Hiii!! I'm Just-Your-Average-Enigma! Aka, JYAE. I go by She/They mainly
I am an artist and storyteller and somewhat of a writer! I have 200+ OCs and several of my own worlds! I hope the stuff I post can be enjoyed by others!
Quick Info:
Name: Jyae, Enigma
Pronouns: She/They
Location: Neptune
Age: 2,536 years
Species: Void Creature! Ehehe
Family: I <3 my wife (not on social media), and my three daughters ( @yviikit, @pristineartists, @ghostlyrikoart )
Blog Started: May, 2026
Art Journey Started: My entire life! Locked in during the pandemic though and just after
I am in a constant state of roleplay
I am going to be shortening this and fixing it up and such soon
Fandoms:
Rain World (will post about this often)
Minecraft (will post about this often)
-Hermitcraft (mildly)
-Vampires SMP (a lot, I roleplay this)
-The Flight (losing my mind, I roleplay this)
-Evolution SMP (the beloved)
-Empires SMP (I miss it so much)
-Like Series (aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa)
The Amazing Digital Circus (very rarely will post)
AvA/AvM (very unlikely to post about)
Many many more that I can't remember and barely interact with
And all the glorious worlds me and my friends have made!
DNI:
I have no DNI but will block freely! I do have opinions and will (mostly) stick to them. If I block you, sorry not sorry! Please be kind to me and everyone who interacts with this blog!
I am not comfortable with NSFW
Please keep discourse of any kind away from my blog
I am Anti-Generative-AI!!
Asks:
You can send art requests but it may take me a while to draw them! Do not send me anything NSFW. You can send ship asks but I likely won't do them unless I ship the characters (and it will be simple cute stuff, not NSFW), I do not ship iterators or cross-species (slugcat with iterator, slugcat with scavenger, etc etc)
You can send silly asks too! Or asks to specific characters of mine which I may or may not respond in roleplay!
I will draw your OCs interacting with mine if they are from the same universe, just ask! I am still allowed to say no, and it may take a while to make
Anon asks are open for now, but this may be changed later!!
If you have any questions about what I'm okay / not okay with or anything in general just ask!!
Other Info:
If you want to use my art as a pfp or header or anything, please ask first! I will almost always say yes but I like knowing (it does make me happy). If you do use it after asking please credit!
You can draw my characters! I would be very very happy if you did so :3 make sure to @ me too!!
I will never EVER post a photo of me irl, or of anyone I know.
I draw a lot of digital and traditional, as well as exploring other mediums (Mainly polymer clay, ceramic clay, and Kandi things, but other mediums to). I use IbispaintX and have premium, but I also draw with my finger on my phone lol. I'm expirimenting with animation too! But you won't see it often
I don't do commissions and no idea if I ever will, but I am usually open for an art trade! I am allowed to say no, please respect that. I also may take a while to draw it and it will be in whatever medium I have motivation for (completely random)
I try to make majority things canon in my Rain World and Minecraft AUs aka other people's stuff of their own characters exist somewhere at some time in my AUs, (for Minecraft) I take inspo from SMPs and mods a lot (I will credit where I got the idea from if I can). For Rain World I don't take inspo from others often but just imagine your OCs exist somewhere lol
Please do not use my art for anything to do with generative AI!! (This includes making chatbots of my characters and using my art for chatbots)
I mostly keep things silly here :3 but angsty character art will be posted
I post randomly, there will never be a schedule of any sort!
I only reblog some things to my main, but I do have a sideblog specifically for reblogging things! @jyae-reblogs and I reblog things a LOT there
My old name was JustYourAveragePenStealer, but it has now been changed thanks to something an anon said (thank you anon)
My Stories:
Visions SMP (fake Minecraft server if me and my friends' self inserts)
Daybreak SMP (fake Minecraft server with a bunch of OCs)
Rain World: The Journey (my main Rain World AU)
Shifted Realities (story created with my lovely daughter)
Outcasted (story made with my wife)
Guardians of Vel'deseer (you will very rarely see this)
Other Social Media:
None!
If you see stuff being posted on other platforms, tell me first and then report them! (Make sure it isn't actually me because if I do start uploading on other sites I may forget to change this)
I'm not currently on ArtFight but hoping to be!
