After a bit of talking with my girlfriend and a friend of mine I’ve decided I won’t do it right now. I still am feeling suicidal. I can’t calm down at all, my hands are shaking and I’m having trouble writing this.
My suicide date is July 25th.
For every note this post gets, I will push it back by a day.
I forgot to say that if the notes reach my 18th birthday, I will be safe and delete this.


















