Diealot

weeb/gamer :3 24 yrs old 🐧 No emotions just smiling through life

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[konoko]

[anxietyproblem]

[mournfulroses]

Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a poem titled "Interim," featured in The Complete Poems of Edna St. Vincent Millay

[flowing-tears-pouring-rain]

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

Everything I do or say feels more and more meaningless as days go by...

[thoughtcascades]

my attention span is so fried i need subtitles for conversations happening directly in front of me

[thoughtcascades]

sometimes it feels less like “living” and more like “continuing”

[ruhaniya]

i distance myself when i feel unwanted. i won't beg for space in someone's life. if my presence doesn't matter, my absence won't either. i choose peace over forcing connection.

[thoughtcascades]

emotionally i’m at that part of the movie where the main character just stares out the window

[somewordsarebiggerthanothers]

[eltdnlhays]

I over explain myself because I grew up defending myself. Not because I’m guilty or lying. Because no one believed me

[wodorotlenekmiedzi]

Oh I feel so disgusting with myself.

[totheoneswhocannotsleepatnight]

Why does even simply existing feel like a chore

[daddystinygirll]

the traumatized urge to over explain things so that i'm not misunderstood

[justafuckingdisaster]

Lately the loneliness has been crushing. I crave touch, I crave closeness. It hurts. It hurts so much.

[loveforthegoodstuff]