Tags:
#JYAEart -- my art (I created it)
#Visions SMP -- my fake mc server
#Daybreak SMP -- my other fake mc server
#Rain World: The Journey -- my main rw au
#JYAErambles -- me rambling about something (no art)
#Shifted Realities -- me and one of my daughter's story
#Outcasted -- me and wife's story
#Gaurdians Of Vel'Deseer -- my story story
#JYAEoldart -- old art that I made that isn't in line with my current style/s
I may make new tags randomly and use various ones, and also forget to use them in general
Ok sorry if you've talked about this before, but have you heard of Artfight?
If so, what's your position on whether or not your participating this year?
If not UUUHHHHH ignore this *fades away*
(also here's art of one of your scug ocs for the bother of this ask, I know it ain't a bother for you but I think it is anyway so, just here's the gift:)
I do know about ArtFight yes!!
Fun fact I made a game based on it in a Google classroom and Google docs and played it with 30 people in my school lol
Aaaaaa I don't know if I'm joining probably not but am conflicteeddddddddd
I would try and get mystery though if I join
Debating it cause I've got a lot of stuff going on this summer plus a bit of art block so idk if I'll have time plus I don't have enough references for my characters aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa but also I want to it's cool and I'm finally ALLOWED to as well aaaa
BUT ALSO AAAWWWWWWWWWWWW THE ART IS SO CUTE THANK YOUUUUUU ITS ADORABLEEE avsgsgshasgahshahsgshdhsydududifigsgah
Ok so I just fixed my Minecraft but it won't let me use chat and when I look at the thing it tells me to it says stuff about the UK age verification???? I DONT LIVE IN THE UKKKKKKKK!!!!! Also everyone else can chat still what the heckkkkkk. And despite my origin now being human, I still have the power bar for my phase ability I just can't use it. Or look at my origin. Or change volumes for voice chat (but at least I can be heard) also the volume for everything so so LOUUUDDDDD I logged on and my fairy fricking booked her little sound into my head and it reverberated through my skull and my overall computer volume is 20 and my Minecraft volume is 40 and my friendly creatures is 60 and she's still so loud like whaaaaattt but I can do things again kind of and my keybinds are so messed up that clicking a different voice chat button activated my spell from the irons mod like what the heck it isn't supposed to do that AND WHY IS MY FAIRY STILL SO LOUD ALSO LET ME USE CHAAAATTTTT PLEASSEEEEEE what did I do to deserve this vro
If you get this, answer w/ three random facts about yourself and send it to the last 7 blogs in your notifs. Anon or not, doesn't matter, let's get to know the person behind the blog!
1: I'm still crashing out of Minecraft I don't know how to fix it I can't figure out what's going oonnnnnnnnnn
2: I am in much conflict on whether I'm going to join art fight because I really want to and I even hosted an event based on it with like 30 people at my school this year but currently I'm tired and a bit art blocked and I don't have character sheets done and am going to be extremely busy this summer but also all my friends are doing it for like the first time and I really want to but I'm scared and also tired lmao
3: I really really need to catch up on the flight smp vods because I am so so behind but the next vod I have to watch is FIVE HOURS and I'm OH MY VOID MY MINECRAFT JUST WORKED IT DIDNT CRASH ME THIS TIME CHANGING MY ORIGIN WORKED AND IT WAS THE POWER THAT WAS MAKING ME CRASH but also I can't use chat for some reason ANYWAY I'm very intimidated by the five hours thing and then I probably have like 15 hours to watch now or something also SORRY LORE BUDDY SORRY TWIN I TOTALLY ABANDONED YOU IM SOORRRYYYYUYYYYY
If you get this, answer w/ three random facts about yourself and send it to the last 7 blogs in your notifs. Anon or not, doesn't matter, let's get to know the person behind the blog!
AAA
1: I am currently singing everything I say for literally no reasonnnnnnnnnn
2: I am trying desperately to fix my Minecraft because it won't let me on my server and also kind of crashing out lightly but at least not as bad as yesterday lol
3: I love talking to people but am not good at initiating conversation aka I kind of can't do it at all sometimes but not always so yeah
Hey I'm making this post as many other people have.
I'm going to be taking a break from roleplaying! This goes in all the mcyt communities (the Avid cult, the Scott cult, and house tigris).
I may use this time to set up my rain world roleplay blog (behind the scenes), we will see. I'm unsure of what I'm doing other than I need a break from mcyt.
