy, don't you think?
judereply: you think everything is creepy when you literally love horror movies and the color black
because they prove points xx
judereply: just like rom-come and disney movies also proved points 😉
spottedcelebrity: new couple on the block? we are soo into this recent pair, and it seems like they are mending our hearts little by little! y/n recently moved to spain for a movie role, could we see frequent hangouts between them? 👀
comments:
jude22: literally WHAT?
jennaortega: oh i am so into this... i just sit back and observe
username44: despite us seeing a cold and black-hearted y/n, some of the videos released showed her being soft and lovergirl with him!!
madridwags: new wag at the bernabeu soon? 👀
popculture: rumor has it they shared a kiss!
↪️ spottedcelebrity: stay tuned for our live 7pm show tonight!
username76: am i the only one who doesn't ship them?
↪️ user21: yes you are
judebellingham: made her dream date come true!! 🤍
ynrealestfan: when he remembers stuff said in interviews about you <<<
username55: jude attempting to soft launch with y/n while still being in the friendzone is so hilarious i can't 😭😭
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yourusername added to their stories!
judebellingham sent a reply to your story!
can't get over how beautiful you are, it's not fair 😍😍
yourreply: life is not fair
my life is since you agreed on our shopping date 🤷♂️
yourreply: only agreed because you offered to buy, a win is a win 😍
yet you're wearing the dress i bought... and going out where to be exact??
yourreply: jealous darling? it's for me to know and well you to find out out. if i don't tell my mother where i go, why would i tell you?
because you kissed and held my hand? and replied to my dm btw!!
yourreply: ...
where are you? i'll meet you there
yourreply: sorry no men invited tonight, it's our girls night out xx
and you're wearing this red stunning short dress? yeah i'll find out where you are, think of me 😘😘
spottedcelebrity: despite the recent encounter the pair of y/n and jude faced, in y/n new vogue beauty secrets video, she talks about being single and not dating anytime soon... the first picture shows y/n before her fame took off a year ago, has she changed or hasn't changed one bit?
comments:
ynrealestfan: not changed one bit!
popculture: ohh? well this is certainly very interesting!!
judebellingham: LMAOOO, she told me to stay out the room while she filmed? 🤷♂️🤷♂️
↪️ camavinga: if you all could see the frown on his face right now as he types 🤣🤣
ynusername: oh that's not... guys don't believe that man, all men do is lie lie lie! 😊😊
↪️ judebellingham: not all of us! some of us actually want something serious, real and loving in our life 🤍
username03: jude's comment just proves everything for us...
user54: jude wanting everyone to know about them knowing damn well how our girl y/n is
username33: off topic but we finally got that look everyone was talking about!!
judestan: she is not good for him? she is so mean and bitchy like what?
ynstanfan: girl bye. wdym? i think your golden retriever energy footballer can't bag a baddie like y/n xx
user13: well now i don't know who to believe...
username98: is no one going to talk about how she was watching a rom-com (jude’s fav) and not her typically horror movies?
ynusername: oh i look so sexy in here!! 🤭😩 dinner showcase before new movie “the accountant” releases! this role means so much and i can’t wait for you to see! 🖤
comments:
ynrealestfan: did not have to slay this hard on us 🤭
judebellingham: caption did not lie, prettiest rose in the whole city 🤍
judebellingham: grateful with life and for you. words can’t describe this immense feeling i have for you and your hard work. i love you so much my dereast y/n. i can’t wait to celebrate more moments like this with you 🖤🤍
comments:
ynusername: brb… crying because ilysm 😔🖤
↪️ judebellingham: i love you darling, never forget it xx
camavinga: only took you two three months when we already knew
gioreyna: literally HOW?
jobebellingham: run when you can y/n
↪️ ynusername: trust me i tried but this one is not so bad
↪️ judebellingham: this one is crazy after i spoiled you again…
username79: jude you deserve the world, come to me
user20: can’t believe how he BAGGED y/n
judefan22: so happy for our girl!
yourbestfriend: we lost her ladies
↪️ ynusername: i’m still here babes 😭😭
ynrealestfan: these pictures?? can we talk about how he has good angles?? 😩
spottedcelebrity: wow is one word to describe this couple and their ability to make our jaws drop! after recent real madrid footballer jude, posted pictures of his beautiful gf y/n on her birthday and congrats post, the couple poses together at the LV fashion paris show!
