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[justalittlebitneedy]

My denial experience - 1 month in.

My very first post was almost 1 month ago. As today I turn 24 years old 🎂 I wanted to reflect a little bit about everything that has happened during this time.

I still remember that first "sexual high" very vividly, as one of the best experiences of my life. But now I get to experience it almost everyday - I am in work all day, dripping and leaking, thinking when I will be getting home to edge my brains out. A month ago I thought I had a high libido, but poor naive me hadn't a clue on how much more horny, needier and leaky I would get throughout this whole time. My panties are soaked, to the point it shows through my jeans. I love how I am leaking constantly, and I am always ready to please him. My pussy pulses every time he texts me, and I'll beg him every time for him to let me please him, and make him cum. I love the struggle and the feeling of restlessness.

Our dynamic also changed a lot throughout the month - I am not afraid of the word "owner" anymore. He owns me, and he owns every part of my body. My pussy is his, and it is as simple as that. But the more I like him (and I really do like him), the more we explore how the less he gives me, the needier and wetter I get. And that is a mindfuck. It is a constant mindfuck that the more I want to please him, the more he pushes me, and the more I want him after that.

I got to explore more this month than I did all my life, and I am now a completely different person than I was a month ago. During this month I've learned how much I love edging, and how I am now constantly craving to ride the high I get from it. I have discovered that I love pain, and do some naughty things in public. From a very good girl, who never broke the rules, I have given him full control of when and where to use me as his toy, even when I am not at home.

It's my birthday, it's been 9 days since my last orgasm, and I don't want one - even today. After knowing denial for a bit over a month, I can tell you that I feel I really found my place. In that very first post, after one week of denial I said denial was 10/10 - well, that hasn't changed, and I might be here to stay.

[justalittlebitneedy]

Fucking me over the sink.

When he suggested we'd get a toy he could control, I immediately loved the idea. Letting him edge me and make me more desperate than I already am, seemed like a dream to me. When the toy got here, it was way better than I expected. I never had anything massaging my g-spot, which by itself was fantastic - what I didn't expect was to almost collapse when he used it at maximum speed, as I never felt my knees go weak that quickly. But that event set the tone for the whole day - I was going to get pushed to my limit again, and I couldn't wait for it.

Since I started denial, I am dripping constantly - but during no-touch, I really struggle with my desperation. Edging has been my favourite thing - I love the high I get, how my head gets mushy, and how I can't speak or think properly. The day we tried our new toy, I edged for hours, and I really felt that I was not myself anymore. I was edging my brain away, and had it leaking through my pussy - just as he described it. I loved it. The frustration, the build-up, being on the verge of cumming and still getting denied is really what I enjoy doing.

Between using the toy in my pussy while I was fucking my ass with the dildo (take this lightly, as I am still trying to do this properly), and using the toy alone, I kept edging and edging, getting needier and needier. I was desperate asking him to fuck me, asking him to do it harder, deeper, rougher. I was begging him to fuck me like a slut, to destroy me. Although the toy massaging my G-spot was amazing, using it on my clit while I fucked myself with the dildo was unbeliavable. The vibration is so much more intense, and enough to make me cum in minutes. "I'm gonna make you ruin today". Hearing those words felt like heaven in my mushy brain.

I ruined 4 times that day. Two with him just telling me what to do, how to fuck my pussy while he controled the vibration on my clit. With every pulse, my pussy clenched. He was driving me crazy and my pussy was doing exactly what he wanted. One of them, I got to hear his moans for the first time. I cannot describe how I felt. I can feel my pussy clenching right now just thinking about it. He used to tell me he was addicted to my moans, but now I fully understand what he means. I just want to give him pleasure so I can have that again. Seeing the pleasure in his face, hearing his moans, knowing I made him cum and did my job properly - that is all I need to be happy. Knowing he's happy makes me happy.

I ruined one last time later in the evening. My housemate brought pizza home and I had to be there with her, eating and chatting, while he was driving me insane, vibrating the toy inside me. Pulsing between a soft setting and a hard one was driving me mad - I kept leaking and building up, just enough to keep me high and not able to focus on the conversation I was trying to have. When I was just trying to tidy up everything after dinner, he told me to bend myself over the sink, and that I just had to take it. When he tells me "This is how I am going to fuck you" made my knees go week again. I got so close, and holding my moans got harder and harder. I did beg him to slow down, asking him to consider the fact that my housemate was there the whole time, and that if I continued like that I would cum in front of her. He did let me ruin all that build-up in my room. Now that I am able to think again, and understand what happened there, I can't wait for it to happen again.