This is partially because I am getting tired irl and lots of stuff happening in my life, as well as the stuff with Avid and Marm meaning I'm not comfortable roleplaying in mcyt spaces for a little while. I will be back, it is not forever.
Given the stuff happening with those two, I feel conflicted. I do not support Avid or Marm at all, and I have dealt with someone like them before who did a lot of irreparable damage to me and some of my closest friends. I feel for the other content creators, and am wishing them luck and happiness.
Whether I will be posting on here at all, we will see. I don't really know what I'm doing. I do need time to process that as well as some stuff going on in my real life.
That... Was a lot to listen to. The extent of the damage they did...
I mentioned briefly having known someone who hurt me and a few others in similar ways (based on what I had known from written accounts only) which left lasting impacts. Having more information, while the two scenarios were similar, they were not the same. I have some understanding of what happened to the people involved with this discourse, but what happened to me does not amount to what happened to them.
The person who hurt me was only one, and also was not an adult. They couldn't have possibly done anything similar to what Avid and Marm did. I can't fully understand the extent of what they did, and perhaps that's for the better, for the safety of the people involved with what happened.
My heart goes out to all the people involved in this situation. I can't imagine the pain they've gone through, and I wish them so much health and happiness. It is not an easy thing to deal with, or recover from.
It's important to send support to these people. These people were hurt, and it will take time for them to heal. We, as a community, need to do our best to support them.
Attached is a link to someone else's post with links to Musi and Peep's kofi's, and Box's BuyMeACoffee. (I cannot figure out how to get the links on my own)
Please send support to these people as well as everyone else involved!!
I would also like to iterate that people who are yet to make statements will either make statements in their own time, or not at all. Do not force anyone to make a statement, people need time to heal. It is entirely their decision whether they make a statement or not, as well as when they do so. This goes for every person involved.
Please do not send hate to anyone involved either!! They need love and support, not hate.
As of now, this is the last time I will be talking about this. Love and support to everyone involved.
Hey I'm making this post as many other people have.
I'm going to be taking a break from roleplaying! This goes in all the mcyt communities (the Avid cult, the Scott cult, and house tigris).
I may use this time to set up my rain world roleplay blog (behind the scenes), we will see. I'm unsure of what I'm doing other than I need a break from mcyt.
This is partially because I am getting tired irl and lots of stuff happening in my life, as well as the stuff with Avid and Marm meaning I'm not comfortable roleplaying in mcyt spaces for a little while. I will be back, it is not forever.
Given the stuff happening with those two, I feel conflicted. I do not support Avid or Marm at all, and I have dealt with someone like them before who did a lot of irreparable damage to me and some of my closest friends. I feel for the other content creators, and am wishing them luck and happiness.
Whether I will be posting on here at all, we will see. I don't really know what I'm doing. I do need time to process that as well as some stuff going on in my real life.
NO STOP EVERYONE!! DO NOT DO THIS. THIS WILL NOT SAVE A PERSON’S LIFE. YOU WILL GET THEIR BLOGS TERMINATED. AND TRUST ME THAT WILL HAVE A MUCH MORE WORSE EFFECT ON THEM.
TUMBLR WILL NOT HELP THEM. THEY WILL TERMINATE THOSE BLOGS AND THEY WILL SHOW NO MERCY.
DO WHAT YOU CAN TO REACH OUT TO THEM INSTEAD, COMFORT THEM IF YOU CAN. JUST WHATEVER YOU DO
Answer these questions and tag some people you want to get to know
tagged by @funnythingsidk thank you smmm <3
no pressure tags: @soldier-of-stardust @osamusghxst @lostinalora @nomatterwhatnomatterwhere @ammckk6262 @thecatcherlntherye and anyone else who wants to join!!
Name: let's just say it's Chaos heheheheh
Nickname: uhhh idk if i do nicknames? zozo?
Height: i'M FIVE FOOT THREE (almost)
Orientation: straight but i haven't had a crush because of some BISCH who basically made me unable to feel romantic attraction to anyone <3
Ethnicity: i'm the kimchi flavor of asian
Favorite fruit: idk man give me some CRUNCHY COLD GREEN GRAPES or grapes in general or COLD APPLES LIKE FKKKKK YESS or legit any fruit i can eat anything
Favorite season: probably fall because not too hot not to cold, pumpkin spice lattes, new swim season, and i get to spend time with my friends at school!!
