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Honestly can’t wait to die.

I try every day so hard to stay alive.

But it’s not enough for you; rather just die if it’s not enough

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I wanna die

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wish I had someone to call family,

i have a lot friends but I’m not close with any of them. I’m not even close with my parents.

I been so lonely for the past year; ill do anything for attentio. it’s honestly embarrassing the things I’ve done. being alone the way I am. it gets real numbing. idk why I even exist anymore; nothing feels good, even the drugs. I wish I had a home to run away to, I wish I had someone I can relate to. I wish I can ask someone for help but all I got is me.

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Feeling suicidal to the max.

Any form of human touch would be nice

Any form of how are you doing would be nice

Please help

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I hate my life

And I hate my self

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I love Spock

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I say this a lot but I don’t think I’ll be here for long

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I hope y’all miss me when I die

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Waiting to die again,

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Been alone for so long now.

Tired of being lonely

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Imagine having family and someone you can be your self around.

I don’t have that right now.

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Just here again wanting to die.

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Can’t wait to go home to be alone and feel nothing.

Wish I had someone to connect with feel something.

Honestly can’t wait to die.

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Ever since we started to talk again I started to get depressed again.

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I have no one to talk to.

Feeling so miserable I had to tell someone; don’t really think anyone really follows me on here.

Man I’m so sad all I could think about today is how I don’t want to be here.

Can’t wait to die.

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3/21 is the day.

I’m fixed on this idea

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I might have to kill my self