I know he likes this, that it turns him on when he knows he's making me struggle in public. He knows I cannot hide it well, I moan, I am loud and you can see the pleasure in my face - which makes this a very dangerous game, and also more exciting. I know he loves it, and I will do it for him. But I can't deny it drives me crazy - the feeling that I am doing something I shouldn't be doing, knowing only he knows this side of me. Only he knows how much of a little slut I can be.

[anonanonanonanon-again]

BIGGER NEW LIST OF SEX QUESTIONS

This is a mix of all the best questions I’ve come across on here, with a few new ones suggested by my mutuals.

They’re are all in a random order so you won’t know which ones are being asked…

And they’re meant to gender neutral and for all ranges of experiences! (Let me know if any aren’t and I can edit it)

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Tag your biggest tumblr crush.

Do you eat ass? Do you like to have your ass eaten?

Have you washed your hands since you last had an orgasm?

Have you ever posted a nude to your own blog?

What’s the best orgasm you’ve had in the past few months?

Have you ever masturbated to someone you know who isn’t your partner?

What’s the soonest after meeting someone that you’ve slept with them? 

What position or angle or specific technique never fails to make you cum?

When was the last time you watched porn?

What is the hottest thing someone has ever done with you in bed? 

Do you prefer tongue or fingers? 

Are you a top/dominant a bottom/submissive or a switch?

Have you ever had your own underwear in your mouth? Have you ever had someone else’s underwear in your mouth? Has your underwear ever been in someone else’s mouth?

What’s your go-to nude pic to send to someone. Describe the angle, lighting, body part etc.

Do you ever suck on a dildo while you masturbate?

Do you have a sideblog? Is it more or less NSFW than this one? Is it secret or can we see it?

Has anyone ever watched you masturbate live online? Have you ever watched someone masturbate live online?

Do you have anyone from Tumblr’s nudes on your phone right now?

What underwear do you have on right now?

What’s the most surprising discovery you’ve made about your own body?

Has a neighbour ever seen you naked? Did you like it?

What’s the hottest sex dream you’ve ever had?

Have you ever watched people having sex?

Are you open about your sex-life and sexuality?

Does anyone you know in real life know about this blog?

Do you have any of your own nudes on your phone right now?

When was the last time you had sex?

Have you ever masturbated to any of your friends? Do you think any of your friends have ever masturbated to you?

Describe a typical masturbation session.

How do you feel about threesomes? Have you ever had one, and if not, would you ever have one?

What’s something that turns you on, but you’re a bit embarrassed by?

What is the wildest fantasy you ever had that actually came true?

Have you ever gotten turned on at work (or while WFH)? What did you do about it?

Do you listen to audio porn?

Which one of your holes do you most want to be filled right now?

Are you loud or quiet when you masturbate?

Do you own any toys? What’s your favourite?

Have you ever confessed to someone that you got turned on by them? What about masturbated to them?

Do you have anyone else’s nudes on your phone right now?

Have you ever hooked up with a stranger or had a one-night stand?

Do you like being called a slut or whore in bed?

Have you ever been caught or walked in on while masturbating? Have you ever been caught or walked in on while fucking?

How do you feel about swinging or partner swapping? Does the idea turn you on?

Have you ever masturbated to a mutual’s selfies before? Tag them if you dare.

What’s the kinkiest thing you’ve ever asked someone to do while sexting?

Has anyone ever watched you masturbate in person? Have you ever watched someone masturbate in person?

If you had 5 mins alone to get yourself off right now, without your phone, what would you do and what would you imagine?

Have you ever sent a nude via DM here?

What’s a sex act you think is overrated? What’s a sex act you think is underrated?

When did you last have an orgasm? How did it happen?

Do you shave your pubic hair?

How often do you masturbate?

Where’s the most unusual place you’ve masturbated?

What’s the most amount of times you’ve orgasmed in a day?

Have you ever been so turned on that someone noticed?

Have you ever masturbated with someone?

Have you ever gotten cum on your clothes before? Did anyone see that shouldn’t have?

Have you showered since you last had an orgasm?

Who’s the most inappropriate person you’ve ever had a fantasy about?

Have you tasted yourself? If so, what did you think?

Have you ever masturbated to someone you know’s selfies before?

How long do you usually masturbate before you cum? 

What’s the weirdest porn category you’ve ever searched for?

