Shenanigans from Bean

HEYY!!! WELCOME TO MY BLOG! You can call me Bean! I am a short (5' 1") girl with brown eyes and brown hair. This is a blog about the things I like or me trying to be funny. I tend to night blog a lot. Like most people in the world, I'm fucked up but I am trying to use my issues to help people. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here if you need.

[justastrangerovertheinternet]

FUCK THIS IM FUCKING DONE

FUCK EVERYONE IM DONE TRYING

im done with tumblr

i cant

thank you those who sent nice messages

but after the 3 mean asks, I'm done

i cant handle this anymore

this isn't under a read more so i can be an "drama queen" or an "attention seeker" or an "attention whore"

this is public because WHEN I POST SOMETHING ABOUT HOW I FEEL ITS BECAUSE I WANT TO GET OUT HOW I FEEL. I'M NOT TRYING TO GET ATTENTION BUT YES I FEEL BETTER JUST A LITTLE BIT AFTER A NICE MESSAGE

THOSE WHO SENT THOSE MESSAGES I HOPE SOMEONE ATTACKS YOU THE WAY YOU ATTACKED ME

GOODBYE TUMBLR

[justastrangerovertheinternet]

you're cutting yourself hella short saying that I don't understand who you are. while you're pretty true, I can still say that i've talked to you, and that those conversations were awesome, and that I think your personality if awesome. and that you've made me laugh and I can't really ask for more in a person you know?

im crying harder now…

you sound really nice. We’ve talked before but i dont recognize the writing style… sorry….

why are all the good people who notice never physically near me when i need them…

Sorry i just dont know what to say…

im really bad at this…

and im kinda sniffing in my tears and it feels gross…

[justastrangerovertheinternet]

I don't even know how old you are but not a lot of people know who they are okay? That's why we go to school and see what appeals to us. It's a long process to finally understand who we are. Plus, a lot of times people never know that they're awesome. We're completely numb to it, but everyone else sees it. So please just believe me that you really are awesome.

But im just a stranger over the internet

that is all i am

that is all you see

a blog with random shit

I’m 17

in less then a year i will be legally an adult and who i am wont matter

[justastrangerovertheinternet]

school sucks but hang in there! i believe in you! i wish i could help you with your homework, like i would if i could. you're smart! you're lovely! you can do this! gomen if this isn't making you feel better.

I’m not sure if school is really worth it. Most kids drop out anyway and if you drop out in college you loose thousands of dollars and with the way things are going Masters are the new Bachelors

actually with the way my in highschool college class is going, i wont ever pass college

financially it would be easier to just drop out.

…i dont know

im sorry im being a bitch

i dont know

im sorry

[justastrangerovertheinternet]

STOP THINKING SO NEGATIVELY ABOUT YOURSELF, YOU'RE FUCKING AWESOME OK?

I’m honestly crying right now

I don’t see how I can be awesome

I don’t see it

I’ve tried but I can’t

I’m not what people think I am

fuck i don’t know what type of a person i am…

[justastrangerovertheinternet]

I attemted to write a haiku in class

My heart is broken

Inflicted by my own hand

So, Why am I me?

[justastrangerovertheinternet]

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I'm so fucking annoyed!

i wish i was fucking smarter

i wish my teacher wasn't a selfish bitch

i wish i was a sophomore again

i wish college is easy

i wish that i dont drop out

i wish the people that don't hurt me would stop giving me special treatment for being depressed

i wish the people that do hurt me would give me special treatment for my depression

i wish people would just understand that im really fucking stressed

i wish i had a really smart boyfriend to help with homework and to hold me when i cry

i wish i was attractive

i wish my teeth weren't so yellow

i wish my body and face were less fat

i wish i wasn't me

i wish i was a normal pretty kid with the only problem of losing one sock in the dryer

I despise being me

[generational-culture]

[mskneesocks]

if a u can see a someone’s bra through their shirt do you care.  like do u really care.  it’s probably a hecka cute bra right and i bet they spent like 20 dollars on that bra.  maybe even 30 dollars idk.  don’t shun the bra appreciate the bra

[thelostsoulsoffallenangels-deac]

It’s underwear. It’s not supposed to be seen

[odahviiings-deactivated20150329]

[imdope420]

my g spot is located about 2 inches inside your wallet

[justastrangerovertheinternet]

Dime whore

[fuckyeahragetoons]

[anonrambling]

[fishingboatproceeds]

My publisher.

[failingsofage]

I am a bookworm and I just swooned at this. I’m far more happy than I should be. 

[my-teen-quote]

[justastrangerovertheinternet]

starbucks cashier: how can i help you

me: i summon hazelnut latte in attack position. i activate the magic card "size grande" and apply it to my coffee. hazelnut latte allows me to special summon a cheese danish from the dessert section and set it in defense position. i set credit card face down and end my turn.

[my-chillin-lifestyle-deactivate]

can we please just acknowledge the fucking mathematical precision behind this

[nentindo-deactivated20210501]

[traiecto-deactivated20170312]

"You’re a girl so act like one". Oh, I’m sorry. I didn’t realize my vagina came with a terms and conditions manual.