Usual

My space to scream out loud.

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Opinion of Happiness

Back again.

I just found that my life is more interesting early this year. Someone miracle-ly pop into my life making it more alive. Stranger became the closest-ever-person.

Happiness is that simple. But when it come to different point of view or perspective it is not that easy to calm people care a lot about you to understand how you having that kind of faith to keep it going on.

Everyone want to be live happily but how can one guarantee that which path you choose will brought you to the longest happiness?

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Hatred

I am back again with a brand new horrified title. 

I hated myself so much today (literally tonight) just bcos I forgot or just realize I was 4 mins late to fix something bad. Well it is not that bad, I guess I turn too much perfectionist.

As I promised myself that I wont sleep with a bad mood so at this moment I am trying to neutralized my mood from 0 to 10, of course toward good mood.

I am sleepy now, catch you soon! 

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Weather changes

Well as the topic, I’ve been sick for almost a week. Fatigue is one of the reasons. Felt like turning old get sick often these years. 

Hoping to get better or even get well very soon. 

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Decisions

Come to the very end there are something showing up which is abit unfair to me, my mind keep spinning till now (2 A.M). I guess I am the one who are over concerned. 

There are only two decisions which are “take it” or “leave it”. They said I have my own voice but it seems that my voice is not reachable to his ears. Or I will have my voice once I said “I’m in”.

I am trying to figure out what is the best decision for me and for him. Saying yes will burdening me but this is an experience which I will never gain it if I am not taking it right now. To thinking about the consequence I might afraid that I could not take it.

I still can’t made up my mind, things are come to the conclusion today. I will keep myself posted on next post.

Good morning and have a nice dream!

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Holiday vs Sick

Well, people (most of my friends) are having their off days during the Eid Mubarak celebration. I was very anticipating to pass this year Eid Mubarak, what not even in my mind is I get very ill. 

Heavy flu, fever and coughing here and there. Here come the hero, my savior are Panadols in red, blue and green packet. Well it was not really fun. I was having bitter rainbow candies while people are having their damn fun holidays by posting in all of my mobile app.

Every story comes to a good ending, this is the closing statement.

The good thing is that I am fully recover without even visiting doctor. So my antibody vs virus, in conclusion I myself win. VICTORIOUS!

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Happy June 2015!

Well, I think I am fully recovered from the plucking wisdom teeth last week.

Today I feel so blessed and grateful after being one of the witness for my sister marriage paperwork. There are so many great thing happened and I am just feeling things are turning better and better for me and my family.

Well in short term: “I am happy!” ;)

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Survived.

Yeah, as the title written I survived from the amazing plucking of the wisdom tooth part 1.

Took around 1 hour for the doctor get done this business. She said I suppose to remove 3 of them. I was thinking about “how am I going to eat after that?” with totally straight face shown in my mind. I think teeth at the a time is good already, I mean 2 or 3 teeth the pricing is different.

Well, the doctor looked so old, she can be my grandma I supposed. I even peeked that her bag was stored a Sudoku puzzle book and the book also wrote “anti dementia”. I was thinking that what if she really gone dementia when cut one of my sweet big wisdom teeth into 2 or 3 pieces. It might turn out became a horror story instead. 

But thanks God, everything is all right now. I survived but with half swollen face sticking on my figure for the next 1 week ahead.

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First post.

7 more mins to say Hi to tomorrow!

Yep, on tomorrow I will say good bye to my lovely wisdom teeth. Sort of nervous, not even knowing if tomorrow I will be fine or not. :(