Are you noisy?

What are your top five favourite blogs to masturbate to? Tag them!

Describe your nipples. What colour are they? What size are they?

If you had 5 mins alone to get yourself off with porn right now, what would you type in the search bar?

What is your favourite pair of underwear like? When did you last wear them? Was it special occasion?

Are you masturbating right now?

Would you like to watch your partner have sex with another person? Would you like to have your partner watch you with another person?

Start typing out your dirtiest fantasy you can think of and don’t stop til you get so embarrassed you can’t go on any longer. Just make sure it’s actually something you’re into!

Would you ever fuck a couple?

Would you do a cum-walk?

Have you ever had an orgasm that you weren’t expecting?

What’s the messiest you’ve ever got when masturbating on your own?

Have you ever worn lingerie?

If you could fuck anyone at all right now, who would it be? Do you know them in real life? Do they know you like them? 

Which mutual would you most like to fuck right now? Do they know? Tag them if you dare!

What’s the last object you put into your own body for sexual reasons?

Do you have any recurring fantasies you keep coming back to? Do you think they’ll ever happen?

Where’s the most unusual place you’ve had sex? Did you cum?

Have you ever been made to/made somebody beg for it?

What’s your dirtiest secret?

What’s the most embarrassing porn you like to watch?

Have you ever put your finger in your own ass?

Do you like slapping someone’s face? Do you like your face being slapped?

Have you ever used panties to masturbate? 

Do you have sex dreams? If yes, when was the last one?

Have you ever slid into someone’s DMs? Did it work? If yes, what was your technique?

Who is the coolest person you follow here? Tag them.

What is your sexual orientation?

Have you ever fucked in public? Where was it? Did you get caught?

Do you have any piercings or tattoos?

Describe your body in a way that would turn us on.

Do you like being tied up?

What’s the kinkiest thing you’ve ever asked someone to do in real life?

What was your most shame-filled orgasm? Why?

What’s the messiest you’ve ever gotten during sex?

Admit something sexual that you’ve never told anyone else before.

Put your hand into your underwear right now and type a reply to this with your other hand. Say whatever you want, so long as you’re touching yourself as you type.


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Send them via anon, or not. Whatever.

If you reblog this from someone then you need to send them an ask from the list.

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[justalittlebitneedy]

Oops, i came - Any punishment Ideas?

I got sick throughout last week, and I took a day-off just to be home and rest. I thought I was gonna have a very relaxing day - stay in bed, eat crappy food and watch every movie I could find on Netflix. He knew I was feeling ill and wanted me to take care of myself, even when the first thing I texted him in the morning was how needy I was. Even feeling sick, I was leaking in bed, my pussy was craving him thinking how bad I needed him there to take care of me, but also how much I wanted to take care of him. 

Around lunchtime he texted me - "I need to hear you moan"

I was sluggish, but that text gave me a burst of energy. I was ready to please him independently of how I felt. He knew how I was feeling and he gave me the option - I could rest for the day if I felt sick, or I could edge for three hours (which if I chose the second option, it would be three hours straight, and there was no giving up halfway). If you are reading this, you can guess which option I chose.

I was still on my no-touch punishment, and when he made me sit with the dildo between my pussy lips without moving I couldn't control myself. I was leaking and I told him I couldn't handle it. He made me beg to fuck myself, and I did beg. "If you want to be fucked like a slut, you have to beg for it", and I did - I did beg to be fucked like a slut, and he gave it to me without any mercy. Between fucking myself hard, fast and deep with the dildo, using the bullet on max speed on my clit, pinching my nipples, and (many) pussy slaps, I was getting desperate and he could hear it on my voice. I was edging like crazy, and sensitive enough I was constantly too close to cumming. 

In the middle of it, I told him that I was thinking about cumming. However, when he asked me if I wanted to cum, I didn't know what to answer - I was denied for 2 full weeks, and wasn't allowed to touch myself or get any stimulation for two full days. Of course at that moment, cumming sounded like a great idea. But I couldn't be comfortable with the idea that I would be the one giving up on the denial. I wouldn't be able to be the one making that decision. I didn't want to be weak, nor lose it all just because of how desperate I got.

In the end, after 3 hours of edging with his instructions, he told me he wanted me to cum. I got frustrated saying I didn't want it. On the verge of tears I did beg him to let me stop and not cum. I wasn't ready to release it - I wanted more struggle, I wanted to be denied, I wanted to stay a good girl. I held it in for as long as I could, and I begged like I have never begged before. Everytime he screamed "no" back at me, it felt like a punch in the stomach. I was desperate after edging for 3 hours straight and I knew I would lose that battle if he didn't allow me to stop.