Favorite book series: six of crows by leigh bardugo no doubt (inej ghafa step on me) WHO SAID THAT
Favorite fictional characters: you're funny <3 (i have too many) so uhh kenma (Haikyuu), tachihara (bsd), cater diamond and floyd leech (twisted wonderland), Valentin Viljoen (killer chat), inumaki (jjk), bachira (bllk) and check my pinterest i forgot lmao
Fictional character i'd like as a sibling: Kuroo Tetsurou. No doubt. Tbh he and my brother act similar but i'm pretty sure he wouldn't EAT ALL THE FKN SNACKS and also volleyball is fun yeah (and then i'd also be friends with kenma *cough cough*)
Favorite flower: amaryllis because YEAH THAT WORD SOUNDS BEAUTIFUL or columbine but like specifically black barlow columbine
Favorite scent: roses, something clean i hate overly sweet perfumes
Favorite color: GREENNNNNNNN LIKE DARK GREEN LIGHT GREEN ANY GREEEEEEN
Favorite animal: PUFFINS, foxes, or crows (mostly puffins i have like five or six puffin plushies)
Favorite band/artist: right now? i'd say rabbitology, laufey, or aurora
Coffee, tea, or cocoa: tea because you can do boba, coffee flavored tea or chocolate tea
Average sleep hours: eight ish? depends on the day but once i slept like eleven hours
Dream trip: Japan because stationary and cute stuff or like take me back to Korea (only been once but SKINCARE AND COLORED CONTACTS)
Last thing googled: "alexander hamilton historically correct"
Blog created: before i got a phone i think so uhh before april of 2025 lmao
How many blogs followed: 137 and counting!!
Number of followers: 25!!
What do you usually post about: good question... everything and nothing, yapping, schistposting i think it's called?
Do you get asks regularly: no but feel free to them in!!
What's your aesthetic: is basic a thing? like sort of athletic basic and t-shirt+jeans during school and a zip up but i want to dress downtown girl
Name: Ghostlybluetrain. For alllll intents, unless you are one of the very lucky few who know my legal name, its that :3
Nickname: Ghostly, Ghost,Ghosty, or Blue. All work wonders for my ego and I think thats whats a nickname should do
Height: honestly don't remember? 175 cm? maybe?
Romantic orientation: demi romantic and bi romantic :3
Ethnicity: canadian! There's more I could claim, but I feel really unconnected to parts of my heritage like the three lines of indigenous people, so i don't really
Fav fruit: Blackberries <3
Fav season: Autumn because everything feels all crisp and cold
Fav book series: chat if you want me to ramble about books, its gonna need to be its own separate post
Fav fictional character: look can i say dsmp!Tommyinnit? Do you think hed let me?I was sorta trained out of picking favorite characters so it's incredibly hard for me. I am fixating on Simon Iron Lung and Dr Ryland Grace rn, but then again who isn't?
Fav fictional characters youd like as a sibling: so funny story, but i actually have more of a desire to ship characters with me in a familial sense, rather than a romantic sense. I don't remember exactly which one I'd want most, but fun to know!
Fav scent: CARAMEL
Fav color: for whatever reason i cant stick to a specific fav colour
Avg sleep hours: 8 to 9, but only because its an average. Sometimes I'll sleep for 6, sometimes I'll sleep 10 to 11. Whatever i can get really
dream trip: honestly ive always wanted to spent some time in germany, it sounds fun to live in. And my ex girlfriend really wanted to go to japan and i think ive copied her on that. Though honestly any trip that gets me out of this absolute routine will do
Last thing googled: "van richten's guide to ravenloft pdf"
Following: Im sure it cant be that much. 317!?!?!?
Followers: Im sure it cant be that much. 255?!?!?!
