juniper

wild fennel flower

[toxicremedy-deactivated20170530]

la dispute at fyf 2014 (by rachelcorinetaylor)

[defeat3rr]

i will always reblog la dispute

[june-to-juniper]

[ dear blue // i joyously sing // lost in loving // the sights of the open landscape are fitting // and life // and the fields //whispering tree-tops over the dense packed cities // my soul, the grey-brown bird // pure deliberate notes // loud in the pines and the cedars dim // the freshness // was bound in my visions // i saw the smoke // i saw the smoke ]

[june-to-juniper]

I spent four hours playing chess // hiding the queen in my own front yard // horse bones swallowed by deep ocean // abyssal plain // naked. naked in my bed // I just want to make something beautiful // light, color, or ash // I appreciate the flower // the truth is I only cried for five minutes // “please just play some nice, sweet, easy music” // wondering this whole time // should my coffee be cold or hot? // soft regrowth into tomorrow // and all I can think is 

Rosewater, touch me. 

[mylittlebookofquotes]

I loved you to the point of ruin. I loved you until my lungs were filled with ash.

Tina Tran

[june-to-juniper]

i’ve been thinking about floods and fires. the thing about humans is that we’re restless & sprawling ever outwards. the cosmos... maybe later? mankind went to the moon before we even understood the inner workings of our home planet. neglecting our own withering Earth. She is suffering while we are grasping for some universal truth... without even knowing ourselves. dwelling on the existential dread of infinity: exterior cosmos. 

the cosmos of the self, looking inward is simply star gazing. falling in love... the mutual unlocking of doors. the infinity of knowing another being. I see stardust in his eyelashes. 

8.30.16

[ I loved a certain person ardently // blood like mine // silently lovers // is it that you seek eternal love? // then separate, ethereal, // I float in the regions of my roving life // among the men picking divine signs // acknowledging none // some are baffled // but that one knows me // discover me so by faint indirection // you mean to discover you ]

[june-to-juniper]

[ vibrational blooms // peripheral fairies // goddess oak // chamomile dreams // (a promise) // refracted in tears ]

vulnerability speaks for itself 

[june-to-juniper]

7.19.16:

Now, I make my bed. I lie in it. I wish now to sleep in it. Should it matter that’s it’s empty? No other soul in it to have known t h i s insanity of life? Will I die before knowing t h i s soul? Love is a religion, solace in decay. 

[june-to-juniper]

I’ve recognized the jellyfish from my dream

[August of 2014: too dark to sea // negative spirits? no response // they are approaching the back door // three feet away, he cooks something on the stove // he helps me close the door // now in the living room // she has seen a picture before // laughs]

[oldworldgrange]

[funeral-wreath]

Portrait of Edna St. Vincent Millay by Arnold Genthe, c. 1914

[newblogisjacindaelena]

[mashamorevna]

[june-to-juniper]

yesterday I got a Sirens of Titan (with some Cosmic Drama influence) tattoo. Be. Value others' being.

[natgeofound]

[bowiepills]

[june-to-juniper]

David Bowie with his 1976 painting of Iggy Pop, Portrait of J.O. 

[coeurreveries]

[june-to-juniper]

girlpool // tom grrrl at the che cafe. Jul 31, 2014.