Julien Grey.

(.-Petrichor and Reign-.) ...Synesthetic Transmissions From Julien Grey... ...Ego sum Pluribus... ...Ego sum Lusus Naturae, et Fractus sum... ... "Us".

[julien-grey]

Open hearts, open mind

A lot depends on what we say

Afraid to say things the wrong way

But I believe you, I can feel you now

Breathing slow, you seem to so still

Never before in my life have I felt

The way I did tonight when I knelt

Before you, there's a light in you

If beauty's skin deep

Then your skin is made of glass

Oh, mother Earth, please hear me

We may never learn from the past

If beauty's skin deep

Then your skin is made of glass

Oh, mother Earth, please hear me

We may never learn from the past

If beauty is skin deep

Then your skin is made of glass

Oh, mother Earth, please hear me

We may never learn from the past

This is the beginning of the end

This is the beginning of the end

This is the beginning of the end

This is the beginning

[julien-grey]

Uh-uh, uh-uh

Uh-uh, yeah, ah

Got my-, move

Get the fuck out my (way, bitch)

Get the fuck out my way, bitch (uh)

Get the fuck out my way, bitch

Get the fuck out my way, bitch (move)

Get the fuck out my way

Move, bitch, get out the way

If you plan on heavy steppin', girl, you better chassé

Peter Piper pimpin' poker, call me Mrs. Parlay

And I'm carryin' these bitches like my period late

Why you say I do that shit when I didn't do that shit?

Pull up lookin' like a lick, then I sped off in a Benz

Victoria's Secret, she in lingerie and shit

Two feet, kickin' shit, we on lean just doin' shit

(oh yeah)

Get the fuck out my way, bitch (uh)

Get the fuck out my way, bitch (move)

Get the fuck out my way, bitch (move, ooh)

Get the fuck out my way (bitch)

Pussy bitch, get thee fuck, get the whip, my Bentley truck

Pussy ho keep startin' shit, Blicky make her dive and duck

Blicky make her dive and duck, extendo make her hokey-po

Line these pussy bitches up and make 'em do the do-si-do

Go on, bitch, I got the clip and the banana, two-tone, bitch

I feel like Thanos in this bitch, I'm too stoned, bitch

I be like, fft, fft, fft, fft, then I'm gone, bitch

I be like, fft, then I'm gone

Higher than a drone, pussy ho, leave me alone

I be on these bitches minds, in they heads just like a comb

I'm too grown, I'm too on, I'm too rich, and I'm too stoned

What the fuck is you on? Get the fuck out my home, uh, yeah

Get the fuck out my way, bitch (uh-huh)

Get the fuck out my way, bitch (move)

Get the fuck out my way, bitch (move, bitch)

Get the fuck out my way

Bitch, move, bitch, scram, I go apeshit, I go ham

Swear I fuck me up a bitch, swear I fight me up a man

Talkin' shit on Instagram, see me and start stutterin'

I'll stomp a bitch out in my fancy Timberlands

I'm drinking porn-star martinis

In my itsy-bitsy, teeny-weeny, yellow polka dot bikini

You wanna be me, you can't be me

Hoes give me the heebie-jeebies, hoes give me the

(uh)

I don't wanna mingle, you know what to do when you see me

No, I'm serious, though (yo)

Get the fuck out my way, bitch (uh-huh)

Get the fuck out my way, bitch (move)

Get the fuck out my way, bitch (move, ooh)

Get the fuck out my way (bitch)

[julien-grey]

Clutch got the big Mac, better get back

Forcing my hand, aim steady, with the click-clack

Raid off the rip that, pants tripp trap

Running these bands, throwing hands if you're with that

Shake from the kick back, better get back

Targets align, sight set from the hip strap

Fold, seen the chip stack

Couldn't grip that

Shatter, ascend, 'til the end, feel the end!