I lost it, and after two weeks denied, I had my first orgams.

Well... to be precise, I had four orgasms during that afternoon. I came once, and was devastated to do it. While I was about to start crying over it, he said "Do it again". And I came a second time. After those two first orgasms, my mind had shifted. They say "If you can't beat them, join them", and all I wanted to do was cum. I begged to cum again, and again. I did cum two more times before he allowed me some rest.

I can't lie to you and say I am happy about it. Although those 4 orgasms were great, and it was amazing to remind myself of the sensation, I felt like I failed. I felt like two weeks was not long enough and that I am able to last longer, to be needier, and to be better for him. Listening to him saying how addicted he is to hearing me moan is forever stuck with me. I crave him, and how he makes me feel, and he likes to see how desperate I get for him. So as I write this, I am back on denial... Or I think I am, as now, I don't know what to expect.

[bby-girl-wishes]

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[justalittlebitneedy]

The perfect edgeslut.

He asked me to write about how I would imagine myself as the best edgeslut for him, and this has been, by far, the hardest writing task I ever did. Even before knowing what denial was, I imagined myself as a housewife, and we talked about it - me being his little edgeslut housewife, and I could never stopped thinking about it. I love cooking and reading, and I always wanted to have a job that allowed me to work from home, and in which I could spend my days at home doing the things I love the most. I aspire to be the housewife that welcomes you to a home cooked dinner when you come home from work, waiting by the door with a glass of wine. I love music and dancing, and watching movies cuddling on the sofa with a big bowl of popcorn. I am very romantic, and trying to describe myself as a edgeslut was something I never imagine I would be doing a month ago... But here we are.

Since exploring denial with him, I have started to know what true neediness and desperation are. I crave his voice and his texts, and I cannot control myself every time he teases me. The way I want him now makes it hard for me to even imagine how much worse my pussy would ache if he lived with me. If before I wanted to be the housewife that cooks his favorite dinner, now I want to be the one he rubs his cock against when she is cooking. If before I wanted to be the housewife with whom he'd watch a movie in the sofa, now I want to be the one he picks up and takes on the kitchen counter. If before I wanted to be the housewife that greets him with an apron on, now I want to be the one with a sexy lingerie set waiting for him to get home. I want him to look at me and desire to use me as much as I want to be used by him. I want him to look at me and drop everything, just to hold my body and kiss me, knowing everything he can touch it's his. During one of our conversations, he told me he would grab my hair while kissing me, and finger me right there in the hall. I cannot explain how crazy that drives me - the idea of his tongue and his fingers, and the absolute certainty of how weak my knees would get, forcing him to hold me against the wall.

When thinking about being his perfect edgeslut, I fantasise a lot about him using me, and still denying me. Using me and playing with me while saying "Don't you dare cumming" as he always does. I fantasize about the ways he would try to give me the least pleasure possible. Knowing myself, I know I smile when I get very frustrated and horny, and I know that I'd be looking at his eyes smiling, as if I'd be saying "Come on sir, try harder". And he would. I know if I defy him, he'll use me harder and faster. I want to be the one that he can fuck as hard as he needs when he wants to let go of all the stress from the work day. I want to feel the violence and the abuse of being used, while knowing this is how I am being the best I can be for him. I know he cares about me, and I know he likes me. But when he needs me, I want to be his object, his toy. I want him to use my body as he wants, without asking permission. He would never put me in danger, and knowing that I am not afraid of a bit of pain. He'll always remind me of my place, which is being a good toy, being a good girl, and always doing what he tells me to.

The idea of him grabbing me whenever he feels like it, doing whatever he wants to, and me being ready to please him when it happens is how I see myself being the perfect edgeslut. I am already constantly wet, and knowing he would be around later on the day would make me even needier. Just the idea of having him nearby is making me leak as I write this. The idea of pleasing him and him looking at me with desire, drives me crazy. I want to be perfect for him. I want to be his favourite. The only girl he wants, and be ready for him every time he wishes. My pussy is his, and he likes it wet and needy for whenever he wants to play with it. I am his, and I am aware that is not always pink and beautiful - but the way I crave his touch, I would never cum again in my life just to have him come home to me every single day.

[d4ddysbunny]

hole inspections. reblog if you agree

[justalittlebitneedy]

Should I be punished?