What i usually post about: usually reblogs, posts about my daily life, or something postive/silly i thought the people here would like
Fav book series: probably either Rain by Jocelyn Samara or Fairytale Enchantress by K.M Shea
Fav fictional character: i dont really have one? I like Rain and Rudy from the book series mentioned above
Fav fictional characters youd like as a sibling: once again i dont really know but maybe Rudy or Nico Di Angelo from P.J
Fav scent: cherry? i also like strawberry and citrus-y stuff
Fav color: Blue, the same one mentioned in my into (im not typing another eight lines for this)
Avg sleep hours: usually like 6-7 hours on weekdays or 7-8 hours on weekends but can be as little as 1 or as much as 12 hours sometimes
dream trip: I would like to go to Norway or Japan & Korea
Last thing googled: asexual flag because i forgot its colours
Following: 7
Followers: 15
What i usually post about: reblogs mostly cuz i get halfway through typing out a post them remember i have irls on here or i just realise its a stupid post
Blog created: March 2026
Do you get asks often: idk like once a week or fortnightly
nicknames: ...idk if people have nicknames for me pls share, i have never really had nicknames; i had kinda nicknames with my deadname but no one ever really gave me one (i would love one!!)
height: 5'10
romantic orientation: ...aro? pan? fuck if i know
ethnicity: american
fav fruit: strawberries! nectarines #2
fav season: FALL
fav book series: amari and the night brothers/ mistborn/ used to be kotlc
fav fictional character: steve from bittv
fictional characters you'd want as a sibling: any of the main protagonists in the kingdoms and empires books by jaclyn moriarty or the lotterys by emma donohughe (add those to fav series also)
fav colour: BLACK then PURPLE then GREEN
avg sleep: ~10p- 6:30a school nights, and then 9/11/12- 6/7/8 non school nights
dream trip: idk i don't really like travelling very much
last thing googled: average height usa (me and friends were debating how above average height i am)
following: um like 90ish? EDIT: 91
followers: 70ish? EDIT: 77 (fuck yea my guesses were good)
what i usually post about: hyperfixations (operation mincemeat), bears in trees, shitposts about my life
blog created: midsummer 2025
do you get asks often: not really some weeks i get more than others
aesthetic: alt, green, monochrome, space, music, clothing, ties
tagging: @starless--city @human-n0-l0ng3r @eating-the-sand @sleepybunny6 @thespian-and-lesbianand open tags!!
name: for the sake of tumblr we’re gonna say beetle
nickname: i don’t think i have one? at least not of my name, a lot of people who call me my deadname use a shortened version of it that i hate more than the actual name itself
height: 5”6 ish
romantic orientation: good question. a lot of people are very pretty, but i’m beginning to suspect i might be somewhere on the aroace spectrum (i dunno man)
ethnicity: irish
favourite fruit: red grapes my beloveds
favourite season: i think maybe spring
fave book series: really exposing myself here but aftg has a special place in my heart
fave fictional character: ewen montagu from OM and/or riff raff from rocky horror
fictional character you’d want as a sibling: hmmmm maybe paddington for funsies
favourite colour: orange!
average sleep: 6ish hours but it goes up and down a lot
dream trip: it used to be nyc but now i’ve been so… i think maybe japan
last thing i googled: national theatre website
following: 89
followers: 74
what i usually post about: operation mincemeat mostly, with a sprinkling of dropout and general life stuff
blog created: a few years ago, but i only got convinced to actually use it in like march
do you get asks often: maybe once a week, i always want more tho!
aesthetic: very much basic trans guy. a lot of button ups, baggy jeans, and docs
tagging: @astralduck08 @for-the-love-of-the-arts @trans-ewenmontagu @reggietarsleftsock @lovelyrollinghills + open tags <3
Nickname: My nicknames are usually just depending on who’s talking to me (runtrack rizzins, Julius Ceaser, Montagay, Jules in a slightly mocking tone)
Height: Anywhere from 5’0 to 5’2 depending on the day and shoes
Orientation: Pan
Ethnicity: Like, 50% Ashkenazi Jew (mostly Polish), 35% European colonizer, 15% Irish
Favorite fruit: My partner /j Uhhh probably mango especially frozen or strawberries
Favorite season: Autumn because I get to wear my flannel again after the months of torture without instant death
Favorite book series: Either the Cerulean Chronicles by TJ Klune or the Skipshock series (even though only one book is out, it’s gonna be a series) by Caroline O’Donoghue
Favorite fictional characters: Oh shiiiit uh Ewen Montagu isn’t fictional but we’ll count his musical self in OM (also like. almost every character from mince) same with Inez Milholland in Suffs. Also Moon from Skipshock, Arthur Parnassus from Cerulean Chronicles, Entrapta from She-Ra and the princesses of power, Momonga from Chiikawa, Caine from TADC, and Mel from How To Dance In Ohio.
