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The end is finally near. Just looking at the information in front of me is enough to make me cry.

How many tears? How much anxiety? How much fear? 

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Am I called to forgive you as well? And am I strong enough to do that ever, if at all?

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Happy Women’s History Month. 

There’s incredible strength in being a woman. 

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I can’t string together coherent thoughts brb lol

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[justdecidedlyindecisive]

Sometimes it truly feels like my family waits until I’m home or almost home to implode. And then they’re like, “Here, come fix it.”

And I’m like, “Yes, I’m obviously equipped to handle all of this. Let me drop every single thing I need to do––again––to attempt to placate everyone. Again.”

That makes total sense. 

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lmao I also have a chrome extension telling me what tones it’s detecting, and it really has a full bar of friendly with small bars for confident and optimistic. 

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You ever just find every reason in the book to not be social, even though you want to be social?

I always wished I was more... extroverted. 

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I’m so emotionally conflicted. 

I feel like a lot of my time this week has been spent feeling angry/annoyed or painfully sympathetic. 

And I feel guilty because it’s not about me!!! It’s just so close in proximity that I intermittently feel overwhelmed. 

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Sometimes the bitterness saturates all that I am. And I feel my heart hardening.

Sometimes I feel weighed down by all that is happening around and to me. Somehow, the circumstances stack up on me. 

But I will continue to fight to soften my heart anyway. 

In forgiveness.

In kindness.

In love.

I yield.