comments:
trentaa: ❤️
jennaortega: oh my god.
louisvuitton: what happens in paris…
judebellingham: look at my beautiful and sexy gf 🖤🤍
↪️ ynusername: still made at you for going shirtless and showing everyone what’s mine 😒😒
reader and jude watching jobe’s match while being all cuddled up with a blanket wrapped around them 🥹 I LOVW UR WORK SM MUAH
“i can’t believe you’d do this to me.” you murmured as you pulled the blanket closer to your body, your cheeks burning from the cold.
football has always been a huge part if your life, your father and brothers, even the boys in your school, had a huge influence on you back then. whenever you watched the boys at school or a football game with your father in the stadium, you felt your heartbeat racing, your eyes watching with so much emotion that you couldn’t describe.
now if you look back, you’d say that the only reason you liked the game was to be closer to your father and brothers, always wanting to spend as much time with them as possible. your little self back then could have never known that football would stay a huge part of your life even in the future, your boyfriend being the main reason why.
you loved to watch jude play, lived to cheer for him, feel with him and be there for every up and down. and as your relationship slowly grew, you also started to attend the games of his little brother, jobe. at first, you only ever went to watch his games with jude, not yet feeling comfortable enough to go on your own. but when jobe invited you and only you, you knew that he became a little brother to you as well and that you love to watch him play just as much. [ignoring the fact that he did it to annoy jude, but who cares]
so, whenever you weren’t in madrid visiting your boyfriend, you would go to watch jobes games, cheering on him as loud as you could. but now jude was the one visiting home, finally getting to watch his brothers game at sunderland with you.
the weather was cold, white fog appearing whenever you exhaled. you wore the thickest jacket you could find, a sunderland scarf and hat, though the cold still nibbled on your nose and cheeks. the blanket on top of your legs helps a bit, but you still wished to be inside your warm bed.
“c’mon.” jude leans closer to your, his forehead slightly bumping against the side of your head, “just like the old times, eh?”
your boyfriend looked incredibly cute in with his cute scarf and purple beanie. the tip of his nose was a pale pink, almost begging you to bop it, which you would if you were able to feel your fingertips.
“i don’t remember the old times being so, you know, fucking cold.” you grumble, hiding your nose in your scarf.
you feel jude shift beside you, his arm that was leaning against yours leaving behind a warm trace.
“what-“
before you can finish, you feel his arm around your shoulders, his own blanket now around you as well as he pulls you closer to himself, smirking down at you when he sees your wide eyes.
“better?”
his raspy voice makes you smile, nodding while you lean your head against his shoulder.
the two of you look back towards the field where you see the players running around, your eyes never leaving jobes figure.
airports and late night dates - jude bellingham x reader.
quick sum: “hi babe! can you do a story when y/n it's not a celebrity or a famous person and she has her first appereance as jude’s girlfriend in public. they are at a airport and paparazzi are very curious taking photos and shit and jude is beeing very protective with her. love you.”
wc: 2k | masterlist | jude’s masterlist
psa 🗣️: HAIII ILYSM AS WELL!! jude being a literal body guard and so protective would so be him 😔🤞🏻 added another cute scene after because bf! jude is soooo 🫂🤍!! tiny insta au at the end 😚, like always hope you enjoy!! 🤍
almost a day of traveling had completely drained you. arguing with TSA about your bags in the overhead compartment, your headphones dying on the first flight, accidentally spilling your snacks before buying them, a baby in the plane with their nonstop crying. all you wanted and looked forward to was being with jude.
almost two months without seeing him, without getting to feel his hugs or kisses, hearing him speak in person or to even smell his masculine scent. studying still in germany, your time with him was very small due to having hectic careers. you in uni while he thrived in madrid.
what you most loved and appreciated was not letting that get in the way when making plans or when together. unless it wasn’t convenient or couldn’t work. besides that he made it a priory to fly out to you when he could or you when you had time off. when you were finally together it was to make up for lost time and to be around each other at all times.