Fictional character i'd like as a sibling: Jean Leslie from OM as a younger sibling and Mermista from She-Ra as an older sibling
Favorite flower: Irises, they are SO FRIGGIN PRETTY
Favorite scent: Either like vanilla and strawberry or lemon and lavender or like. Some sort of Alex Young cologne type musk
Favorite color: Purple :D
Favorite animal: ELEPHANT SHREWS they are such cute lil guys
Favorite band/artist: right now, like, Felix Hagan (and the family) and Will Wood
Coffee, tea, or cocoa: TEA! I love tea, it’s so friggin good
Average sleep hours: Uh. Anywhere from like 2 to 8, leaning towards the lower end of the spectrum (we love insomnia) (no we don’t)
Dream trip: Probably London again so I could see Y4 Mince cast
Last thing googled: "caine tadc makeup"
Blog created: My og one was created December 2025, but since that got deleted this one was made like a few weeks ago
How many blogs followed: 56 right now
Number of followers: 48
What do you usually post about: Operation Mincemeat
Do you get asks regularly: Usually asks are one of my irls (cough cough @gay-christian-borle) asking me to watch Falsettos or talking about nutritional yeasts, but I do get some pretty nice ones once in a while
What's your aesthetic: Some form of alt. It’s like a mix of grunge, goth, and scenemo with a hint of that transmasc swagger. Flannel, cargo jeans, sweaters overtop buttonups, fun sleeve thingies, Doc Martins, Converse, that vibe
@puffipetunia @sleepybunny6 @slick-montagus-version @neptuenery @iambecomelasagne @ineffablyholistic @fatherisproud @court-jester-on-the-throne @angstelowein @that-1940s-homosexual @pandora-audax @thespian-and-lesbian @thetyrannytranny + open tags :D (yes matt, the tag earlier did count as me tagging you)
Nicknames: Occasionally Jes, usually nicknames based on my real name and hobgoblin
Height: I think 5'9? Idk
Orientation: demiromantic asexual
Ethnicity: white British (specifically 50%Scottish 50%english)
Favourite fruit: banana
Favourite season: Autumn is objectively the best but there's a bit of bias towards spring as I was born in that season
Favourite book series: How To Train Your Dragon by Cressida Cowell or The Magpie Society (I can't remember who by, I've only read book one but I really wanna finish the series)
Favourite fictional characters: Mordred (specifically High Noon Over Camelot), Guillermo De La Crux from what we do in the shadows, Camicazi and Toothless from the HTTYD books, Owen from VSMP, Double Soul from TFSMP, and Caleb Widogast from The Mighty Nein
Fictional character I'd like as a sibling: empires season 1 Scott as an older brother, and I practically already have musical!Ewen Montagu as a sister so it's not much different
Favourite flower: roses. Roses are really pretty
Favourite scent: don't really have one? Maybe that Bridgestone Love & Meadows Dove women's deodorant?
Favourite colour: purple or black
Favourite animal: wolf!!! Or flying squirrel
Favourite band/artist: the Dropkick Murphys, probably.
Coffee, tea or cocoa: tea, all the way. I am British after all.
Average sleep hours: fall asleep half 10 to 11, wake up around 7, so roughly 9 ish hours.
Dream trip: maybe London again or Germany.
Last thing googled: what's recently happened with AvidMC?
Blog created: last year early April, then I recently changed the name so I haven't got the year old thingy
How many blogs followed: way too many (no such thing but I can't remember)
Number of followers: I can't remember, there are a lot of lovely people who for some unknown reason follow me
What do you usually post about: current projects I'm working on or LARP
Do you get asks regularly: not really, but when I do it's usually a chaotic axolotl sending me memes.
Whats your aesthetic: we go between homeless chic, grandad at the beach, goblincore and actually just wearing cosplay
@the-chaotic-axolotl @gay-little-isopod @nuraismydoll @fandom-portal @doblesoul @hartogtm @spindlezero + open tags
Name: this being an rp blog, I wouldn't know if it's a name or not. Shortened would be doble
Nickname: Nadi
Height: 5'5 I think
Orientation: Demiromantic
Ethnicity: American-Korean (I just look very white)
Favourite fruit: Kiwi, maybe raspberries
Favourite season: AUTUMN >:]
Favourite book series: All of PJO, THOO
Favourite fictional chacters: I forget my favs so we go with Theo and Boris from The Goldfinch. I hate you, stupid Boris >:[ still a favourite
Fictional character I'd like as a sibling: hear me out, Nimona. I'd love her as a sibling
Favourite flower: Mmmm, bluebells
Favourite scent: I don't have a favourite uh. I guess lemon is nice
Favourite colour: cyan :3 and if I want to mess with people, it would be alibi
Favourite animal: ELEPHANT SHREW MY BABY
Favourite band/artist: UGHHHH, gimme The Correspondents, The Happy Fits, and Will Wood
Coffee/Tea/Cocoa: Tea. Sorry, I hate coffee and cocoa is best for the cold days. Tea I'll drink any time.
