Mayday @just-another-dr0ne - Tumblr Blog

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Entry #0

#picking up a pen (entry posts)

#answering mail (asks)

#Mayday plus more (other rp blog asks/reblogs)

#actually talking (ooc posts)

GENLOSS RP BLOG

fair warning this blog covers the topics of the following:

SUICIDE

SUICIDAL IDEATIONS

DISSOCIATION

HALLUCINATIONS

among others

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Main blog: @randomstuffidkman

#actually talking

oh yay i got my phone fixed

#genlosers do rp #picking up a pen

[The voices seem to just completely ignore her question, a little too focused on what's happening to care.]

Oohhh... My turn now!

Kid, you should wait until-

[And without another care in the world, Pink runs into the front of May's brain, pretty smoothly blending in with Purple. The process is a little bit harder for Pink and May, as the May's parentified mindset clashes a bit with Pink's childish one, but eventually Pink manages to find her place in the body.]

[Eheh, welcome!]

[Pink replies with vague noises of excitement and awe, while, physically, looking over Mayday's hands in curiosity.]

[With Pink joining, the overlay changes again. Now, in addition to general reactivity, it's sort of like the world itself became a childhood memory. Everything is colorful, exciting, unknown, and the worries of responsibility and safety seem far less prominent.]

[Although, that might not be the case for long, as the rest of the Voices are also growing curious, moving closer. Blue's warning is left unheeded.]

[May feels a little more…safe. She smiles, savoring the feeling of nostalgia. Maybe this wasn’t all that horrible, she thinks.]

“One at a time, guys. I don’t want any of us getting hurt.”

#genlosers do rp #the voices in her head

YESSSSS!

Who should go first?

Ah. Hmm. I mean, I was the one who suggested it.

Technically, Orange did.

Well yeah but-

I wanna try! But I'm.. scared, I don wanna be bad.

I can test it out, just let me-

What an impatient asshole.

Hey! Oh you know what, I'll just do it already.

[Mayday feels something akin to a presence move forward, pushing into her consciousness. It feels weird at first, bad, maybe a bit brutal. Like how Red invading her body felt. But then, instead of pushing her out, Purple seems to almost.. morph in with her? It's like there was a slight purple tint over her vision now. Everything both looked and felt brighter, not necessarily more positive, but just.. more. Her emotions and thoughts seemed to be affected by Purple as well. She wasn't somebody else necessarily, she just got a purple-ish overlay now. Although.. this condition felt familiar, somehow.]

[Woah...]

“So…why exactly did you wanna do this? Just to be out?”

[Let’s just get this over with.]

#genlosers do rp #the voices in her head

You lied to us before. Why wouldn't you just do it again?

Don't say that about Mayday! That's rude!

...

Or.. do?

No- no, you were right the first time, kiddo. Don't talk about May like that, Green.

Oh please! She's the one who trapped us here: in this mind, in this body, in thid god damned facility. Hell, even in this world! Don't act like you want to be here any more than I do.

...

But perhaps, we can improve our situation.

Hm! Ey, Mayday, since yer not doing anythin' else right now, can we.. can be be out? Out of this mind, I mean. In the body.

The last time I did that all of you started blaming me for it!

Maybe if it's voluntary, it'll go better?..

Um…I dunno, guys. I suppose.

#genlosers do rp #the voices in her head

You said we'd be with our family! With Mia!

But nooo! We have to wait, and wait, and wait, and wait and wait..

How do you know that the rhombus anon wasn't lying?

Maybe Mia is saveable, even now.

..But I doubt it.

I'm tired of waiting.

Can't we do something besides wandering around? Play? Pretty please?

..Um. I dunno. I trust the anons more than I trust myself. And after all this, we’ll…we’ll find Mia. That’s something I need to add to my list of things to do here before I leave.

#genlosers do rp #the voices in her head

[If there is a reply from the voices, it's all too blurry to tell apart. Seconds blur into minutes which blur into days, week, months.. how long have you even been here? And how long have they been trying to reach you, without you even knowing?]

What's the point? She doesn't want to hear us anyway.

…I..I can.

#genlosers do rp #the voices in her head

Mhm. She’s practicing for a show. She won’t recognize you unless you take out her piercings.

And she knows how to get you weak, to get to under her spell. That’s not the Mia you know, she’s been turned into a monster.

She would never allow you to take out her piercings. She’s surprisingly aware, but she believes every word the company forces into her head. I advise you to stay put, let the show be done filming and only rip out her device when it’s over

If you do get her before the show is over, Her entire face will bleed and she’ll weep. You know you can’t handle that sight, your dear sister sobbing uncontrollably from pain, or maybe guilt? But just keep your promises for now. Okay?

—♦️

…..oh, gods.

Okay. Yeah. I’ll. yeah.

#genlosers do rp #answering mail

Can she hear us?..

I'm.. I'm not sure, kid.

…you’re still here?

#genlosers do rp #the voices in her head

Oh, honey…

Mia’s here. You just have to find her.

You poor baby.

—♦️