Passive

[judoutai]

Isn’t it odd? These people. 

They look at me and call me their hope

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﹍﹎ ░░ ⌘ ❝…!!! Uuu…Y-Y-You…you really mean that…? You really think that–? That’s…really sweet–I’ve, uh, I’ve never had anyone tell me something quite like that…ever. 

I should be saying that…to you, I think. Whenever I’m with you, I feel happy and I hope we’ll be able to make it out together.

Maybe we will, or–maybe you will, rather. My attempts at retrieving any prizes are usually futile. And I feel bad for being so picky–I should be grateful at being able to get anything at all, huh…? ❞ 

[judoutai]

O-of course, I love you a whole lot so..Yeah I really do mean it. It’s hard to believe someone hasn’t told you something close to that really, you d-deserve it.

I’ll make sure we get out of here together, I promise to p-protect you whenever I can. It might be hard though, I am kind of weak in the muscle department.

It’s not bad to be picky! S-some of the prizes in there aren’t very flattering to have. For some reason there’s an actual whip in there, not to mention a host of other odd t-things. 

[fxkawatouko-blog]

Yep, that’s just disappointing. Syo blinks once, twice, and snorts to herald in a particularly harsh peal of laughter at his expense. You weren’t jokin’! I mean, of course you weren’t– you couldn’t tell a lie if your life depended on it!– but c’mon! Paaaathetic! If a broken nose is all you have to show for trying, then you’re not trying hard enough! You’n’me both have weak little arms, but that’s not an excuse, either! C’mon, wind it up! Get ready for the real deal! The real deal is Syo rolling her shoulders and in one fluid motion taking aim and letting her scissors fly. They embed themselves in the target, inches away from dead center.

[judoutai]

I-I’d say I tried hard enough. I wouldn’t have wanted to break a-anything else really. I’m lucky it didn’t just take my nose completely off considering how f-fast it was shooting. I still would rather we do s-something else and not this but..

He goes to remove the scissors from the wall, attempting to roll his shoulders just like Syo did. Taking an extraordinarily long time to line up his shot he lets it rip and it seems as if his luck kicks in. The scissors hit dead center, and Naegi is sitting there gaping at them.

I-I, um..I think that was b-beginners luck? I swear I’ve never thrown them before.

[judoutai]

Isn’t it odd? These people. 

They look at me and call me their hope

[kamukuraizuru]

       You asked if I’ve been doing well and I already said that I’m not.         I don’t know how much clearer you want me to be. 

        No one’s been doing anything other than trying to pretend I don’t exist.         You don’t actually think anyone would bother me, do you?         Are you only here for another round of mundane questions?         If so, I’ll make this easier for you: 

        I’m not going to be rehabilitated because there’s nothing for me to recover from.          I will always believe that what you did is wrong and that everyone who went into         the simulation should be dead.          You coming here is pointless because my answers will never change so if you         want to see progress and motivate yourself to build up a society that will           inevitably collapse again, check up on someone else.

[judoutai]

Well it’s been proven you consider a-a lot of the things I say mundane. I really am just coming to talk to you, but- Hmm..

I think..You’re still looking through with p-pessimistic glasses acting as if it’s realism. People can change Kamukura-san, even if you don’t believe it. I sacrificed a lot to even get this technology set up and I’m not the type of person to work on obvious lost causes. All of the despair members can be..Rehabilitated, it just takes a guiding hand, someone who genuinely works for hope.

Besides. you are stuck here and I think it’d be better to m-make the most of it instead of sitting in solitude. I’m sure even you can get a-antsy when you spend days doing the equivalent of nothing whatsoever. W-we could even visit somewhere together..If you’d like?

[fxkawatouko-blog]

What’s this? You spew out all that friendship and spending time crap and then suddenly get cold feet?! C’mon, you’re never gonna reach Jump levels at this rate– you’re putting me to sleep! There worst that could happen is one of us loses an eye, and I’ve got glasses, so what’s your excuse? Ohohoh!

[judoutai]

W-when I asked to spend time I didn’t think it’d mean me proving what an awful through I am. B-but if you’d like me too I guess I could try.

He holds his breath and clutches the scissors in his hand, throwing them aaand completely missing his mark. Watching them stick into the wall with mild disappointment.

I-I told you I’d miss. I’m not very lucky with these things, one time I tried to catch a baseball and it smacked me right in the nose, I-I had to go to the h-hospital. I’m sure I could get better with time though..If that’s any consolation for myself.

[judoutai]

A-Are...you an angle of less than thirty degrees...? Because you're acute! ✦

Y-You really are the best.