Sent to, destroy you

Man down, zar put an end to

Lead flew, right into

Your crown, Glock will reset you

Tread through, my steel blue

Four pound, chewed like a senzu

Press who? Won't let you

Stand ground, bells sound

They, will lose

Off rip, Glock spit

Blade, I use

Gothic, toxic

Lay, the fuse

Bomb shit, Islam shit

Made, the news

Mop shit from off ship!

Clutch got the big Mac, better get back

Forcing my hand, aim steady, with the click-clack

Raid off the rip that, pants tripp trap

Running these bands, throwing hands if you're with that

Shake from the kick back, better get back

Targets align, sight set from the hip strap

Fold, seen the chip stack

Couldn't grip that

Shatter, ascend, 'til the end, feel the end!

Yo one time, ayo, yo

Is Ann Bello on the street?

'Cause that sound like wack

'Cause if you see me in New York you see me making my stacks

And if you see me in LA you see me taking my jack

And I'm thinking all that you niggas feel about that be careful

This rap shit it will get to your head

Now you're screaming fuck the police when you're scared of them

Here's the truth love your enemies and hate your friends

Your enemies remain the same your friends always change

[julien-grey]

What is it that you are doing here?

I know, I don't know

What is it that you are doing my dear?

I know, I don't know

I am gonna follow you tonight

All the way, all the way home

I am gonna find you in the night

All the way, all the way home

...

You see me you see a stranger

I see you I see danger

Pain, always pain

Pain, always pain

...

Pain

Breaks the rhythm

Breaks the rhythm

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Pain, pain

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Pain, pain

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Pain, pain

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Pain, pain

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Pain, pain

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Pain, pain

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Pain, pain

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Pain

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Where were you when I was out of line?

I know, I don't know

You and me in your thoughts, alone

So it goes, so it goes

...

I am needing this from you tonight

Your side, your dark side

I want you to turn off the light

Your side, your dark side

Pain, I love pain

Pain, I love pain

Pain, I love pain

Pain, I love pain

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Pain

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Pain, pain

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Pain, pain

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Pain, pain

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Pain, pain

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Pain, pain

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Pain

[julien-grey]

You let me violate you

You let me desecrate you

You let me penetrate you

You let me complicate you

I broke apart my insides

(Help me) I've got no soul to sell

(Help me) the only thing that works for me

Help me get away from myself

I wanna fuck you like an animal

I wanna feel you from the inside

I wanna fuck you like an animal

My whole existence is flawed

You get me closer to God

You can have my isolation

You can have the hate that it brings

You can have my absence of faith

You can have my everything

you tear down my reason

(Help me) it's your sex I can smell

(Help me) you make me perfect

Help me become somebody else

I wanna fuck you like an animal

I wanna feel you from the inside

I wanna fuck you like an animal

My whole existence is flawed

You get me closer to God

Through every forest

Above the trees

Within my stomach

Scraped off my knees

I drink the honey

Inside your hive

You are the reason

I stay alive

[julien-grey]

So many faces overlooked

I try

Today we launch the motherload

Sky high

So many faces overlooked

I try

But I don't think we've got the proper codes

Time to wipe

Launch the wave

Multiply

Load the vein

Multiply

Launch the wave

Multiply

Load the vein

Multiply

The scale is broken

Fortifications sunken in

The flesh is borrowed

And the skin is wearing thin

The people want it

The madness of our days

Oh to be of tomorrow

After the war is said and done

After the war is said and done

After the war is said and done

[julien-grey]

I'm gonna fight 'em off

A seven nation army couldn't hold me back

They're gonna rip it off

Takin' their time right behind my back

And I'm talkin' to myself at night

Because I can't forget

Back and forth through my mind

Behind a cigarette

And the message comin' from my eyes

Says, "Leave it alone"

Don't wanna hear about it

Every single one's got a story to tell

Everyone knows about it

From the Queen of England to the Hounds of Hell

And if I catch it comin' back my way

I'm gonna serve it to you

And that ain't what you want to hear

But that's what I'll do

And the feelin' comin' from my bones

Says, "Find a home"