I haven't quite figured out how I feel about punishments. When I am horny, I never mind a bit of pain - spanks, slaps, choking, I've always enjoyed them. Even during this experience, I've shared that I was punished with pussy slaps during play when I forgot to address him as "sir" - but pussy slaps (although painful) never felt extreme or a punishment. I like the pain and I deserved it, so I was a good girl and slapped myself, which made this feel like a very natural succession of events. I took the punishment and I did not go soft, as I knew he was enjoying hearing and seeing the pain in my face. If there is something that makes me leak, it is knowing he is getting hard watching or hearing me, as all I want is to be his favourite.

During our play on Sunday evening, something was off. I got upset over something that happened to me during the day, and I told him I needed to edge and I wanted him to give me instructions. He told me I could fuck my pussy and ride the dildo like I had done the night before. I think he knew I was upset and asked me to do something I enjoyed, just to try to make me feel a bit better. As soon as he told me I could do it, I was already desperate and needy - I was wet enough to just slide it in. I had to fuck myself and when I got close to cumming, I'd stop and slap my pussy for 15 times, before starting again immediately after. Something about being angry makes you hornier - I was dripping doing it, and I just wanted it more, harder and faster.

At that point, I was out of my mind, I wasn't thinking and my answers were resumed to "yes sir" and "no sir", as I wasn't able to say more than that. He told me he could tell I wasn't focusing, as I was clearly angry about what had happened, but that it shouldn't matter - independently, I am his, and he can choose to use me whenever he wants. He asked me if I wanted it to hurt, and I said yes. He asked me if I wanted the abuse, I said yes. Sadly or not, that was the truth. I wanted it to hurt, and I wanted it to ache. I was angry and I did want the abuse. After a few rounds of just fucking myself, I was able to use the bullet to my clit - You probably know by now that dildo and bullet together for me is evil, as I could cum in minutes if I wanted to. But I don't. As I kept doing it, I could feel my pussy was begging, and I couldn't stop. I fucked myself as hard as I could, and even as I got sore for all the slaps and fucking, I couldn't stop. The more I fucked myself, the more I leaked, and the more I leaked, the harder I wanted to fuck myself.

The next morning, when we were going through everything and talking about how I felt the night before, he said the magic words - "You were doing it because you were upset and you wanted to feel better, but you weren't focused on making me cum, and you'll need to be punished for that". I knew he was right, but I knew I hadn't done it on purpose. I was getting ready to go to work, and it felt like a punch in the stomach. The idea that I did something wrong, that I wasn't perfect for him wrecked me. But I earned it, and to be the perfect edgeslut for him, I deserve the punishment. Which means that I am no-touch (even during playtime), so I can learn that my sole objective is to make him cum, and that my pleasure is not important.

[justalittlebitneedy]

I need him to control my edges every day.

As I am almost denied for 2 full weeks, and I keep leaking from the moment I wake up until I go to bed. The desperation started to kick in a bit harder, and falling asleep as needy as I am has become a bit of a problem. My mind is cloudy, and I am getting frustrated very easily. However, I still don't want to cum, and I want to see how long I can stay denied before I start begging for release.

During the weekend, we started to play around lunchtime, on a call on which he controlled my edges - I started just by cockwarming, while he teased me, and then I was able to rub my clit. First with my hand, then with the bullet, just to increase the challenge. The goal is still the same - not cumming, independently of how close I get. I like these challenges, as I am always able to surprise myself with how much I can push myself before cumming. I need to be ready so he can fuck me as hard as he wishes, and I still manage to stay denied - just like a bootcamp on how to be the perfect edgeslut for him. I am a bit of a sensitive girl (as you could have guessed by the previous posts), and I always referred to him as "baby" or "love", which is a habit we are trying to get rid of during playtime. Everytime I forgot to refer to him as "Sir", I had to slap my pussy, and everytime I forgot I added one more slap to the punishment. I will never forget the moment he said I owed him 8 slaps, and I said that the last 7 were a bit painful. He said I could go gentler, and I remember immediately smiling and saying "Gentler? No sir, I don't want it gentler". In the end, it was a punishment, and if it was easy, it wouldn't be fun.