to jude:
just landed! headache is killing me i need OUT this plane right now 😑
from jude:
sorry baby! almost here though to be with me! 😉 i’ll be waiting by the baggage claim for you 🤍
to jude:
winky face emoji? really jude? you can’t even properly wink 🙄😂
from jude:
i will book the first fly out before you can even get out the plane 😒
to jude:
no pls i’m sorry! i’m just being moody today has drained me and i’m in need for water and food 😔
from jude:
no cuddles from me?
to jude:
need those especially ☹️🤍
you smiled to yourself, shutting your phone and quietly playing your music, retrieving your carry on purse and putting away any snacks away. you grabbed your small luggage in the overhead compartment, waiting a couple of seconds before slowly walking out, saying thank you and goodbye to the flight attendants.
you practically were sprinting with anticipation out to the gate and then airport to pass customs quickly. not caring if you looked like a mad woman running around. the lady at customs was sweet and fast, asking your reason for your trip and declaring anything to which you denied.
you went through TSA again, kinda annoyed of having to take everything on for a few seconds to then putting it on again. you put your shoes on quickly, grabbing your purse and luggage and ensuring you had everything before leaving. your body ran with chills and excitement, telling jude you were maybe 20 minutes away, to which he replied saying he was here.
you walked around glancing at your phone then and there to check the time and any texts from him and the airline. it was super late almost midnight when you finally were down the escalator stairs looking around for jude. you put your hood up, feeling the cool air from outside into the building causing you to get cold.
you still look around, texting jude you were finally here, debating to call him or not. your finger cling onto your bag, feeling a body behind you and whispering to your level in your ear. “looking for me?” jude whispered, making you jump and turning around. you hugged him tight, almost tearing up due to the exhaustion and seeing him again.
jude picked you up, legs coming around his waist feeling as he dugged his head into your neck and chuckling. “you’re actually here with me? been waiting for so long, you have no idea,” he said making you giggle and pleading him to put you down so you could give him a proper kiss. “does that make it real for you?”
“nope need one more for confirmation,” he joked but actually leant down to capture you in a heated and messy kiss. “not here jude… what if there is cameras?” you say between the kiss, hands resting on his face as he shook his head, “i know i know, just missed you so much,” he frowned, placing one final kiss on your head.
everyone knew jude had a gf, but they didn’t know who you were as you wanted to be private as possible. the idea of being exposed to his world just wasn’t what you wanted right now. you wanted to finish school first, and start your career before fully having to question your every move. you didn’t want to let their comment or any words to your head.
jude respected that, even so wanted to keep you private not because he didn’t want to show you off but to protect your from the constant flash here and flash there in his life. he was barely getting used to it, and he knew you couldn’t quickly adapt or liked the idea, no matter where you were.
the two of you obviously still went out in public, luckily every time you did you didn’t run into people as often or got recognized. you didn’t let that stop you from having a relationship you loved and deserved together.
“these are for you darling,” he passed you a bouquet of your favorite flowers, “and these as well,” he then retrieved some of your favorite snacks from england. he could see the glint of happiness and appreciation in your eyes, as you poured your lip and thanked him. “i have some gifts for you too, they’re in my other bag. thank you baby,” you sealed the moment with a kiss.
you walked hand and hand together to where other people waited by the baggage claim, jude bringing his arm around your waist to protect you from people who passed by in a rush or with their bags. he wore an all black outfit, with a black baseball cap on his head, looking so boyfriend than ever.
you saw a flash from the corner of your eye, looking up to see where it came from, but jude was quick to pull and hide you away. “was that?” jude answer the question with a quickly nod, “yes… idk how they’re here… i’m sorry baby-”
“it’s okay, i doubt more of them more are here. i only saw one of them,” you reassured him following as you two hid behind a pilar. “let’s pray there’s only one. i don’t know how they found me? i’ve been under the radar since my injury,” jude said frustrated, feeling your hand squeeze his to sooth the anger down a bit and showing that you were here with him.
jude grabbed your single bag, putting his hood up like you had and walked out to the car that was parked by the entrance. the driver had the trunk open helping jude with the bags when a van full with cameras proceeded to pull over and quickly flash the scene. jude whispered a small “shit” to himself, going over to you, and pulling you to his chest hiding you away as you got into the car.
you could hear the commotion and pleads to jude, then asking questions who you were, what your name was, how he was doing, about his injury. the whole encounter was making your head spin and race with nervousness, not used to the flash to your face, or the amount of people around you. you knew it came when being with jude but not like this where you were barely with him for an hour.
jude urged the driver to pull away, quickly driving away through a secret path and letting you out quick from the paparazzi. you laughed loudly, throwing your head back as jude stared at you with a face of amusement yet also confusing. “what? what are you laughing at?” he asked laughing a bit himself.
