Let it be @julian-pearce - Tumblr Blog

I haven't been good at balancing work and school lately..

Text to Eli

Eli: He's a great guy, and you are too when you're not being an asshole. If you get hurt, you get hurt dude..it's part of life.

Julian: Take care of yourself Eli.

Text to Eli

Julian: Shut up.

Eli: That's a shitty and lonely way to live.

Julian: Well it's my life to live.

Text to Eli

Julian: Don't you dare talk about him, ever.

Eli: Do you think if you let Noah in, if you let yourself like him, that he'll die the way Lucas did?

Julian: Shut up.

Text to Eli

Julian: He's fine with it, so I wouldn't even worry about him. I doubt he will remember me in a year.

Eli: Do you think Lucas would want you to use him as an excuse to be an asshole? To be alone and push people who are..really fucking awesome, away?

Julian: Don't you dare talk about him, ever.

Text to Eli

Julian: Yes that's me, don't worry I plan to.

Eli: Good.

Julian: He's fine with it, so I wouldn't even worry about him. I doubt he will remember me in a year.

Text to Eli

Julian: It's not like that, I can't survive losing someone else. He was the only person I ever cared about or loved. I lost him, I'm numb, and Noah deserves more than me.

Eli: So you're a pussy, alright, well stay far away from him, if you're such an asshole.

Julian: Yes that's me, don't worry I plan to.

Text to Eli

Julian: I would never hurt anyone again.

Eli: So you hurt Noah so you wouldn't hurt him. Do you know how stupid that sounds? So you're scared to fall for someone I get it, but you don't..do what you did and just treat him like shit.

Julian: It's not like that, I can't survive losing someone else. He was the only person I ever cared about or loved. I lost him, I'm numb, and Noah deserves more than me.