After this, we agreed that I would not be allowed to touch my pussy without him watching or listening. If I was needy and constantly craving him before this, now you can't imagine how much I want him knowing that, when he calls me, I'll be able to touch my pussy again. Later that evening, when he called me I was ready. I could feel my pussy leaking and clenching, probably in anticipation of knowing I was gonna be able to touch myself again. We started slowly again, and as I started to lose my mind, he told me I had to fuck myself and use the bullet on maximum speed. This alone drives me crazy, but he told me he would cum for me, and until he did, I couldn't stop stimulating myself. It doesn't matter how close I get, I can't cum.

I can tell you, that was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life. As he was watching me, I had to way to escape but to do what he told me, and he would know if I slowed down or stopped. I had to beg to stop, and I begged a lot. "Sir I really don't want to cum" and "please" kept coming out of my mouth repeatedly, and everytime he said "No" or "Don't Stop", I could see my whole life going through my eyes. In the end, my bottom lip was swollen in the end from biting it so hard, and I really thought I was gonna lose it all in the end. So after this I can say I am happily still denied for almost two weeks, and I keep pushing myself to my limit to be the best denial slut for him, and make him proud of his babygirl 🎀

[justalittlebitneedy]

Edging and never thinking again

Before I go into it, just wanted to share again that my comments and DMs will be open to your suggestions (tasks, rules, and anything else you may think of), and he'll pick one for me to do during next week - so get creative 😉🎀

By the end of this week, I started to feel a bit desperate - Although I am getting used to being wet and leaking throughout the whole day, I have started to constantly crave some stimulation(anything I could get really). I really lost all my focus in work, and the neediness has made me go to the toilet to look for some sort of relief. As I was still in a "no-touch" period, I played around with the plug in my ass, just to try to regain some control over my desperation.

As he kept teasing me, he kept saying how my body was his, to which I agreed. My pussy, my ass, my boobs - everything is owned by him, and he gets to decide when they get touched. Being told that he has this much control over me drives me crazy, and I remember being on my office chair feeling me leaking so much I could feel it on my legs. I told him I want him to tell me when and how to touch myself, and that I don't want to make any decisions. One of the best times I have experienced during these three weeks are the moments where I lose control - I can't think anymore and I am only able to follow the instructions I am being given. There was a moment during all this, where I told him I felt like my body didn't belong to me, and not even metaphorically - I could feel it on my arms, shoulders, legs. While I just sat there trying to process what I felt, he told me that I was likely in the "sub-space", which I now know is normal. I felt floaty and defeated, like until that moment I was fighting against giving myself fully to him, and I happily surrendered.

Later that day, he told me I could unplug myself, and that I should rest a bit during the afternoon before our play time later that evening. He told me all the things he was considering letting me do, and when he mentioned I would be able to touch myself and cockwarm, I could feel myself clenching automatically, as even my pussy was telling me, in that moment, that I needed to be filled. We switched roles later in the week, where he got to see me do his tasks. Even when we started slow, with just me cockwarming and using the bullet on my clit, seeing his face of pleasure looking at me just made me want to show him how much I like him. Although I am shy, feeling his desire for my body makes me want to be a better girl for him. I want to be perfect, know what he likes and how to pleasure him. I want him to look at me and know that my body is his, and that I would do everything he would ask me to.

There is one specific moment that I don't think I will ever forget where I was laying on my back with my legs bent. He could see me struggling with my neediness again, and he told me to fuck my pussy with the dildo. I don't know what made me do it, but I just keep switching between slamming it hard into me and rubbing it on my lips. I drove myself crazy edging that way, and although I was making myself even more desperate just feeling that cock rubbing against my pussy, I couldn't help myself and stop it. Maybe it was a way of me to control myself and be a good girl, as I was in such a state that if I just purely fucked myself, I would have cum in that moment - and we don't want that, do we? 😇

[justalittlebitneedy]

I have been denied for my first full week ever! ☺️

As the days pass, there isn't a moment where I am not amazed by everything that is happening - the tasks I get to do, and how needy I am every single day. This week has been very eventful, and even when easing more edging into my routine, I still feel like my limits are being pushed every day. Although one single week might not be that big of an achievement, it has been one of the most intense periods I have ever experienced, which makes me eager to see how long I can handle.

In the beginning of the week, I got to try something new - I went to work with a plug filling my ass for the entire 8 hours I was there. I spend the majority of my days sitting in front of the computer, and I couldn't stop wiggling and clenching myself the whole day. The more I felt it, the more I leaked. The wetter I got, the more I wanted to feel it. I stayed in that loop, slowly losing my mind over how horny I got in work - especially over the fact that I am the only girl in that office, and the six men that sit next to me every day had no idea of what was really happening.