“at the fact we only thought it would be only one of them, but they had their whole crew waiting outside!” you laughed louder clapping your hands and shaking your head. the whole encounter causing a wave of emotions, and it seemed like laughing is the only thing you could do. jude laughed himself, hearing you calm down a place a kiss on the back of his hand.
“can i be honest? for some reason i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. we’re so used to being careful and having to change routes the times we go out in public together so we can’t be seen. it’s a relief because i feel like i don’t have to hide you or us away, making it real for everyone else including us, you know? at the same time it’s scary but i don’t care as king as i’m with you,” you say honestly, sighing with relief.
“only if you’re comfortable and okay with it, i only want what’s best for us and you especially, to protect you from what just happened there or for what they’ll say. once we come out you know there’s no going back,” jude reminds you. you knew this came when being with him. you shook your head and looked up at him, “i want it all with you. i’ll say it once and i’ll say it again.”
he leaned down and kissed you sweetly and softly, leaning your forehead together before he told another joke, “well that’s having a real madrid player as a boyfriend for you.” you rolled your eyes playfully, kissing his forehead and focused in front to the road.
“you hungry?”
“starving,” you moaned, hearing your stomach grumble at the thought of some food. “we can pass buy to get the street pizza and churros with chocolate you love dearly?" he offered making you shake your head yes quickly. "please! i will love you forever!"
he sided eyed you giving you a look, telling the driver who took a detour, arriving in less than ten minutes. he ordered for you, getting recognized immediately by the guy who almost jumped up and down happily. jude also asked the driver if they wanted anything since they were out for a while, to which they said yes.
"don't you dare," you warned, eyes widening at him reaching for your churros and chocolate, "excuse me? i literally got you these?" he defended not caring and dipping the warm churro into the chocolate sauce. "mhm so good, taste better when it's not yours," he attempted to wink which made you burst into fits of laughter. "leave me alone!" he wailed at you making fun of him.
jude thanked the worker, bringing your food to the table, which smelled like warm bread and pizza. you quickly opened the box, taking a sip from your drink and not wasting time to eat. jude watched with entertainment at how you enjoyed and devoured the street food. taking a picture to have for memories later on.
the two of you spoke quietly as you ate, talking about your eventful day, the lady at TSA who almost didn't let you on the flight, his successful training and photo shoot for the team, the story behind the flowers, the paparazzi and how you would maneuver once the headline was out.
once you were at his house, you wasted no time and got into the shower, unpacking some of your pj's but jude offered his clothes because he loved when you wore them. it didn't get any better than this. cuddled up in his bed, finally together after so long. he spoke quietly to you, knowing how his voiced soothed and made you go to sleep peacefully.
for the first time after many nights, jude slept safe and sound, knowing that if you were;t next to him, he wouldn't be able to sleep as well when with you. his fingertips raked along your skin, then slowly stopped as he fell asleep as well. "you have no idea how much i love you. wish you were with me always, goodnight my pretty girl, sweet dreams, only if I'm in them..."
"jude. i love you too. but, shut up or i swear i'll sleep in the next room..."
spottedcelebrity: your goldenboy seen recently at the airport but with his apparent long lost lover. recent rumors and dms say that these two have been together since he was at Dortmund, that she has been also seen at games and the real Madrid new years party. any thoughts? stay tuned for our early 9am show for more details on this couple...
comments:
user385: NO WAY. WHAT ON EARTH?
user273: this is what it took to see her? the paparazzi? really hope this won't affect them :(
thesun: 👀
username874: i've seen her at his award ceremony back last year... this isn't tea we've been knowing he has a gf.
popculture: those pics? 👀
username85: oh lord... this is just the start, hope they're okay, saw the video and she looked super scared, jude even more concerned but for her...
