I just saw you latest youtube video. It was very moving and I hope you're slowly getting better. Trying not to take up space is a feeling I can relate to and burnout almost got me several times (it can be a bumpy journey).
Let me tell you that I like all your videos and the effort and thoughtfulness you put into them. I know from experience that even small animations take a lot of time. On the internet it can feel like no-one appreciates the hard work put into little things.
The pressure to always up your game with every video must be immense. Please continue making weird (and also weirder) videos, but also stick to your boundaries when it becomes too much.
Wish you all the best. <3
Thank you so much for this thoughtful message. You're right, YouTube always demands that I up my game, and that leaves little to no time to spend on those tiny details that I know most people will overlook. Over this past year I've learned how to let that pressure go, although it is a constant struggle.
Thank you again for reaching out! I will only get weirder. That is a promise and a threat. ;)