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I miss you...

At one point in our lives, we made each other the happiest we’ve ever been, which is why I still care. I wish we can still be friends, but I know it would make it hard on the both of us. Which is why I choose not to talk to you. Although you put me through so much pain, I do not regret being with you. After our relationship, I learned so much about myself and the pain I endured just proved the kind of strength I have deep down that I could not find any other way. I wish time slowed down sometimes. I wish things did not have to happen the way they did. I hope you’re a changed woman the next time I talk to you. I hope you’re starting to think before you do something. I hope you’re making the right decision when it comes to making one. I hope that all that has happened to me, to you, to us, helped change you; even just a little bit.

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Thoughts...

You know those endless nights? Those nights when your mind is pretty much copulating with thoughts that's both pleasurable and disturbing because ideas and memories are going in and of our head. How you have these state of mind or how you're persuading yourself with the idea itself of what could have happen, what would happen, and what should have happen. For a minute you think very deeply about what if things went your way? What if the ideas that you get after what truly happened, happens? It's difficult coping from these randomize train of thoughts. Sometimes it leaves you speechless. It's like there's a stampede of thoughts that's repeating an endless cycle of migration from one side of your head to the other, ricocheting from overwhelming sentiments to that "twist-and-turn" feeling point of view.

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Trust

There's this thing called trust and for some reason our love ones can't seem to figure out what that word means. We ask for it because we simply ask for a little consideration and a little understanding; stop living in the past and stop bringing up the things that happened in the past as well - We live and we learn - the outcome of not giving us the freedom because of the things that we did in the past is really dumbfounding. It leaves us hanging and we start building hatred in our hearts. We then start back firing and go out of our ways just to get what we want and sometimes we have to do a little bit more just to get it.

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Memories

We all had our memories with one another and some are better than others.

We all had memories with a special someone in our life that you can't find anywhere else.

We all had those "quicksand" memories where everything is going so good and with a glimpse of a second everything just falls apart and the more you try to move the more you get sucked in.

Memories leads into questions, questions leads into reality. We make choices thinking it would be for better or worse, but we're so caught up on the moment that we don't take the chance to ask ourselves the two words question that makes relationships last or simple end it, "what if". Questions that makes our reality unmeasurable because of the outcome of our reaction can't seem to go as we all plan, and we torture and beaten ourselves because of our stupidity finally meeting reality and those "What if" questions comes in your head like someone is nailing them on our brains to make them stuck on our heads, so we will always have memories that we can't seem to handle.

Now our imagination is scary and dark because of the bad memories seem to overcome the happy memories and we tend to do everything to get our mind of those memories but sometimes it's just for temporary.

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Happiness...

Knowing where you're going to be placing yourself when everything around you is simply not working out, happiness can be deceiving at times, we all don't realize that sometimes our happiness can be just covering our sorrows-compromising all our doubts-and this will lead us to whole another route that divert us from our real happiness. People say if the thing you loved the most came back to you after letting go of it, then it was always been yours... But truly we don't realize the fact that there was no point of letting go of something that you fought for and had all your desire on it. Happiness is a simple word but we all have a different meaning of it; it's something extraordinary, it's something can't be explain with a few words, it's something that makes your "foot pop", it's something that you feel really strong about. We all have to look and open our eyes cause this thing can play games with us and it's not afraid to hurt us, happiness is a good long lasting friend you can have in your life that you will always want around you even if it back stabs a million times.