↪️ user09: the way he pulled her into his chest to protect her? he is so boyfriend!!!
the fact that he still put on a smile and took the time to take pics with the fans and sign autographs after all that happened at the end of the game oh jude bellingham the man that you are i cry everyday bc of you
i went mia and deleted my blog a few days ago, and i surely do not regret doing so. the entire thing with anons being so rude & weird about me writing for another player was so fkn stupid. i’d mostly ignore and delete any mean asks i got but some of those were so obnoxious that i’d get in a mood to fight them bcs how’re u gonna tell me what to do & what not to do on my own blog ?? i do realize the more mature thing to do would’ve been to not interact with those anons at all, but it had gotten really frustrating for me at that point. i turned anon asks off that day because i was getting a series of awful asks after i had responded to the ones accusing me of “not liking jude anymore” just bcs i write for levi. prior to the me-writing-for-levi fiasco, i’ve had anons being horrible to me over other various things like me openly expressing how i felt about a certain artist (which i only shared my opinion on bcs i was literally asked about it??). stuff like this happening pissed me off so badly and i knew at that moment that i needed time off this app because it was just so unbelievably stupid, toxic and surely not the type of energy i needed on somewhere i posted for entertainment and silly goofy purposes. i thought about deleting my blog, but i decided i was just gonna log off for a bit and use my side blog “@w1ntsy”—which some of u may or may not know. i followed all my mutuals there but some of u may not be aware of this since i was not at all active on that blog bcs i only ever used my main(judethluvr). i figured i could still read fics and interact with my mutuals from there for as long as i took a break from my main, and i even made a shady little post about finally being able to catch a break on there. following that, i got a really creepy & disturbing anon ask on there—keep in mind this is my side blog!! i have not mentioned this blog on my main, but i did have a tag that read “judethluvr’s priv” on my side blog. i was rlly fkn weirded out because if this person followed me to my side blog, then they surely did some intensive stalking to figure that this blog belonged to me. and the asks i received there were disturbing and concerning my privacy. i was always very selective about what i shared on my main blog. the most you guys knew about me was my age, couple of my interests, and whatever i included in my bio. i’ve never disclosed my real name on my blog, and i did not go by a name either—i only used the initial ‘s’. and i have spoken about where i’m from a few times while casual chatting with anons, but even then i’d go back and delete those *responded* asks bcs i felt uncomfortable leaving up information regarding my privacy. the ask i received on my side blog rlly spooked me out and was the ultimate reason why i entirely decided to deactivate both of my blogs and take a break off tumblr. i wasn’t sure if i even wanted to return tbh, and i have been occupied with exams this past week so it helped me stop overthinking it and focus more on my irl matters which are far more important. another reason why i don’t regret deleting my blog is because the entire period i’ve had the judethluvr account—it’s always been based around jude and i had followers nearing a very large number of 3k; which were all very likely following me for jude content. so i understood to some extent that people expected jude based content from me, almost all the time—and it eventually lead to me feeling like there was a restriction when it came to the stuff that i should post on my blog (which was not a nice feeling at all! u should feel free to post/share whatever content u enjoy on ur blog). i really do enjoy writing + reading, and though on one side there’s my handful of bad experiences on tumblr—i’m so happy to have come across my mutuals whom are very talented and lovely people <3
i think what i really needed was to start anew and create a space where i can blog about all my interests without anyone handing me shit for that. so that’s exactly what i’m hoping for with a fresh start. i’m not gonna get back into writing for a while though, which means no fics and no player/character thoughts. i still have ongoing exams + i would like to have my focus set on irl which i obviously prioritize more. i’ll still be here though, reading fics & reblogging stuff.
summary: after arriving home late for the past few nights, you've had it. he plans to make up for it.
pairings: jude bellingham x fem!reader
note: if there's any errors, please forgive me 🙏🏽
it has been three nights in a row jude has been arriving home too late and you were truly fed up with him. tonight was final and you have had enough, instantly making the decision that you were going to sleep in one of the guest rooms tonight.
after exiting out the living room, completely done waiting for him come home, you head to the master bedroom you both shared and took your shower materials, skin and mouth care, and tonight's pjs and made your way to one of the guest bedrooms.
as you walked in and closed the door behind you, you start tearing to the thought that you have no idea where your boyfriend is at this time of night. you can't locate him because his cellphone is somehow always off. you called him out before about his phone being off during the night, but he rebuttals, saying it's a habit. what he can't understand is that it's terrible and unsafe. and to make matters worse, you have no idea what he could be doing right now.
you slowly made your way to the bathroom, you took off your clothes and walked inside the shower, immediately starting to overthink. "could he be cheating on me? have i done something wrong? is he no longer in love with me?"
you're tears continue to spill, borderline overflowing as the warm water hits your luscious soft skin. the same skin jude says he can't keep his hands off.
