Iām sorry. Iām sorry about everything. I put you through so much pain and sadness. I canāt even imagine how you felt. Iām sorry it had to end the way it did. Iām sorry it had to end at all. I was the glue that held everyone together. Everyone, but myself. But I wasnāt immune. I was a crank. I couldnāt let you see the insanity that overwhelmed me. The madness in my head was multiplying and I couldnāt hold it back much longer. It clouded my mind. It controlled my body. It tortured me slowly killing me from the inside. Iād tear at my skull as if I could pull the Flare right out. But I was your glue. I had to hold you guys together and not tear you apart. I had to. But in the end it was i who fell apart. You shanks were the only thing I had left. I didnāt want to hurt you. I had to leave. I had to. I needed to die still a human. But I was to scared to do it myself. Maybe I was afraid Iād fail again. Maybe I was just too much of a coward to pull the trigger. I wasnāt strong enough. But you were. Thank you for putting me out of my misery. Thank you for letting me be with Alby and Chuck again. I wish now that Iād been able to get to know you better, to make more memories. But thatās not possible now and itās my fault that you have to live with that. When I told you everything was your fault, that I hated you. I just want you to know that I didnāt mean any of it. I would never say anything like that to you. Because youāre my friend. And I miss you. And Tommy. Thank you. Thank you for everything. Goodbye Tommy.
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