*Takes a puff of smoke from the burning stick i randomly found*
Ah, what a year its been, what a decade. Such a roller coaster of emotions, ups- downs- arounds- somersaults- cartwheels- splits-
A fucking WILD time this was my dudes
The decade ive met sum stellar ppl and sum stellar frens, frens ive known for a lil more than 8 years and sum on this lil hellsite we call home.
Discovered a lot bout myself too!! im,just a whole ass crackhead lmao- but i remember the shy lil hermit i once was, how isolated i was, how terrible my soul crushing anxiety was- and i remember on one of them ~angsty nights~ i promised that 1 day ill be someone.
Someone that id be proud of, and as much as a lazy fuckup i am, in this decade ill admit- joining this community was the best decisions ive made tbh. It mightve brought many tearful nights-
BUT my guys i can go outside and not have this burning weight always lingering over me!! i can look in the mirror and not feel as disgusted- i have a new found confidence that can lead me down so many paths that i know i can pursue, and it wouldnt have been possible without my fellow crackhead friends. Gosh i love yall sm.
and i wonder, would the lil cornflake i was a decade ago, be proud of me? have i accomplished the goals the lil monster had? fuck if i know, im may not be proud of this year but i can safely say that im proud of the community im in. yall so weird but inspiring, so ambitious and creative, fucking *SMACKS YALL WITH MY LOVE*
oh yeah i started fcjkfing watchin jack n mark in 2015 holy tits- so many wonderfully confusing memories with them too *pinch the boys cheeks* yall strange and ily n ur strange lil bundle of crackheads you gathered. brilliant idiots you 2 are.
and as for my followers- i knOW IVE BEEN SLACKING THIS PAST COUPLE OF MONTHS BUT B U T i just wanted to say a big thank u for following this strange lil cryptids nest i call a blog, sbeen so fucking fun and weird and i cant wait to be an idiot with yall in this new decade
May ur 2020 be wondrous and may this decade fill u with many lovely memories ♡