...
"damn where are my keys" jude mumbles to himself while digging in his pocket, messily searching for the house keys. after successfully finding them, he makes his way inside and sighs extremely loud followed by a yell "y/n baby im home" he says, looking all throughout the main floor, not seeing you in sight.
"y/n? y/n baby you upstairs?" he says dropping his wallet at the mini table placed by the front of the door alongside his keys. he then assumed you were probably asleep.
he goes upstairs and enters the shared room only to notice you're not there. "what?" he mumbles.
...
you turn off the shower water and stepped on the mat and hear loud noises coming from downstairs. "his dumbass came back" you say as you dry yourself up lightly so you can moisturize. you then spent a good few minutes doing your skincare as part of your night routine and wore your pajamas for the night: a matching two piece; dark navy blue short sleeves with shorts.
you turn off the lights in the restroom and walked into the room and sat on the bed. you heard him downstairs calling your name but you ignored. loudly, you heard him walk up the stairs, still hearing him calling you. quickly you got into the covers and tried to force yourself to sleep as fast as you could so he couldn't talk to you. if there's on thing you knew, jude doesn't like to bother you when your sleep. tonight definitely wasn't the night to communicate about anything.
"babe?" he walks out of the shared room and checks the other rooms to see if you're in there doing something. "y/n? come on, you hear me calling you. don't scare me now" he says laughing mid sentence. finally after what felt like a long quest, he fully opens the halfway opened door in one of the guest rooms you were sleeping in.
he walks a few steps inside the room and noticed you were sleeping soundly. he was very confused as to why you were sleeping there, but he didn't want to wake you up. he walks up closer and sits on the edge of the bed and removes parts of the covers of your face. softly, he plants small kisses on your forehead and tells you goodnight followed by a gentle hand hold, giving it kisses as well. he gently moves some of the hair off your head and wipes off little sweat droplets that were stationed on your forehead. he followed it with a caress on the side of your head, stroking your head for sometime.
his thumbs your forehead slowly moving from the top to the ends of your eyebrow a few times. "goodnight my baby" he says before getting up to go shower. after his shower he then decides to sleep in the same bed as you. as he climbed onto the bed he softly kisses your forehead again and slithers his arms right over you and plants small neck kisses before he goes sound asleep. what he doesn't know is that he is going to get it the next morning.
it was the next morning, and you were awaken up to the sun beaming directly onto your face, luminating all around the guest room. you start to stretch lightly but you felt a heavy arm laying right on the middle of your torso. you turned your head to the right to then find out it was jude, who was sound asleep. you had no idea he was sleeping in the same bed as you, but you also know how he is about sleeping alone.
you looked at him in awe but you were still angry. without waking him up, you slowly try to make your way out of the bed which turned out to be a failed attempt. as you were trying, he starts to move slowly and wakes up himself. as he was waking up, he stretches with all his might and grunts deeply as a result of his stretches. he looks over at you to see you awake and starts throws a week smile.
"good morning baby" he says as little as a whisper. his deep morning raspy voice was something you loved to hear every morning. you didn't say anything back and got out of bed. you walked straight into the bathroom.
moments after, you closed the restroom door behind you after you used it and saw jude sitting on his bed confused as to why you ignored him but still didn't think anything of it. he tried to continue talking to you but he noticed how short your responses were.
"hey, how'd you sleep" he says, rubbing his eyes halfway through his sentence.
"good" you say as cold and quick as you could. you were heading your way out the room then hearing him say something. you didn't quite catch what he was trying to say since you left.
"why do you slee- y/n?" it caught him by surprise to see you leaving the room while he was trying to start conversation with you.