During the day, we agreed I would try "No-touch", and that I would only be allowed to touch my ass and boobs when I edged and did other tasks. Although I am a very good girl, telling me I can't touch my pussy is like saying to a well-behaved kid that they shouldn't put their hands in a hot stove - I will listen and do what I am told, but there is nothing I want more than to break the rules. He knew I was needy, leaking and uncontrollably horny, and proposed that later that day I would watch him cum. However, that wouldn't change the fact that while I was watching, I would still not be allowed to touch my pussy. I know his goal was to drive me crazy, which I can admit he did - from the moment he told me what was to happen in the evening, and the moment it happened, I was aching, and could feel every inch of my body craving him.

I thought that the moments in-between were hard, but I never struggled with my own neediness as much as I did while I had to watch him stroke without being able to touch - which at that point I wanted to just be able to touch him and myself. I was looking at him doing it, and I could feel myself leaking and clenching just thinking about him and his cock, and how much I wanted to be the one pleasuring him. How bad I wanted to be the one there doing it to him, and show him how much I wanted to be his good girl. As I watched, all the fantasies of how I would please him went through my mind, and I could feel the frustration and desperation taking over me in that moment.

As I start my second week denied, writing what I feel has been a big help in processing everything I have been experiencing. I have been enjoying posting here a lot, and reading everyone's comments and messages has become one of the favourite parts of my day. Because of this, we have decided that my comments and DMs will be open to your suggestions (such as tasks and rules, and whatever you have in mind). He will be the one choosing which one I get to do, and I will have to post about it specifically, which I am very excited about! 🥰

[preciousbow-deactivated20250810]

“you’re too young for me” is only going to encourage me 100% more

[br4tfairy]

want: a daddy who will shove his fingers in my mouth to shut me up when i’m whining about wanting to cum x

[justalittlebitneedy]

“I know you are close, but good girls don’t cum”

When I told him I wanted to do my last post, I told him I wanted him to chose a more “out there” picture - which he chose the one you saw. However, we made a little secret agreement that, for every upvote the last post got in 48 hours on Reddit, those would be the number of days that would be added to my denial period. That little joke resulted in 149 upvotes, which means I will be in denial until the 17th of July.

Yesterday morning, considering that at that point we knew we were looking for a long denial period (and that it’s only my third week ever knowing what denial is), he told me that I could cum if I wanted, that the choice would be mine without any repercussions. I chose not to for the simple fact that I have been constantly dripping and horny, and I want to see how my body will react to this. I am proud of myself for sticking to it and choosing to be a good girl. Cause that is who I am now, and good girls don’t cum.

After an eventful Saturday, we continued to test some limits, and explored a little bit of my willpower. I cockwarmed for the first time, watching specific videos he asked me to, and that was very very hot for me. I could only clench my pussy if I wanted, without touching my clit. But at one point, I was so horny that I couldn’t even control the clench anymore. I was truly desperate, and I felt my pussy really begging for the first time. The video attached is the result of that play - which I was incredibly shocked when I recorded, because I’ve never seen myself in that state (ever!).

After a couple more episodes, that is when the test really started. He told me to put my phone on my pillow, so I could read his instructions, as I would have my hands full - I got bent over, I had my ass plugged (the second one in my set 🥰), I was fucking myself with the dildo and I was using a vibrator on my clit. He would put a timer and tease me, and I couldn’t stop until the timer stopped, but I also couldn’t cum, no matter how close I got. He would guide the depth and speed, and I just had to obey. He told me to start slow, with the vibrator on low and with the dildo just rubbing against my lips, and I really thought to myself that I would be able to control my body throughout. Of course it progressed and my mind is blurred after he told me to start fucking myself with the dildo and the vibrator on medium. I remember him telling me to slam it into me, which I obeyed. He told me to have the vibrator on maximum speed while I was doing it, which I also obeyed. I remember bitting my lips so hard, in an attempt to bring myself some awareness to avoid cumming. I told him I could feel myself leaking and I could fill it running to my stomach, and that I never felt myself that close for so long. I was losing complete control that all I could do was follow what he told me, and that was an incredible feeling.

