03/17/2020 10:17 pm
I’ve been thinking about you a lot. Passing thoughts of us have been popping up recently. It makes my chest hurt. I reflect about myself and if I’m better. Because I know I wasn’t my best self during the time I was with you. There’s times where I let my actions from before define me. I get sad. And wonder if I’m enough for the person I am with now. I share those feelings frequently so I don’t let it eat me up inside and think of myself as being small. But sometime I let myself linger in it. I broke your heart. And it broke me. We did have a lot of great moments though. I smile at those. I wonder “what if.” How are you? How has life been? I don’t get to know. But that’s okay. I’m still hoping for the best for you. In everything you do. Always.