"what is her problem, man" he says to himself.
he slowly walked himself back into the master bedroom to brush his teeth, as he stuff was still in there. he knew she was upset about something but had no idea why. he thought about it for a while brushing his teeth. after finishing up, he starts to talk to himself, gathering clues.
"i came home, she wasn't in the living room. she usually waits for me to come home. i came probably around 3:00 - 3:30 in the mor- wait." he says with a smile. "damn, i did come late. she's probably mad at that" he says slowly walking his way out the restroom, stroking the hairs on his chin.
lately he has have been arriving home at a later time hanging out with some of his friends. you know he hangs out with them and you obviously have no issue with that, it's just he comes home so late it leaves you thinking what he truly could be doing. he always says has been trying to come home early but time just flies by fast.
jude goes into his side of your shared closet and picks up a white sleeveless shirt and grey sweats. he knows he has to apologize. but this time, probably a little bit more than just an apology.
he goes downstairs and sees that you're in the kitchen waiting for the coffee maker to finish preparing. you yawn and stretch simultaneously, still so tired from staying up so late waiting for jude to come home.
jude slowly makes his way up to you. "still tired baby?" he asks, sneaking his arms around your waist. you lazily removes his arms without using a lot of your energy.
"jude, please not right now." you says sternly.
"listen babe, i know your mad at me. let me make it up to you please" he says turning you around so you both can see each other face to face.
"how. you came home late after i told you not to the last 3 times. why are you always coming home so late?" you say trying to not make eye contact with him, still speaking in a soft tone. you didn't want to yell. you wanted to keep your composure.
"i know i have and im sorr-" he got cut off.
"just saying sorry isn't going to cut it. you didn't even have your location on. something bad could've happened" you say starting to choke up towards the end of your sentence.
"babe no, stop please" he says then embracing you into his arms, trying to prevent you from crying. at that moment, he felt terrible. it was his fault. immediately, he knew he had to do something to make you feel better. to forgive him.
"i don't like that at all" you say into his chest, not reciprocating his hug, hardly crying. he holds you for a few more seconds until the coffee maker was finished. you slightly removed yourself from him and got a cup of coffee ready for yourself then went back upstairs to your shared bedroom to get yourself ready for work.
after getting yourself together, you threw on a white buttoned up long sleeved blouse with a white vest to go on top. then wore skinny jeans with some white pumps. you then threw on your gray dior saddle bag to go along with the outfit.
you saw that he was still downstairs, getting ready to come upstairs do go to great ready for training.
he saw you come down stairs getting ready to leave. you were headed off to work to do some photoshoots for the upcoming miu miu fall campaign.
you made your way to the door. "i'll see you later. love you" you say softly before you head your way. you were still upset but you swore you'll never leave his sight without reminding to jude you love him. it's just something you wouldn't do. however, no kisses were given.
"i love you too baby" he says as well, but knew you were still upset. you closed the front door after hearing him.
...
"alright see you all later" he says leaving training, heading to his car. he facetimes you as he drives home since its something he always does after work.
after a few rings, you pick up the call. "hey baby" he says. "how's your day been? i missed you and was thinking about you all day" he said sincerely. "since the moment you left the house until now i just couldn't stop thinking about you." he says as his eyes were glued onto to the road.
suddenly he remembered he had orchestrated a plan while he was at training. " oh and i'll be home later than normal, but it will be worth it just wait for me okay?" he said looking at you on the call while the light was red.
"oh so you're still coming late huh?" you say rhetorically. "trust me, i'm not hanging out with nobody, i'm just picking up some stuff i remembered"
"ok" you said softly. "come home soon. or i will never talk to you again" you say. "now hang up and pay attention to the road please so you can actually come home" you say jokingly but serious.
"haha alright, i love you" he laughs
"love you" you say. you hang up the call and get ready to make dinner.