I'm goin' to Wichita

Far from this opera forevermore

I'm gonna work the straw

Make the sweat drip out of every pore

And I'm bleedin', and I'm bleedin', and I'm bleedin'

Right before the Lord

All the words are gonna bleed from me

And I will think no more

And the stains comin' from my blood

Tell me, "Go back home"

[julien-grey]

No reason, it's hard enough to be here

No Heaven, we die alone, there's nothing else

You fall back on your knees (it's too dramatic)

I can't sit back and watch (you're already dead)

You're sinking your teeth in

You're sinking your teeth into it (ooh-ooh)

It's reaching a limit, you just can't quit it, yeah (ooh-ooh)

(All the things that I got wrong, I was born too late for it all) yeah

(I'm free) you're free to die, I'm not gonna to stop you (ooh-ooh)

Tired of living, I'm tired of feeling like this

No Heaven, I tried, tried to forgive you

You fall back on your knees (it's too dramatic)

I can't sit back and watch (you're already dead)

You're sinking your teeth in

You're sinking your teeth into it (ooh-ooh)

It's reaching a limit, you just can't quit it, yeah (ooh-ooh)

(All the things that I got wrong, I was born too late for it all) yeah

(I'm free) you're free to die, I'm not gonna to stop you (ooh-ooh)

The same day again and there's no way out

The same every day, yeah, over and over

I know I'll do it again, I know myself by now

It's the same day again and there's no way out

Hoo-ooh (hoo-ooh)

Hoo-ooh, ooh

Hoo-ooh (hoo-ooh)

Hoo-ooh, ooh

[julien-grey]

You hold on every word I say

Pulling every time I move

You can't help it

You suffocate to keep me warm

'Cause you forget I need the cold

You can't help it

Feel so frosty, let me go

And it hurts so bad when you know it

What can you do, love?

When I run again chasing

You know it, know it

Feel so frosty, let me go

If it's a game I call, I cheated

Just what can we do, love?

It's a dance we both do and we know it

We know it, we know it,

Know it, know it

Know it all, know it all,

Know it all, know it all

Walking up the boat again

Hidden back to keep it firm

I can't help it

Struggling to keep you calm

Remember when to lose control

I can't help it

Feel so frosty, let me go

And it hurts so bad when you know it

What can you do, love?

When I run again chasing

You know it, know it

Feel so frosty, let me go

If it's a game I call, I cheated

Just what can we do, love?

It's a dance we both do and we know it

We know it, we know it,

Know it, know it

Know it all, know it all,

Know it all, know it all

When you run again, chase

When you run again, chase

It's a game I call when

What can I do love?

What can I do love?

[julien-grey]

Show me something that I've never seen

'Cause I'm lost and I need feeding

Give me things that I never had

'Cause I'm bad at seeing ahead, it's true

I'll never find another like you

Similar tone but a different hue

Could never love another like you

I've been out living it's true

But enough's enough

I'll never find another like you

I'll never find another like you

Not in this life

Covers focusing on broken skin

'Cause I'm lost and I need bleeding

Tearing paper into smithereens

And no prose or poem will do you truth

I'll never find another like you

Similar tone but a different hue

Could never love another like you

I've been out living it's true

But enough's enough

I'll never find another like you

I'll never find another like you

Not in this life

Chastise me like I'm 17

'Cause I'm stuck and I've been waiting

Free me and I will murder

'Cause I am tired of looking

For sense, it's true

I'll never find another like you

I'll never find another like you

Not in this life

[julien-grey]