I felt that was a real test if I was in this 100%, and I guess I am here to stay. I have been very happy, constantly wet thinking about everything that has happened in the last two weeks. Being in work is now a chore, when all I think about its how I can please him when I get home. He knows how to drive me crazy, and I am craving his touch more and more each day. I told him I wanted him to teach me to be the best I could be for him, and to test my limits, and he did. As I have yet to finish my first full week of denial, I won’t lie and say I am not a bit intimidated by the 5 months ahead of me. But I agreed to it, and I know that if I take it one day at a time, listen to him and continue to be the good girl I have been, I will be completely fine. I have the best of the best taking care of me, and for him I will always be a good girl just to make him proud.

[justalittlebitneedy]

Finally learning the difference between edging and ruining.

In my last post I talked about how my denial journey started, and how me and him agreed on some toys for us to try. They finally arrived yesterday, and we got a training set of plugs (cause this is my first time trying anything like this) and a 7 inch dildo (which is also the first one I ever tried).

We tried them on a call last night, where he was giving me the instructions, and I would just be a good girl and do what I was told. I started by playing with the plugs, having the smallest in my ass and the bigger on my pussy while I sucked on the dick, pretending it was his. It was the first time I had both my holes being used (ever!) and it was just incredible. I was bent over on my bed and I could feel myself leaking through the plugs in me. As he kept telling me what to do, I just got into a state where I couldn’t think, and just did what he told me to do, getting hornier, wetter and needier as the time passed. I begged to be fucked by his cock, and he allowed me do it as fast as I’d like, as long as I kept repeating “good girls don’t cum” throughout the whole time. I was in fact a good girl, as I edged twice and ruined 3 times, only using the toys and not being able to touch my clit. Even a bit frustrated of all that build-up, I slept like a baby after two very exciting hours of play.

Today, we also started early, as around 9AM I was already edging, with him speaking in my hear again. I was allowed to touch my clit while I used the dildo, which makes everything happen very fast and be much more intense. Having him control the pace, the depth, when to start and when to stop melted my brain. Specially every time I got close and had to beg him to not let me cum. I was so desperate I told him I would not cum for another week if he allowed me to stop and not cum today.

A few hours after, he asked me to get a brush that I could use to gently tease my clit, while I had to watch a video of a girl taking her massive dildos from beginning to end. I edged 6 times during 36 minutes of video, with just a brush against my clit. It was incredible to do it with a visual aid, as I got very very needy since the very beginning. Having the video playing and touching my clit for the first time in a couple of days really made everything very intense for me, and all I could think is how wet I was and how he would feel inside of me in that moment.

[justalittlebitneedy]

My denial experience so far 🎀

If you asked me two weeks ago, if I ever thought I would be here doing my first post, I would have told you were crazy, there is no way I would do it… and look where curiosity led me.

I’m 23 and I haven’t really experienced much sexually. I was with two men my whole life, and while the experiences were okay, they weren’t mind blowing. I’ve never heard of denial before, but I always found it very hot when men had control over me. Then I met him, and slowly but steady he thought me about it, showed me this Reddit so I could read and learn more, and I just got more and more curious.

I remember my first time ever exploring my body with him, how I was literally surfing a sexual high I never experienced before. Now I know I was edging throughout the whole time, which was amazing but I didn’t even know what edging was at that point.

It is clear to me now that, when this all started, I enjoyed being told what to do for my own pleasure. Until that shifted. Now I want to do everything for him to be proud of me. I want him to think of me as his baby girl that does everything he wants her to do. Gets wet when he tells her, touches when he tells her, and cums when he lets her do it. Making him proud, being needy for him and being praised by him, makes me feel truly special, which makes me even needier and wanting to please him more.

I always had a very high libido, but I’ve never felt this way. I am leaking from the moment I wake up to the moment I go to bed. If I wanted to please before, now it’s crazy how even that shifted to be so much more intense. I want to please, I want to show how wet I am, and I am always craving him. I am in work and I can’t focus thinking about him, waiting for his texts, getting wetter in my office chair.

I’ve decided this week, I wanted to try not touching my pussy for a week, and it has been very fun to explore other things. I’ve never really played just with my ass, and yesterday I did it and I enjoyed it a lot more than i expected I would. Also, we agreed on some toys for me to get and try, which I am also very excited about and it’s making this no-touch period very interesting. I am hornier, wetter and I am just really enjoying how I feel.

I am still exploring and learning, but this has been the happiest times I’ve had for a while, and it has really helped me feel sexier and learn that it’s okay to push our limits, which has been great for my overall self-esteem.

So yeah, this has been my two weeks experience since I was ever introduced to denial, and even after being told to write “good girls don’t cum” a million of times in a piece of paper, all I have to say is 10/10 so far!