when i'm sad, i'm comforted by the idea of suicide

~Broken Inside~ •Depression•SelfHarm• •Suicidal•Anxiety• •Paranoia•Insomnia• •EatingDisorder• •AngerIssues• -TheGirlWithThe BrokenSmile- BleedingWristsAnd BleedingThighs, Don'tWorryThough, I'mFuckingFine###### -;I killed someone you see, I killed the girl who used to be me; {♥StayStrong♥}

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Sometimes I come crashing down inside myself without anyone noticing.

Yehuda Amichai, You Mustn’t Show Weakness (via taaqat)

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At some point. I felt nothing. I grew numb of being hurt. I decided to shut things off.

Roses For Rei (via rosesforrei)

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You don’t have to recover so you can hike far away mountains and explore other countries and take over the world. Those goals can be unrealistic and  hard to imagine sometimes.

Recover so you can go to a grocery store without crying.

Recover so that you can eat the same meal as your family.

Recover so that friends don’t expect you to cancel plans.

Recover so that food is just food.

(and then take over the world)

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I am suffering and it’s no one’s fault. My relationship with myself has gone off track.

Evelyne Lanzmann, from a letter to Jean-Paul Sartre (via violentwavesofemotion)

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Until you heal the wounds of your past, you are going to bleed. You can bandage the bleeding with food, with alcohol, with drugs, with work, with cigarettes, with sex; But eventually, it will all ooze through and stain your life. You must find the strength to open the wounds, Stick your hands inside, pull out the core of the pain that is holding you in your past, the memories and make peace with them.

Iyanla Vanzant (via wanduring)

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I realize now that dying is easy. Living is hard.

Gayle Forman, If I Stay (via suspend)