Average sleep hours: Uh, I average around 6 hours, 7 if I'm lucky
Dream Trip: Back to Korea, I'd love to go there again
Last thing googled: I'm building something in minecraft okay, but it's "water reeds"
Blog created: like 4 weeks ago at least
How many blogs followed: 68
Number of followers: 21
What do you usually post about: Rp posts and my thoughts...sometimes
Do you get asks regularly: nope, since this was created to be an rp blog for a minor antagonist. But I plan on turning it into my main blog so hopefully then I get more :]
What's your aesthetic: dude I've got no idea. It's really random
Ethnicity: I'm from the void that's all you need to know
Favorite Fruit: uhhhhh good question
Favorite Season: autumnnnn
Favorite Book Series: idk it's been a while since I've read and I'm mad at myself for that but like warrior cats probably I need to reread it
Favorite Fictional Characters: uhh there's a lot but I like Legundo (Vsmp/the flight), No Significant Harassment (Rain World), Five Pebbles (Rain World), Watcher (Rain World), Invenot (Rain World), Jax (TADC), Robyn (Wolfwalkers), Grian (Hermitcraft/Life Series/Evo), Jimmy (Life Series/Evo), Neptune (Solarballs), uh I forget
Fictional Character I'd like as a Sibling: uhhh idk
Favorite Flower: uh I don't know
Favorite Scent: Rain and Vanilla (separately)
Favorite Colour: all of them
Favorite Animal: unsure
Favorite band/artist: none at the moment
Coffee/Tea/Cocoa: cocoa because I hate coffee and tea is alright but I like cocoa better
Average Sleep Hours: 8 I think
Dream Trip: uhhh probably Japan
Last Thing Googled: "twitch" (so I could catch up on Legundo's The Flight streams loll)
Blog Created: Early May 2026, technically made my account a year before but didn't post until May! I'm very new lol
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Followers: 40 and all are mutuals <3
Posts: Art, Roleplay, Character Lore, and vents now apparently, and also positivity stuff
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it's off automatically, and Tumblr can use your data however it likes when it's off. including for AI training!!!!
every time you create a new sideblog, you have to turn this on for that blog. it does not automatically set it to on, even if your primary blog has it on.
I feel like I'm made of 0.2, or 0.1, or 0.3, or whatever small number like that
And all of it adds up to 1.5, or 1.6, or yk just more than a person
And I think it's part of why I struggle with labels?
Every label feels like tiny boxes that I need to squish myself into. But I don't fit, I feel like more than a person. And trying to fit is suffocating
And not each 0.2 or whatever could fit under the same label. Some fit in one label fine, some struggle to fit under any label at all
And so even things like "unlabelled" just feels like another box. Any kind of label at all, LITERALLY anything no matter how much it's meant to reject labels or boxes, feels like I don't fit
Like there aren't labels that work. So I do use the labels, it's just never quite right. And I guess I just have to live with that, but it feels suffocating
Sometimes it's like the body that I live in is itself too small
Like there's so many things in my head, my head is so full and I have so many things I want to remember but it just doesn't fit. I can't keep any thought in my head for long
Does anyone else feel like that?
That's the best way I can describe and idk what's happening.
I uh. I may or may not have made a poem. And then a comic. Because I've been doing that lately. Debating posting it. It's pretty long too (oh Tumblr quality is so going to destroy it). Ehm we will see what happens idk but it exists and is about what I wrote here
happy pride month to everyone who cant pick a consistent label. we may not know what flags we're waving at the pride parade but we're at the party anyways babey.
My mother is making chex mix (the kind we usually make during the holidays) and the smell of it just like snapped me out of a haze lmao. Like I was barely here and my brain was mush and then I smelt the chex mix and suddenly I am present and I exist yippee. That kind of felt weird but yayy head not (as) foggy yipppeeee
