Quarks and Stuff

Little things that encompass me

[justciera26]

The ocean is simultaneous terrifying and fascinating. The way that living things behave and look in the ocean is incredibly strange and almost unsettling. Considering the majority of the ocean has not been discovered, I am curious to know what else may be lurking in the depths. Any ideas?

[justciera26]

I really wanted to give a theme to my kitchen, so I chose whimsical forest/mushroom vibes.

Instead of buying a new paper towel holder, I decided to decorate the one I already had using clay. Here are some before, during, and after photos.

I really like how it turned out. Stay tuned for the next project!

[justciera26]

Is there a bar and can you reach above it or is it predetermined to sit where it does?

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It wasn’t really about how it looked, it was how I felt making it.

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This is my BMO. I think i liked him better before the lines. I’m a little too shaky lol.

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Update on Pearl ft. Lego Groot: She’s doing great! Lots of new sprouts, growth, and much firmer leaves c:

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Happy froggy in my coffee.

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I found some sad looking aloe and decided to take it home. It has been one month since I first potted my aloe, Pearl, and i’m excited to report she is doing fabulous! I’ve never seen such an unruly aloe before, haha. Pearl has got some attitude and spunk. I’m a very proud plant mom.

Pearl has lots of new sprouts as well. Will update soon!

#aloevera

[justciera26]

I made some pretty cool spongebob themed decor. A jellyfish toothbrush holder and a Gary the Snail soap dispenser. Hoping to add some more to my (in progress) spongebob themed bathroom.

[justciera26]

What will drown the noise when the voices get too loud?

My grave is getting deeper

Almost a mile beneath

The extra mound of earth is warm like a blanket over me

But even through my screams I still can hear them speak

Droning on to remind me why I don’t deserve six feet

[justciera26]

You are not the you I knew

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It must be relieving to know that the world is against you; otherwise, the blame is yours.

[justciera26]

I am not particularly scared of death.

Neither in pain nor ignorance.

I am not scared of death, no.

I am scared of losing a life worth living.

I find that my curiosity toward the future is comparable to a longing for the past.

I am often eager to return to a past I cannot remember;

the void from which i began.

There is a deep familiarity with the unknown.

A place I can finally call home

and death will always be waiting for me.

[justciera26]

and if my burdens are too heavy

will i build strength

or

buckle

because the weight is too difficult to carry

[justciera26]

I am tired.

I am always tired.

Have I always been tired?

Will I aways be tired?

Maybe i’ll sleep just a little while longer...

[justciera26]

as I slowly lose my marbles

and watch them roll away

my attention searches elsewhere

for something new to play

[justciera26]

divulge the decent deeper down

delirium until duly desensitized

to the dissolution of dreams