Drop like that for a filthy motherfucker

Watch my eyes roll back when I pull up to the function

Yeah, just do it for the cash, gonna slow with the gun

Always want this shit to last, doesn't take like a mosquito

I don't give a fuck that I told you that I bite back

Wanna fill me up then I told you it ain't like that

If you get up in my face, I'ma hit him with a, uh

I've been out two weeks, I've been watching the nights turn black

Drop like that for a filthy motherfucker

Watch my eyes roll back when I pull up to the function

Drop like that for a filthy motherfucker

Watch my eyes roll back when I pull up to the function

Closer to me, they follow pronto

Fall back if you go so slow

I know it's a tough pill to swallow

I wonder if when I move my shadow

Takes over for me, oh, no

I don't know if she will release me

Turn back, promise that he doesn't wanna smoke

I'm fetish for president, I invite you to go low

In the back of the club, I'm on hella log to blow

Once upon a time, I killed a bitch, she's steppin' on my toes, bitch

Drop like that for a filthy motherfucker

Watch my eyes roll back when I pull up to the function

Drop like that for a filthy motherfucker

Watch my eyes roll back when I pull up to the function

Drop like that for a filthy motherfucker

Watch my eyes roll back when I pull up to the function

Drop like that for a filthy motherfucker

Watch my eyes roll back when I pull up to the function

Get back, get out my way, out my face, let me tweak it

I'm a pistol with the vigilance, I'll watch you bleed out

I'll watch you bleed out, I'll watch you bleed out

Get back, get out my face, I'll watch you bleed out

[julien-grey]

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Precious and fragile things

Need special handling

My God what have we done to you

We always tried to share

The tenderest of care

Now look what we have put you through

Things get damaged

Things get broken

I thought we'd manage

But words left unspoken

Left us so brittle

There was so little left to give

Angels with silver wings

Shouldn't know suffering

I wish I could take the pain for you

If God has a master plan

That only He understands

I hope it's your eyes He's seeing through

Things get damaged

Things get broken

I thought we'd manage

But words left unspoken

Left us so brittle

There was so little left to give

I pray you learn to trust

Have faith in both of us

And keep room in your hearts for two

Things get damaged

Things get broken

I thought we'd manage

But words left unspoken

Left us so brittle

There was so little left to give

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[julien-grey]

The solar panel's shining face

Is smiling back on me

Twisting off into the sun

It's okay to be lonely

All my missions float away

I never trained too hard

I'm so caught up in the tree of stars

Falling in my backyard

She'll always be what I can't find

She'll always be where I break down

She'll always hide behind a star

I'll always dream, she can't be far

I've got no Houston to whine down to

I've got no protocol

Gravity's so far away

Wrapped on that shrinking ball

I eclipsed my memories

Sleeping inside this pod

Patient, time will carry me

On her back without a sigh

And I won't let her down

My soul is celestial-bound

And if I'm never found

She'll always be

She'll always be what I can't find

She'll always be where I break down

She'll always hide behind a star

I'll always dream, she can't be far

She'll always be what I can't find

She'll always be where I break down

She'll always hide behind a star

I'll always dream, she can't be far

She'll always be what I can't find

She'll always be where I break down

She'll always hide behind a star

I'll always dream, she can't be far

She'll always be what I can't find

She'll always be where I break down

She'll always hide behind a star

I'll always dream, she can't be far

She'll always be what I can't find

She'll always be where I break down

She'll always hide behind a star

I'll always dream, she can't be far

[julien-grey]

You let me violate you

You let me desecrate you

You let me penetrate you

You let me complicate you

I broke apart my insides

(Help me) I've got no soul to sell

(Help me) the only thing that works for me

Help me get away from myself

I wanna fuck you like an animal

I wanna feel you from the inside

I wanna fuck you like an animal

My whole existence is flawed

You get me closer to God

You can have my isolation

You can have the hate that it brings

You can have my absence of faith

You can have my everything

you tear down my reason

(Help me) it's your sex I can smell

(Help me) you make me perfect

Help me become somebody else

I wanna fuck you like an animal

I wanna feel you from the inside

I wanna fuck you like an animal

My whole existence is flawed

You get me closer to God

Through every forest

Above the trees

Within my stomach

Scraped off my knees

I drink the honey

Inside your hive

You are the reason

I stay alive

[julien-grey]