...
time passes and jude arrives home with a bouquet and a gift in his hands. it wasn't too long ago he said he'd come home a little late so he's not getting in trouble again tonight. he sees that you made dinner and left him a plate. he smiles warmly because no matter the circumstance, you will no matter what, will always cook for him. he knows you does this because you love him. he quickly ate it since he was so hungry. i mean you are a great cook after all.
after dinner, he notices that you are not in the living room. he goes upstairs with the flowers and the mini gift bag he has in his hands and enters the shared room and sees that you are in the main restroom. he gets excited because that means you're probably sleeping back in the main room. he places the flowers and the gift on the nightstand and hears the shower start to run. he slowly makes his way and opens the restroom door.
out of impulse, he undresses himself and goes inside. you are aware but intentionally not paying any attention. he goes up to you and wraps his muscular arms around you, placing long kisses onto your neck.
"i've missed you today baby" he says in a whisper directly over your ear. he continues to show you affection and you secretly enjoy. you turn around facing him, your noses practically touching each other. you're still sad, not showing him any smiles. he then places small yet lingering kisses onto you lips. you reciprocate.
"lets shower quickly. we can't be in here too long" you say in a whisper. he nods, still not letting you go.
moments later, the shower ends and you both start wearing your pjs. he throws on a white tee and grey sweats and you grab your silk pjs with a lingere set to wear underneath. he finishes getting ready and waits and watches you put on your clothes.
he watches you put on your panties, followed by your bra. you looked up at him insinuating to help you fasten your bra. he makes his way up and helps you. you then get ready to put on your silk pjs over, jude stops you. "i don't want you to wear this," he says pressed behind her back.
"and why is that?" you says obviously knowing why. "you know why baby. if you wear that to bed im gonna take them off" he's says in your ear, making you chuckle. "jude stop. i'm still mad i shouldn't even be talking to you" you say, moving him away from you, finishing wearing your clothes.
jude laughs and exits himself out and leaves you to do your skin care. as you finish and make your way out, you find him standing with a bouquet of white and pink roses infused together with a small gift.
you started to smile and follow it with a soft giggle. "jude what are you doing!? are those for me?" you say, taking small shy steps at a time towards him.
"yes baby, everything i do is for you" he said sincerely. he gave you the gorgeous flowers and you impulsively smelled them. you adored them so much. you placed the roses on the nightstand and made your way back to gave him a much needed hug. a hug you've been wanting to feel and be engulfed in all day. he reciprocates and wraps his arms tightly around you, pulling you in closer. you were practically protected in his embrace.
there hasn't been a day where you both haven't had any physical affection when you're with each other and if it were to be the case, it was something you truly hated. even during arguments, you both find ways to be physical with each other. whether it be a quick kiss before departing or small instances when you both are alone sitting in forced quiet watching a movie, your hands magically find it's way to each other and stay intertwined throughout the movie.
"i love you" you say into his chest teary eyed. you knew you couldn't stay mad at him, even though what he did was valid enough for you to be upset at him. "baby, i also have a gift for you" he states. you looked up at him smiling. "and what would that be?" you say back, titling your head, showing him a cheeky smile.
"before i give it to you, i just want to let you know that i'm sorry for what i have done. i never met to make you upset. it kills me to even see you upset. i should've came home earlier from hanging out with the guys. i don't want to ever make you mad. i know that buying things isn't going change anything. i have to act on it and change my ways. you know i will do anything for you so i promise you baby..." he says coming up closer to you with his hands on your cheek "i will never make you mad again. i'm home on time again and if i come home later i will always let you know" he said sincerely, not breaking eye contact with you, making sure you knew he was sincere.
"and that's all i wanted" you said happily. "please also make sure your phone is on babe" you said in full seriousness. "i promise" he complies with a soft smile.
"now you can open the gift baby." you excitedly look inside the gift bag and see two jewelry boxes that were bought from van cleef and arpels. "oh my god jude" you say in shock, not loosing focus to the velvet sage boxes. you open both to find a pink and white bracelet and the vintage alhambra diamond bracelet.
"oh my god" you say as your eyes widened. "no way these are so expensive baby" you said looking at him. "and i can afford it. anything for my girl" he said smiling pulling you closer to him. you places the bracelets on your nightstand. you make your way back to him and wrap your arms around his neck in pure happiness. "you're the best baby" you tell him. "mhmm" he replies in a deep hum, placing his hands down your lower back. "i know" he responds softly on top of your lips and kissed you passionately.
the night ended with you both spending the night together entangled in pure passionate intimacy, a totally different night than last nights.
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