[r-romancier-blog]

…Oh.

    [ her grin fell, leaving a frown of resentment in its wake. she wasn’t     necessarily fond of thinking about that, really; the boy who had done her     such wrong was not a fond memory at all. ]

U– Um… well… there was… a b– boy. H– He and I… we’d b– been friends for a while, a– and he… told me he w– was moving away; I felt m– my chest tighten… and I r– realized I was in love with h– him.

I wrote him… a l– love letter.

The… The day before he m– moved, he posted it on the b– bulletin board. I f– found out he hated me, and a– all the other kids would m– make fun of him for h– hanging around me all the time…

…but m– my teacher saw it. She said I had a w– way with words. S– So… I kept writing.

   [ she clutched her hair, closing her eyes, her frown widening significantly;    a groan slipped through thin lips, her bitterness rather evident. ]

Nnh…! H– How dare you make me remember s– something like th– that…! I’ll n– never forgive you for that…!

[judoutai]

I-I’m sorry I had no idea! I figured it was a bit of a happy memory, b-but if you got good enough to be super high school level doesn’t that mean you..Enjoyed it at least in some capacity?

I have seen your books around stores before and read a few pages and you really do seem like you put your heart into it. Authors always talk about how there’s a little..Piece of them in their stories, like they’re connected to them. T-that’s what I’d see on interviews and stuff like that. So d-doesn’t that also apply to you?

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﹍﹎ ░░ ⌘ ❝ Eh? Never…anything for yourself…? That’s really generous of you, Naegi-kun…ehe. Always thinking of the others like that, but really–you don’t need to worry about me–I saw, ah, Kuwata-kun had won a shirt, so I was wondering if there are multiples… hm… It is a rather large machine, after all–do you think we’ll ever be able to collect all of the prizes, Naegi-kun? ❞

[judoutai]

It’s not me worrying about you, I know you can handle things o-on your own but..Hum, think of it as an e-early anniversary present! For being the best girlfriend I could ask for, I really do feel lucky when I look at you.

I g-got a bit sappy there but, if we try hard enough maybe we can. Though I don’t think I’d know what to do with some of the prizes in there. Maybe just put them on a shelf as a collectible?

[aviself]

*gently headbutts u in the shoulder to show affection*

[lesbiugh]

*absentmindedly pats your entire face to acknowledge affection received*

[kamukuraizuru]

     ❝ I’m aware. And the answer is no. Every time. To everything.         The recovery you’re looking for in me will always be non-existent         and I’m sure you know that by now; almost everyone does.         There’s no point in coming here unless you’re going to kill me         or letting me know that someone else is going to. ❞

       His efforts have stepped beyond tiresome and into outright aggravating; checking up on them is time wasted when there are others within the same building who actually seek a futile improvement in order to live in an already far past gone society.

[judoutai]

I w-wouldn’t say no point.

Quite honestly I knew none of the therapy was really affecting you. You may know or you may not b-but I’m kind of on probation for what I did to help you guys. I simply followed the required questions that I must ask every time I visit y-you. 

With that he sighs and his face morphs from “official business” to a casual smile. He knows Kamukura isn’t the most receptive but it doesn’t keep him from trying.

A-ah, how have you been doing on this island? I know you aren’t exactly thrilled having to stay here but I h-hope no one’s given you a hard time.

[judoutai]

Starter Call 

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       ❝ We need to find out if he’s talking with the others        to see if he said anything different to them.  Writing        this off as a trivial matter may result in the death of        one of our friends. We can’t afford to lose anybody        else. ❞

[judoutai]

I g-guess so. I d-do find it kind of odd how he continues to bother me though. It’s not l-like i’m planning to kill everyone and I never will. He’s barking up the wrong tree, though..Y-yeah asking the others about this sounds like a good idea. But where should we s-start?

[judoutai]

HEY, NAEGI-KUN, YOU SHOULD EAT MY ASS

Go to bed.

[judoutai]

hey naegi-kun, you should eat my ass

Please go to bed.

[judoutai]

K-Kamukura-san? 

He’s deliberately saved this one for last, he saw progress in all the other remnants. It seemed as if any lingering anger towards the foundation simply had to do with still being stuck on the island.  He’s deliberately saved this one for last, yes, and it’s because he knows he won’t like what he sees.

I’ve come here to talk to you. O-on my own time. Have you been doing well? Have you warmed up to any of your classmates or felt any change in yourself? I’m required to ask this every time I visit you.

[judoutai]

Isn’t it odd? These people. 

They look at me and call me their hope