backproblem

Yes, deadly serious lower back pain

[junniekul]

It's been nearly 3 months since i left Beppu and this morning it occurred to me that I've been missing the place. I don't miss some of the miserable times living in Japan (in general) but i sure do miss the place, the mountain, the ocean, the park, the apartment, the bunkbed, walking around the town. I sure miss that small old town! :(

[junniekul]

Vừa khóc vừa cười. Great laugh to forget reality for a while. Japanese old game shows..they just know!!!

[junniekul]

So this is it! The only thing that kept me going, no actually the only thing that kept me staying here and suffering has kinda officially ended. I have to say tho, writing a thesis, my thesis is not that hard. It just takes a lot of time to mull over old books and a handful of motivation. The only thing that makes you miserable is that you do part time most days of the week then you have this twinge of guilt every single freaking time you play candy crush (procrastination in general) instead of getting with it. Oh not to mention the legendary writer block. I just realize now I don't have the ultimate excuse for just staying home and hating myself no more..sad 😱

[junniekul]

Henna for jenna #thesisbreak (at Beppu, Japan)

[junniekul]

4 years of excessive video call without any significant amount of physical contact has finally taken its toll on me, little brother said I was just like a movie for him to watch...but for consolation I was his fav💖#courtesyofa4yearsold (at Beppu, Oita)

[junniekul]

Mah new hair 💙💜💗👑

[junniekul]

Waterfall braid by @thaong2411 Ohh wait until i throw some berry pink in there world!!

[junniekul]

Massage

So I went to this massage place today. Got some serious lower back pain, as usual, so the masseur had to kinda get on top of me (i could feel him slightly sat on my butt no jk) and it occurred to me I am paying for some men to get on top of me...things can only escalate from here oh can't wait for my glorious future...

[junniekul]

A friend told me my hair color resembled that of a galaxy (she said 宇宙) should I splash some white pain in there for the sake of detailed accuracy

[junniekul]

that time when you have to study

which is all the time when you re a college student, assignments will always be there, but you simply choose to ignore them till one day before the deadline, and you start freaking out checking in your mind where all the time has gone, and this happens every flipping single time 

so there comes a normal routine when you actually decide to get on to your work. suddenly everything else, except for finishing this damn assignment, become 1st priority, you start to feel the urge to clean your room, which you have stopped doing it since.. forever, then you feel hungry, which normally would be solved by instant ramen, now you think you deserve a fancy homemade dish which takes forever to cook, then you actually sitting in front of your computer, searching searching for information while eating something (you cant stop eating though, anything, strawberries, chocolate, even raw instant ramen…surprisingly crunchy), you decide to write a status on fb about how you are in great lack of inspiration, so ppl start comment on it, and you comment back (cuz..pttt dont be rude!) then you think you need some music to focus, so you go to youtube, and before you could notice, you are constantly clicking on new videos, one after another, then you feel tired, you take the whole thing to bed while havent stopped watching a whole bunch of crap on youtube (but if its the fluffy guy then its cool stuff!), then you felt asleep, still noticng that you havent actually written haft of a word for your assignment..you set the alarm clock for just a 30mins nap, and then the alarm goes off, you turn it off and sleep for another 2freakinghour. 

now it should be time you get on with work rite? but no! you need to go to mall to grap somehting that you have always forgotten to buy, then you eat sth there, then you get home, sit in front of your computer again, while calling your family, paiting your nails, and now writing this piece of crap. I wish the assignment topic had been the art of procastination instead of international relation-on which im a total retard!

[junniekul]

Oh my god this ll make awesomely badass tarot card

[junniekul]

This is cute, i kinda miss my dad though this would never happen, but anw..

[junniekul]

Urgggg those Japanese girls that giggle like ones in japporn =o= tell me abt it!!! *goosebumps falling all over the place*

[junniekul]

We were still talking and walking and kissing this afternoon, few hours ago and then I woke up and it felt as if it was just a dream. Now I'm confused :3

[junniekul]

I dont know abt their real intention but this one really freaked me out

[junniekul]

Look at the blue /(*o*)/Cant believe just last night the drunken typhoon was roaring outside