I've heard all I need to know

Your voice in fucking echo stereo

Well this particular scenario

Looks like another all time low

Why did you go and let them in

See this is where the fun begins

You barely even pierced the skin

Just wait 'til you see what is coming

Get down on the floor

Shut the goddamn door

Been down this road before

So give me just a little, baby

We're coming back for more

Just something to get by

This is gonna last forever, baby

We'll get the other side

And we will live forever, baby

And stretch across the sky

I'll follow right behind you, baby

Hey

We are never gonna die

Everything is not okay

We lost too much along the way

The passengers arrived today

It looks as though they're here to stay

This paranoia turns to fear

Just who was whispering in your ear?

Pretending, but I know you hear

So give me just a little, baby

Just how'd we fucking end up here?

(So give me just a little, baby)

Just something to get by

(Just something to get by)

This is gonna last forever, baby

(This is gonna last forever, baby)

We'll get the other side

And we will live forever, baby

(And we will live forever, baby!)

And stretch across the sky

(And stretch across the sky)

I'll follow right behind you, baby

(I'll follow right behind you, baby!)

We are never gonna die

We're never gonna die

Stretch across the sky

How did we get so high?

Stretch across the sky

Stretch across the sky

Stretch across the sky

Stretch across the sky

Stretch across the sky

Stretch across the sky

Stretch across the sky

[julien-grey]

Brave Dreams

That Are Kindled From Ashes

Rise Out Over All The Battle Below

Spread Wings Over All That He Passes

So His Life Can Stay Immortal To His Country

All The Shades Of Green That Fall Beneath This Tree

So Let The Winds Of Change

That Rearrange The Country

Let It Also Sow A Seed Of Memory

Marlena In The Cool Satin Sashes

Spread Dreams Over The Battle Below

Bring Love With A Song As She Passes

So His Life Can Stay Immortal To The Country

And Let Every Man Aware Of Being Free

Mmm, When She Talks Of Times When Wine Is Handed To Me

From A Face That Walked Out Of A Memory

And Now That The Battle Is Done

And You Wake Up In The Morning

With The Sun Up In The Sky

Summer Never Gives You No Warning Then

Flowers Are Getting Thrown Up To Cover The Mud Up On The Line

Valleys Getting Greener And There's

Nothing But Love On Your Mind

Brave Dreams That Are Kindled From Ashes

Rise Out Over The Battle Below

Spread Wings Over All That He Passes

So His Life Can Stay Immortal To The Country

Other Shades Of The Green That Brought For Me A Victory

But The Winds Of Change

Have Rearranged This Country

Let It Also Sow A Seed Of Memory

Let It Always Sow A Seed Of Memory

Let It Always Sow A Seed Of Memory For A Long Time

[julien-grey]

The sun shines

And people forget

The spray flies as the speedboat glides

And people forget

Forget they're hiding

The girls smile

And people forget

The snow packs as the skier tracks

People forget

Forget they're hiding

Behind an eminence front

Eminence front, it's a put on

It's an eminence front

It's an eminence front, it's a put on

An eminence front

Eminence front, it's a put on

Eminence front

It's an eminence front

It's an eminence front, it's a put on

It's a put on, it's a put on, it's a put on

Come and join the party

Dress to kill

Won't you come and join the party

Dress to kill, dress to kill

Drinks flow

People forget

That big wheel spins, the hair thins

People forget

Forget they're hiding

The news slows

People forget

Their shares crash, hopes are dashed

People forget

Forget they're hiding

Behind an eminence front

An eminence front, it's a put on

It's just an eminence front

An eminence front, it's a put on

An eminence front

An eminence front, it's a put on

Eminence front

It's an eminence front, it's a put on

It's a put on, it's a put on, it's a put on

Come on join the party

Dress to

Come on join the party

Dress to

Come on join the party

Dress to

Come on join the party

Dress to kill

Dress yourself, dressed to kill

Made a move today.

- julien